1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:23,383 --> 00:01:24,784 Where's my primer? 4 00:01:28,922 --> 00:01:30,590 Vada, we're late! 5 00:01:31,458 --> 00:01:33,493 -Vada. -Mmm. 6 00:01:38,798 --> 00:01:41,601 -God... 7 00:02:04,591 --> 00:02:05,758 Dude, we are so fucking late! 8 00:02:05,825 --> 00:02:07,760 Are the cake pops different flavors 9 00:02:07,827 --> 00:02:09,696 or are they just different colors? 10 00:02:09,796 --> 00:02:11,131 Different flavors. 11 00:02:11,197 --> 00:02:12,699 What are the flavor differences? 12 00:02:24,177 --> 00:02:26,546 Honestly, it is a miracle that we made it on time. 13 00:02:26,646 --> 00:02:28,348 Dude, we are killing it! 14 00:02:28,448 --> 00:02:29,549 Per ushe, yes. 15 00:02:29,649 --> 00:02:31,151 Also, is it just me or does coffee 16 00:02:31,217 --> 00:02:33,219 immediately make you have to shit? 17 00:02:33,319 --> 00:02:35,288 -Oh, immediately, yeah. -Like I smell coffee and I'm shitting my pants. 18 00:02:35,355 --> 00:02:37,790 Pause the shit-talking till Justin Dragonas passes. 19 00:02:41,728 --> 00:02:43,062 Oh, my God, I want him. 20 00:02:43,163 --> 00:02:44,564 We need to come up with a code for shitting. 21 00:02:45,465 --> 00:02:46,399 You're right! 22 00:02:46,499 --> 00:02:48,067 Alright, let's think. 23 00:02:48,168 --> 00:02:50,069 -Okay, like-- -We can say like I need to talk to my boss. 24 00:02:50,170 --> 00:02:52,238 -What are you talking about? -Are you picking what I'm putting down? 25 00:02:52,338 --> 00:02:55,008 It's like, "Okay, I need to have a long call with my boss 26 00:02:55,074 --> 00:02:56,342 and he's mad." 27 00:02:56,409 --> 00:02:58,077 Oh my God, my boss is so mad at me 28 00:02:58,178 --> 00:02:59,312 that I got a penis call this morning. 29 00:02:59,379 --> 00:03:00,680 Oh, and then when you... 30 00:03:00,747 --> 00:03:02,649 It could be like you're texting your boss. 31 00:03:02,715 --> 00:03:04,684 You're texting your boss. I love it. 32 00:03:04,751 --> 00:03:06,386 -We love that. -You have to keep it fancy. 33 00:03:06,486 --> 00:03:08,421 We love to keep it fancy, that's what we do. 34 00:03:08,521 --> 00:03:11,391 Now that's also a concern because most of that water is paleo water. 35 00:03:11,491 --> 00:03:13,860 Dating back to the most rec... Yes, Vada? 36 00:03:13,927 --> 00:03:16,563 Does the kind of rock affect how long the aquifer last 37 00:03:16,663 --> 00:03:18,331 or how quickly it recharges? 38 00:03:18,398 --> 00:03:20,200 Oh, that's a great question, 39 00:03:20,266 --> 00:03:22,101 but that depends on many factors. 40 00:03:22,202 --> 00:03:23,703 Anybody wanna guess 41 00:03:23,770 --> 00:03:26,172 what the next biggest aquifer is? 42 00:03:26,239 --> 00:03:27,440 So we have to think about what we know 43 00:03:27,540 --> 00:03:29,008 about the aquifers, right? 44 00:03:29,075 --> 00:03:32,111 So the Ogallala Aquifer is one of the largest eight 45 00:03:32,212 --> 00:03:34,113 in the world, not to... Yes? 46 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:35,548 I'm sorry, can I use the restroom? 47 00:03:35,615 --> 00:03:36,749 Yes. 48 00:03:36,849 --> 00:03:39,118 It dates back to the recent ice age. 49 00:03:39,219 --> 00:03:40,787 So when we think about that we have to say, "Wow, 50 00:03:40,887 --> 00:03:42,689 this is one of the largest in the world." 51 00:03:43,957 --> 00:03:45,191 Are you okay? 52 00:03:45,258 --> 00:03:46,793 -No. -What happened? 53 00:03:49,729 --> 00:03:51,297 I don't want anyone to hear me. 54 00:03:51,397 --> 00:03:54,033 Dude, literally just tell me, you're freaking me out. 55 00:03:56,402 --> 00:03:57,637 I got my... 56 00:03:58,938 --> 00:04:01,541 What? I can't hear you. 57 00:04:01,608 --> 00:04:03,076 I'll just text it to you. 58 00:04:10,817 --> 00:04:12,118 Jesus, Amelia! 59 00:04:12,218 --> 00:04:17,457 You don't text 911 when you get your period! 60 00:04:17,557 --> 00:04:20,226 You scared the shit out of me. Oh my God! 61 00:04:21,427 --> 00:04:22,462 I'm sorry. 62 00:04:26,432 --> 00:04:27,467 It's okay. 63 00:04:29,636 --> 00:04:32,005 Wait, haven't you been dyin' to get your period for like a year? 64 00:04:32,105 --> 00:04:33,306 I thought you'd be stoked. 65 00:04:34,607 --> 00:04:36,075 It's different than I thought. 66 00:04:36,142 --> 00:04:38,011 Oh, you mean shitty as hell? Yeah, I know. 67 00:04:38,111 --> 00:04:40,146 You're the worst. I'm hanging up now. 68 00:04:40,246 --> 00:04:42,582 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 69 00:04:42,649 --> 00:04:44,083 Do you, um... 70 00:04:46,452 --> 00:04:48,688 have everything you need? 71 00:04:48,788 --> 00:04:52,692 Yeah, I stole it from your room a few months ago. 72 00:04:52,792 --> 00:04:54,327 It's in my backpack. 73 00:04:55,128 --> 00:04:57,030 Just in case. 74 00:04:57,130 --> 00:04:58,665 I was just gonna tell you to stuff a bunch of toilet paper 75 00:04:58,765 --> 00:05:00,133 in your pants till you get home, 76 00:05:00,199 --> 00:05:03,836 but that... That's some pro-level shit. 77 00:05:04,804 --> 00:05:06,039 Nice move! 78 00:05:06,139 --> 00:05:07,307 Oh, my God. 79 00:05:08,641 --> 00:05:10,209 How about this? 80 00:05:10,310 --> 00:05:12,045 Let's go to dinner tonight, just you and I, okay? 81 00:05:12,145 --> 00:05:13,546 And I will fill you in 82 00:05:13,646 --> 00:05:18,951 on all the bloody, chunky, gooey, goopy details. 83 00:05:19,018 --> 00:05:20,553 Ew, shut up. 84 00:05:20,653 --> 00:05:21,654 I love ya. 85 00:05:22,522 --> 00:05:23,956 Congratulations. 86 00:05:24,023 --> 00:05:26,025 Don't say congrats, you freak. 87 00:05:30,863 --> 00:05:31,898 I love you, too. 88 00:05:50,683 --> 00:05:51,651 Photo day. 89 00:05:52,685 --> 00:05:54,487 Better get my shit together. 90 00:06:51,944 --> 00:06:53,746 You don't even need to wear makeup. 91 00:06:54,781 --> 00:06:55,948 Sorry, what? 92 00:06:57,417 --> 00:06:59,619 I just said, "You don't even need to wear makeup." 93 00:07:01,220 --> 00:07:02,622 -I... 94 00:07:02,722 --> 00:07:05,825 -What was that? 95 00:07:05,925 --> 00:07:07,427 -Come on, come on! 96 00:07:07,493 --> 00:07:09,295 -Was that a gun? -Get down! 97 00:07:13,399 --> 00:07:14,267 Take 'em off! 98 00:07:15,468 --> 00:07:16,469 No! Oh! 99 00:07:32,618 --> 00:07:33,853 We're gonna die. 100 00:07:33,953 --> 00:07:36,289 Go, go, go, go, go! 101 00:07:50,336 --> 00:07:53,139 Oh my God. Oh my God. 102 00:07:54,774 --> 00:07:56,342 Is it over? 103 00:07:57,143 --> 00:07:58,377 Is it over? 104 00:08:07,720 --> 00:08:08,721 Who's in there? 105 00:08:10,156 --> 00:08:12,225 I'm not the shooter. It's Matt Corgan, I saw him. 106 00:08:13,626 --> 00:08:16,395 Do you know where he is now? 107 00:08:16,496 --> 00:08:17,997 I don't know, I don't know. 108 00:08:20,166 --> 00:08:21,834 My brother. 109 00:08:21,901 --> 00:08:23,503 Come, come under. Just... 110 00:08:33,646 --> 00:08:35,348 Oh, fuck, are you shot? 111 00:08:36,716 --> 00:08:39,018 My brother. 112 00:09:03,209 --> 00:09:05,778 You! Drop your weapon! 113 00:09:05,878 --> 00:09:07,513 Drop your weapon now! 114 00:09:10,883 --> 00:09:13,019 Down on the ground! 115 00:09:47,587 --> 00:09:49,655 Maybe we should wake her up. 116 00:09:49,755 --> 00:09:51,557 She needs to rest. 117 00:09:51,624 --> 00:09:53,225 I just wanna talk to her. 118 00:10:29,028 --> 00:10:30,196 Did you know him? 119 00:10:32,531 --> 00:10:34,667 He follows you on Instagram, so he knew you. 120 00:10:37,436 --> 00:10:38,838 It's like on every channel. 121 00:10:38,938 --> 00:10:41,307 Like CNN was interviewing your friend Melody. 122 00:10:41,874 --> 00:10:42,975 So crazy. 123 00:10:44,644 --> 00:10:46,012 Did you know anyone who died? 124 00:10:46,112 --> 00:10:47,613 -Amelia. -What? 125 00:10:48,881 --> 00:10:50,349 Is there like a list or something? 126 00:10:56,689 --> 00:11:00,226 Sometimes, I'm just like, "What year are we living in?" 127 00:11:00,326 --> 00:11:03,062 I'm literally gonna Amazon a bulletproof backpack. 128 00:11:03,162 --> 00:11:04,563 Amelia! 129 00:11:04,664 --> 00:11:05,665 What? 130 00:11:10,970 --> 00:11:12,571 Please don't cry, Mom. 131 00:11:13,739 --> 00:11:14,974 I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. 132 00:11:33,192 --> 00:11:34,593 Do you need something? 133 00:11:36,696 --> 00:11:38,264 Was just gonna take a bath. 134 00:11:39,665 --> 00:11:40,566 Okay 135 00:11:44,370 --> 00:11:45,271 Okay. 136 00:14:16,488 --> 00:14:17,656 Fuck. 137 00:15:55,454 --> 00:15:57,489 I'm glad you're going to see Nick. 138 00:15:58,290 --> 00:15:59,758 How's he holding up? 139 00:16:00,826 --> 00:16:01,760 I think okay. 140 00:16:02,695 --> 00:16:03,662 Good! 141 00:16:04,763 --> 00:16:05,664 Good. 142 00:16:11,470 --> 00:16:14,173 What about you? How... How are you feeling? 143 00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:24,683 Better. 144 00:16:26,051 --> 00:16:28,053 That's good, so good. 145 00:16:28,153 --> 00:16:30,155 I'm really so glad to hear that. 146 00:16:38,030 --> 00:16:39,798 I literally thought it was a drill 147 00:16:39,865 --> 00:16:41,567 'cause Cambie had us locked in, 148 00:16:41,667 --> 00:16:43,068 shades over the window in like two seconds, 149 00:16:43,168 --> 00:16:45,237 so I was like, "Okay, clearly, this is a drill." 150 00:16:45,337 --> 00:16:46,505 -Right? -Yeah. 151 00:16:46,572 --> 00:16:47,906 And Olivia Metis is like talking, 152 00:16:48,007 --> 00:16:49,908 you know, being annoying, and Cambie goes 153 00:16:50,009 --> 00:16:53,245 -"Olivia, be fucking quiet." -No. 154 00:16:53,345 --> 00:16:55,247 And we're all like, "Oh shit. 155 00:16:55,347 --> 00:16:57,149 Like this is real deal, no joke." 156 00:16:57,216 --> 00:17:00,085 It's just so... It's so fucked. 157 00:17:00,185 --> 00:17:02,254 I can't stop hearing the sound of it. 158 00:17:07,526 --> 00:17:09,428 So last night, I was like, "Okay, 159 00:17:09,528 --> 00:17:11,230 why did I survive? 160 00:17:11,330 --> 00:17:13,499 Like out of everyone, like why me? 161 00:17:13,565 --> 00:17:16,168 Is it so that I can do something 162 00:17:16,235 --> 00:17:18,904 to like make this never happen again?" 163 00:17:19,538 --> 00:17:20,672 Hmm. 164 00:17:20,739 --> 00:17:22,508 So, I set up this Zoom with Everytown 165 00:17:22,574 --> 00:17:24,276 and we're gonna talk about like 166 00:17:24,376 --> 00:17:26,278 how to be more reactive, how to start a movement, 167 00:17:26,378 --> 00:17:27,746 how to get a fuckin' bill passed. 168 00:17:27,846 --> 00:17:28,914 Like something. 169 00:17:35,721 --> 00:17:36,922 Why do you think he did it? 170 00:17:39,558 --> 00:17:41,960 I don't know, is there like ever a reason? 171 00:17:46,565 --> 00:17:48,367 After initial reports of a shooter, 172 00:17:48,434 --> 00:17:49,902 officers surrounded the campus, 173 00:17:49,968 --> 00:17:51,737 directing the evacuation of hundreds 174 00:17:51,804 --> 00:17:53,372 of students from the scene. 175 00:17:53,439 --> 00:17:54,606 This tragedy is. 176 00:17:54,706 --> 00:17:56,742 I think Anderson Cooper is cute. 177 00:17:56,809 --> 00:17:57,976 We've been on the scene. 178 00:17:58,077 --> 00:17:59,945 He is. Don't get too attached. 179 00:18:34,813 --> 00:18:36,515 Disturbing videos from the students' cellphones 180 00:18:41,587 --> 00:18:44,523 In the video, gunshots can be heard in the hall, 181 00:18:44,623 --> 00:18:47,593 answered by children screaming in their classrooms... 182 00:18:47,659 --> 00:18:49,294 I'm gonna go to Nick's. 183 00:18:49,361 --> 00:18:50,863 Uh, okay. 184 00:18:50,963 --> 00:18:52,464 ...during the escape, children fled the building. 185 00:19:29,001 --> 00:19:30,068 Hey. 186 00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:31,170 Hey. 187 00:19:32,671 --> 00:19:33,839 Wanna come in? 188 00:19:39,011 --> 00:19:39,912 Thank you. 189 00:19:44,016 --> 00:19:45,484 Want some water or somethin'? 190 00:19:47,085 --> 00:19:48,353 Okay. 191 00:19:53,892 --> 00:19:56,762 You have a really nice house. 192 00:19:56,862 --> 00:19:58,330 Thanks. 193 00:19:58,397 --> 00:20:01,500 Really nice, it's a cool vibe, with the wood and uh... 194 00:20:01,567 --> 00:20:04,269 You have a lot of cool art here, too. 195 00:20:04,369 --> 00:20:07,172 Yeah, uh, my dads are artists, so... 196 00:20:07,239 --> 00:20:09,875 -Your parents are artists? -Yeah. 197 00:20:11,510 --> 00:20:12,878 That is so cool. 198 00:20:14,446 --> 00:20:15,781 It all makes sense now. 199 00:20:15,881 --> 00:20:17,683 Do you know when they'll be back? 200 00:20:18,750 --> 00:20:21,019 I'm actually not really sure. 201 00:20:21,086 --> 00:20:23,088 Yeah, they're gone like all the time. 202 00:20:27,192 --> 00:20:30,462 Uh, I have to be honest with you, 203 00:20:30,562 --> 00:20:32,097 'cause if I'm not then 204 00:20:32,197 --> 00:20:34,233 I'll probably feel really bad about it. 205 00:20:34,299 --> 00:20:36,568 But I watched some of... Thank you. 206 00:20:36,635 --> 00:20:40,105 Some of your dance videos on Instagram. 207 00:20:40,205 --> 00:20:43,609 In the videos, you come off like, so like hard. 208 00:20:43,709 --> 00:20:45,410 And whatever. 209 00:20:45,477 --> 00:20:47,546 What I'm tryin' to say is you're a completely different person 210 00:20:47,613 --> 00:20:49,982 when you're dancing and in real life, 211 00:20:50,082 --> 00:20:51,283 you're like so different. 212 00:20:51,383 --> 00:20:53,385 Yeah, I don't know why I'm like that. 213 00:20:53,452 --> 00:20:55,487 It's like... Yeah. 214 00:20:55,587 --> 00:20:58,924 It's cool though that you're able to like just switch into 215 00:20:58,991 --> 00:21:00,259 a different mode. 216 00:21:00,325 --> 00:21:01,493 Like I could never do something like that. 217 00:21:01,593 --> 00:21:02,761 It's dope. 218 00:21:06,331 --> 00:21:07,499 Thank you. 219 00:21:09,101 --> 00:21:10,435 Yeah. 220 00:21:14,139 --> 00:21:16,408 Is that... Is that wine okay for you? 221 00:21:16,475 --> 00:21:18,010 Oh, yeah, no, it's so good. 222 00:21:18,110 --> 00:21:19,678 Are you sure? I have like a couple of others-- 223 00:21:19,778 --> 00:21:20,979 No, it's... Yeah... 224 00:21:21,079 --> 00:21:23,849 That's like the best one I've ever had, so. 225 00:21:23,949 --> 00:21:24,983 Okay. 226 00:21:31,089 --> 00:21:32,858 -I'm sorry, I'm gonna-- -Oh. 227 00:21:32,958 --> 00:21:35,327 I'll turn this off, my mom keeps checking in on me. 228 00:21:36,194 --> 00:21:37,129 Okay. 229 00:21:38,630 --> 00:21:40,365 Nick told me that 230 00:21:40,465 --> 00:21:43,502 Quinton's brother's service is tomorrow. 231 00:21:43,602 --> 00:21:45,304 Already? That's-- 232 00:21:45,370 --> 00:21:46,972 -Yeah, I-- -That's great. 233 00:21:47,039 --> 00:21:51,109 I guess some religions do them fast. 234 00:21:51,176 --> 00:21:52,377 I was thinkin' about going. 235 00:21:52,477 --> 00:21:53,645 Do you think that would be weird? 236 00:21:53,712 --> 00:21:56,048 No. No, I don't... I don't think so. 237 00:21:57,482 --> 00:21:59,518 Okay. 238 00:21:59,618 --> 00:22:03,121 I mean, I can, like, come with you if you want. 239 00:22:03,188 --> 00:22:04,656 Yeah, no, I-- 240 00:22:04,723 --> 00:22:07,392 -Yeah, I want... Yeah. -Yeah, if you... 241 00:22:07,492 --> 00:22:10,295 Um, yeah. If that's cool with you, so... 242 00:22:11,563 --> 00:22:14,032 -Yeah, let's do it. -Cool. 243 00:22:18,370 --> 00:22:19,971 Can I ask you a question? 244 00:22:20,038 --> 00:22:21,006 Mmm-hmm. 245 00:22:25,644 --> 00:22:27,412 Did you have like 246 00:22:27,512 --> 00:22:29,481 the craziest nightmares last night? 247 00:22:31,550 --> 00:22:34,219 You have to be able to sleep to have nightmares. 248 00:22:54,172 --> 00:22:55,273 Hey. 249 00:22:55,374 --> 00:22:56,441 -Hey. -Hey. 250 00:22:57,542 --> 00:22:59,211 Uh, thank you for coming. 251 00:23:00,445 --> 00:23:01,413 Of course. 252 00:24:46,718 --> 00:24:48,553 Do you wanna go to Starbucks? 253 00:24:48,653 --> 00:24:49,621 No. 254 00:24:50,388 --> 00:24:52,057 Do you want a Starbucks? 255 00:24:52,791 --> 00:24:54,292 Mmm, no. 256 00:24:55,894 --> 00:24:56,828 Okay. 257 00:25:05,737 --> 00:25:08,907 I'm literally gonna make Mom get me something with caffeine . 258 00:25:27,526 --> 00:25:30,695 I only do that when I play with my little dinosaur. 259 00:25:32,197 --> 00:25:34,266 Do the cat pitch. 260 00:25:34,366 --> 00:25:36,401 Never again. 261 00:25:39,437 --> 00:25:41,773 I only do that when I play with my little dinosaur. 262 00:25:43,775 --> 00:25:45,277 Do the cat pitch. 263 00:25:46,611 --> 00:25:47,779 Never again. 264 00:25:52,684 --> 00:25:54,219 Are you hungry? 265 00:26:00,458 --> 00:26:02,761 -That's really good. -Mmm. 266 00:26:02,861 --> 00:26:04,462 I'm spilling it everywhere. 267 00:26:06,064 --> 00:26:07,365 It is really good. 268 00:26:10,068 --> 00:26:11,636 Are your dads really chill? 269 00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:18,109 They travel a lot though, huh? 270 00:26:18,209 --> 00:26:19,444 Mostly, Europe. 271 00:26:20,145 --> 00:26:21,413 For like fun? 272 00:26:22,647 --> 00:26:24,149 Work. 273 00:26:24,249 --> 00:26:25,784 Do they send people to spy on you 274 00:26:25,884 --> 00:26:29,087 or they trust you just to not throw a bunch of ragers. 275 00:26:30,922 --> 00:26:35,927 I mean, they know I'm not like a rager person, so. 276 00:26:37,395 --> 00:26:38,797 Who do you hang out with at school? 277 00:26:39,931 --> 00:26:40,899 Like... 278 00:26:42,267 --> 00:26:44,302 Like different people. 279 00:26:45,470 --> 00:26:47,172 Like a bunch of different people, so. 280 00:26:49,240 --> 00:26:50,809 I'm gone a lot with dance. 281 00:26:51,643 --> 00:26:52,978 How often do you dance? 282 00:26:53,778 --> 00:26:55,480 Every day. 283 00:26:55,580 --> 00:26:56,815 Like classes? 284 00:26:56,915 --> 00:26:58,083 Mmm-hmm. 285 00:26:59,351 --> 00:27:02,320 But I haven't gone 286 00:27:02,420 --> 00:27:05,156 since the thing. 287 00:27:12,297 --> 00:27:13,832 Are your parents chill? 288 00:27:16,334 --> 00:27:19,037 My dad more than my mom, for sure. 289 00:27:19,137 --> 00:27:22,474 -My mom's like very white and anxious. 290 00:27:24,209 --> 00:27:26,344 I don't really tell 'em anything though, 'cause like 291 00:27:27,012 --> 00:27:28,113 they worry. 292 00:27:30,982 --> 00:27:33,818 I feel kinda bad for it. They're actually really good parents. 293 00:27:39,157 --> 00:27:40,659 I see you're packing for a trip. 294 00:27:40,725 --> 00:27:41,993 What's your favorite country to visit? 295 00:27:42,060 --> 00:27:43,294 Paris. 296 00:27:43,361 --> 00:27:45,063 What's the last country you visited? 297 00:27:45,163 --> 00:27:46,498 Europe. 298 00:27:46,564 --> 00:27:48,066 What country do you wish to visit? 299 00:27:48,166 --> 00:27:49,300 Persia. 300 00:27:51,136 --> 00:27:53,571 What's the weirdest word in the English language? 301 00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:55,974 Moist. Yuck. 302 00:27:56,041 --> 00:27:57,409 When was the last time you cried? 303 00:28:01,146 --> 00:28:02,414 Can you stay? 304 00:28:05,517 --> 00:28:06,718 It's late. 305 00:28:07,852 --> 00:28:09,354 Just till I fall asleep. 306 00:28:13,858 --> 00:28:14,859 Okay. 307 00:28:15,860 --> 00:28:16,928 Thanks. 308 00:28:23,034 --> 00:28:24,069 What's your favorite movie? 309 00:28:24,169 --> 00:28:25,103 Mmm, Pizza. 310 00:28:25,203 --> 00:28:27,038 Favorite TV show? 311 00:28:27,105 --> 00:28:29,240 Um, I would have to say my pilot with Kate Berlant 312 00:28:29,340 --> 00:28:31,209 that was passed on by every major network and streaming platform. 313 00:28:31,276 --> 00:28:33,378 Meanwhile, rapists everywhere continue to freely make up 10. 314 00:28:33,445 --> 00:28:34,713 What up, bitch? 315 00:28:34,779 --> 00:28:36,948 Dude, I'm so sorry I missed the march. 316 00:28:37,048 --> 00:28:40,218 I mean, it's fine. I was just, like, legit worried about you. 317 00:28:40,285 --> 00:28:42,087 It was cool, though. They let me speak. 318 00:28:42,187 --> 00:28:44,956 I wish you'd been there, but it's fine, I'll send you a link. 319 00:28:45,056 --> 00:28:47,592 I know, I'm sorry. I just... 320 00:28:47,692 --> 00:28:50,295 It's a long story, but I ended up goin' to Mia's house and-- 321 00:28:50,395 --> 00:28:52,263 Wait, lol, Mia Reed? 322 00:28:52,797 --> 00:28:54,265 What? 323 00:28:54,365 --> 00:28:55,700 Yeah. 324 00:28:55,767 --> 00:29:00,071 She... She's just been alone and I feel bad. 325 00:29:00,138 --> 00:29:04,109 -So I just-- -No, no, no, I mean, it's fine. It's just like random. 326 00:29:04,209 --> 00:29:05,376 Is she okay? 327 00:29:05,443 --> 00:29:06,911 I mean, she will be. 328 00:29:08,580 --> 00:29:10,115 Are you okay? 329 00:29:10,215 --> 00:29:11,149 Yeah. 330 00:29:11,950 --> 00:29:13,218 Just tired. 331 00:29:16,087 --> 00:29:18,923 We wanna know how a 16-year-old can have access 332 00:29:18,990 --> 00:29:22,327 to a military assault rifle and that's considered okay? 333 00:29:22,427 --> 00:29:24,329 -It's not okay! 334 00:29:24,429 --> 00:29:26,231 We want change. 335 00:29:26,297 --> 00:29:29,400 We deserve to feel safe going to our own school every day... 336 00:29:52,924 --> 00:29:55,860 It feels like so soon. It's been like two weeks. 337 00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:57,295 No, I hear you. 338 00:29:57,362 --> 00:29:58,997 It's... It's intense, but I just... 339 00:29:59,097 --> 00:30:01,766 I don't want us to be ruled by fear, you know? 340 00:30:01,833 --> 00:30:03,668 I feel like it'll be less scary if we were together. 341 00:30:03,768 --> 00:30:04,936 I gotta go. 342 00:30:05,003 --> 00:30:06,004 Okay, love you. Call me later. 343 00:30:06,104 --> 00:30:07,539 Hey! Honey, can I come in? 344 00:30:07,639 --> 00:30:09,841 You don't have to ask to come in, Mom. 345 00:30:09,941 --> 00:30:12,377 Okay. 346 00:30:12,477 --> 00:30:16,481 So it sounds like Nick's going back today, huh? 347 00:30:16,548 --> 00:30:19,717 Yup. He is. 348 00:30:19,818 --> 00:30:21,719 Well... 349 00:30:21,820 --> 00:30:23,688 Well, as long as you wanna stay home, 350 00:30:23,788 --> 00:30:28,059 you know, your dad and I support that. 351 00:30:28,159 --> 00:30:29,127 Thank you. 352 00:30:33,498 --> 00:30:35,733 There's just one thing. 353 00:30:42,307 --> 00:30:44,209 Were you tired a lot before the incident? 354 00:30:47,078 --> 00:30:48,580 LOL. 355 00:30:50,682 --> 00:30:52,350 You called it "the incident". 356 00:30:52,417 --> 00:30:54,686 Um... 357 00:30:54,752 --> 00:30:57,388 No, I guess I'm just always tired. 358 00:30:57,488 --> 00:30:59,657 I mean, I guess, that's what caffeine is for. 359 00:30:59,724 --> 00:31:00,925 Right? 360 00:31:02,193 --> 00:31:04,929 What do you do when you get tired? 361 00:31:05,029 --> 00:31:07,498 Sleep for like 14 hours straight. 362 00:31:07,565 --> 00:31:09,868 Ooh, I really like watching early seasons 363 00:31:09,934 --> 00:31:11,002 of the Kardashians. 364 00:31:11,069 --> 00:31:12,837 The OG Hidden Hills shit. 365 00:31:14,239 --> 00:31:15,940 That is my vibe! 366 00:31:23,214 --> 00:31:26,284 What's this, you're just gonna fax that to my mom or... 367 00:31:26,384 --> 00:31:28,720 -Fax? -Yes. Fax. 368 00:31:28,786 --> 00:31:31,256 What are you, a time traveler from the '80s? 369 00:31:32,924 --> 00:31:36,394 I mean, I had my suspicions when I saw those sneakers, 370 00:31:36,461 --> 00:31:38,963 but now I'm pretty convinced. 371 00:31:39,063 --> 00:31:40,865 Touche. 372 00:31:40,932 --> 00:31:42,901 Touche. 373 00:31:42,967 --> 00:31:46,571 Look, I know this whole therapy thing is weird 374 00:31:46,638 --> 00:31:48,072 and can be uncomfortable. 375 00:31:48,139 --> 00:31:50,208 But everything that you say in here is confidential. 376 00:31:50,275 --> 00:31:53,211 And, side note, I actually do really like your shoes. 377 00:31:53,278 --> 00:31:55,113 They're very cool. 378 00:31:55,213 --> 00:31:57,782 No, I know. Thank you. 379 00:31:59,484 --> 00:32:01,386 Are there things that you don't feel comfortable talking 380 00:32:01,452 --> 00:32:05,123 to your parents about that maybe you wanna share with me? 381 00:32:10,929 --> 00:32:12,163 Yeah. 382 00:32:14,465 --> 00:32:16,167 My porn addiction. 383 00:32:16,267 --> 00:32:18,102 Okay. 384 00:32:20,338 --> 00:32:21,639 I'm so sorry. I'm... 385 00:32:21,739 --> 00:32:23,241 When I get nervous, 386 00:32:23,308 --> 00:32:25,510 I make really inappropriate jokes, so, my bad. 387 00:32:25,610 --> 00:32:27,645 You don't have to be sorry. 388 00:32:27,745 --> 00:32:29,414 And you don't have to be nervous. 389 00:32:30,982 --> 00:32:34,419 Well, I know that my parents are worried about me 390 00:32:34,485 --> 00:32:36,754 and they think I need help. 391 00:32:36,821 --> 00:32:39,624 But I get it, and that's fine, 392 00:32:39,691 --> 00:32:42,193 but I personally am fine. 393 00:32:42,293 --> 00:32:45,930 Like I feel like I'm really good at managing my emotions. 394 00:32:45,997 --> 00:32:47,031 It's... 395 00:32:48,299 --> 00:32:49,834 What do you mean by that? 396 00:32:51,502 --> 00:32:53,705 I'm just very chill. 397 00:32:53,805 --> 00:32:55,873 Like a very low-key person. 398 00:32:55,974 --> 00:32:59,644 So when it comes to emotional stuff or drama I'm like 399 00:32:59,711 --> 00:33:03,014 "Okay, is this really productive?" 400 00:33:04,482 --> 00:33:06,617 Yeah. I get it. 401 00:33:06,684 --> 00:33:08,820 But you know, just because-- 402 00:33:08,886 --> 00:33:12,323 It doesn't necessarily mean that someone's being dramatic 403 00:33:12,390 --> 00:33:14,726 because they're emotional. 404 00:33:14,826 --> 00:33:16,194 You know, for a lot of people, 405 00:33:16,294 --> 00:33:17,795 they need to fully experience their emotions, 406 00:33:17,862 --> 00:33:20,131 in order to process what they've been through, 407 00:33:20,198 --> 00:33:22,400 so that they can begin to heal. 408 00:33:22,500 --> 00:33:25,169 It's actually really healthy to show your emotion. 409 00:33:33,411 --> 00:33:34,746 I know most people come in here crying 410 00:33:34,846 --> 00:33:36,414 about their cheating husbands. 411 00:33:36,514 --> 00:33:38,483 Vada, I wanna talk about you. 412 00:33:40,018 --> 00:33:42,086 I wanna know how that shooting at your school 413 00:33:42,186 --> 00:33:43,554 has made you feel. 414 00:33:47,925 --> 00:33:49,727 I feel... 415 00:33:55,700 --> 00:33:57,769 It's okay. 416 00:33:57,869 --> 00:33:59,203 I mean, it makes sense. 417 00:34:02,774 --> 00:34:05,076 I want you to track how you're feeling 418 00:34:05,176 --> 00:34:07,378 using this worksheet. 419 00:34:07,445 --> 00:34:09,280 So there's questions on there that'll guide you. 420 00:34:09,380 --> 00:34:10,782 You don't have to overthink it, 421 00:34:10,882 --> 00:34:12,683 it's just basically there to hold space for you to... 422 00:34:12,750 --> 00:34:16,220 To understand whatever emotions may come up. 423 00:34:17,388 --> 00:34:19,524 All you have to do is try and feel. 424 00:34:19,590 --> 00:34:20,725 That's it. 425 00:34:20,792 --> 00:34:22,860 No matter what those feelings are. 426 00:34:22,927 --> 00:34:26,197 Then you can bring it back next session and we'll go through it. 427 00:34:26,264 --> 00:34:28,065 Or you know, you can fax it to me! 428 00:34:28,132 --> 00:34:29,300 If that's easier for you. 429 00:34:33,071 --> 00:34:37,575 She said you were incredibly bright, and smart, and funny. 430 00:34:37,642 --> 00:34:39,944 Wait, is she in love with me? 431 00:34:40,044 --> 00:34:41,813 Oh, what's the point of goin' to therapy, 432 00:34:41,913 --> 00:34:43,981 if they're just gonna tell their parents everything they said after? 433 00:34:44,081 --> 00:34:45,716 Honey, she didn't tell me anything. 434 00:34:45,783 --> 00:34:47,985 She gave me a general assessment of how the session went. 435 00:34:48,085 --> 00:34:50,054 -That's all. -She thought you were doing really well, 436 00:34:50,121 --> 00:34:51,489 considering what you went through. 437 00:34:51,589 --> 00:34:53,324 -Excuse me? -Amelia! 438 00:34:53,424 --> 00:34:56,727 She was on speakerphone. It's not like I was trying to listen. 439 00:34:56,794 --> 00:34:57,895 I'm sorry. 440 00:34:57,962 --> 00:34:59,764 Whatever. Do I need to go again? 441 00:34:59,831 --> 00:35:01,933 Because it sounds like she thinks everything is fine. 442 00:35:01,999 --> 00:35:03,634 Well, I don't know, honey. 443 00:35:03,734 --> 00:35:06,304 I mean, do you think you're ready to go back to school? 444 00:35:10,108 --> 00:35:11,576 -Aren't you coming with us? -No. 445 00:35:11,642 --> 00:35:13,010 Well, I don't know what you want. 446 00:35:13,111 --> 00:35:14,846 -I don't know, turkey. -Toasted? 447 00:35:14,946 --> 00:35:16,647 I don't care, Mom! 448 00:37:10,361 --> 00:37:12,863 We won't live our lives scared to go to school every day. 449 00:37:12,930 --> 00:37:15,299 We can't accept a world in which the federal government 450 00:37:15,399 --> 00:37:17,535 thinks American high school students getting gunned down 451 00:37:17,602 --> 00:37:19,904 in their classrooms isn't a priority. 452 00:37:19,971 --> 00:37:23,140 We won't accept that our leaders have NRA money in their pockets 453 00:37:23,241 --> 00:37:25,443 and our blood on their hands. 454 00:37:25,543 --> 00:37:27,111 We want real change. 455 00:37:27,211 --> 00:37:29,280 We want real leadership, honest politics that make 456 00:37:29,380 --> 00:37:32,950 our schools a safe place for us to learn and grow. 457 00:37:33,050 --> 00:37:34,485 And we want it before it's too late. 458 00:37:34,585 --> 00:37:35,820 Can I have some wine? 459 00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:37,388 That was Nick Feinstein, 460 00:37:37,455 --> 00:37:38,756 one of the several surviving students. 461 00:38:03,447 --> 00:38:05,082 Does it get stuck on your fingers? 462 00:38:06,017 --> 00:38:07,652 Yeah. 463 00:38:07,752 --> 00:38:10,588 I don't know, it's gonna be good, you know? 464 00:38:13,357 --> 00:38:15,626 -You just gotta get in it, you know? -Yeah, like that? 465 00:38:19,263 --> 00:38:21,098 -It's the shoulders. -It's all in the shoulders. 466 00:38:21,165 --> 00:38:23,334 -Like you can't do it without the shoulders. -Okay, my bad. 467 00:38:26,103 --> 00:38:27,371 I feel like that felt right. 468 00:38:27,471 --> 00:38:29,307 -Yeah. Yeah, I think so. -Like now it feels ready. 469 00:38:29,373 --> 00:38:31,275 -I think if you did it anymore, it'd be overkill. -Okay. Okay. 470 00:38:38,983 --> 00:38:40,151 Oh, where did it go? 471 00:38:41,686 --> 00:38:42,987 It wasn't enough. 472 00:38:43,054 --> 00:38:45,356 No, you definitely have to grind it way more. 473 00:38:45,456 --> 00:38:46,824 I need more? 474 00:38:46,891 --> 00:38:48,959 Little more. 475 00:38:49,026 --> 00:38:52,496 Ooh, yeah. Stoner vibes. 476 00:38:52,563 --> 00:38:53,731 It's gonna be good. 477 00:38:53,831 --> 00:38:55,166 -So good? -So good. 478 00:38:55,232 --> 00:38:56,400 Can't wait? 479 00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:57,335 Can't wait. Are you getting pumped? 480 00:38:57,401 --> 00:38:59,737 Go! Go! Go! Go! 481 00:38:59,837 --> 00:39:01,238 This is it. 482 00:39:02,740 --> 00:39:05,643 -Ooh. -Look at us. 483 00:39:05,710 --> 00:39:07,878 -Who'd have thought? -Who'd have thought? 484 00:39:07,978 --> 00:39:09,980 That is fat. 485 00:39:10,047 --> 00:39:11,816 Why do you trust me? 486 00:39:11,882 --> 00:39:14,985 'Cause you've smoked before. 487 00:39:15,052 --> 00:39:18,255 -Okay. Not like too much. -It's so thick. 488 00:39:20,057 --> 00:39:22,393 Is it ever too much? 489 00:39:22,493 --> 00:39:25,396 -We'll find out. -Stoner thoughts. 490 00:39:25,496 --> 00:39:27,865 -Hey, did you just say "stoner thoughts"? -Yes, I did! 491 00:39:32,002 --> 00:39:33,070 Oh! 492 00:39:34,905 --> 00:39:36,273 It's kinda thick. 493 00:39:36,374 --> 00:39:39,677 -Curvy queen. So beautiful! -She has curves. 494 00:39:39,744 --> 00:39:41,078 -Holy, how do I?-- -Do the honors. 495 00:39:41,178 --> 00:39:42,947 -No, just... Just... No. -Do I-- 496 00:39:43,047 --> 00:39:44,682 Is this cigarette or is it like this? 497 00:39:44,749 --> 00:39:46,117 -Cigarette? Weed? -You choose. 498 00:39:46,217 --> 00:39:47,752 -Weed? Cigarette? Weed? -You choose. You choose. 499 00:39:48,886 --> 00:39:50,955 Wait, other-- 500 00:39:51,055 --> 00:39:52,923 Oh! 501 00:39:54,759 --> 00:39:57,094 Okay. This is it. 502 00:40:00,731 --> 00:40:03,601 Yo, it has gotten so bad though, like so bad, 503 00:40:03,701 --> 00:40:06,237 to the point where they're cutting the elephant tusks off 504 00:40:06,303 --> 00:40:07,471 before they release them, 505 00:40:07,571 --> 00:40:08,939 so like the poachers can't kill them. 506 00:40:09,039 --> 00:40:10,741 So, it's like, "Okay, they don't have tusks, 507 00:40:10,808 --> 00:40:12,877 but like at least, they're alive." You know? 508 00:40:12,943 --> 00:40:15,045 It's so messed up! 509 00:40:15,112 --> 00:40:17,448 No, and then it makes me think about the uh, what's his name? 510 00:40:17,548 --> 00:40:19,316 The Jimmy John's founder? 511 00:40:19,417 --> 00:40:21,285 Apparently, he's like some trophy hunter. 512 00:40:21,385 --> 00:40:23,120 But the thing about that one is like I don't know 513 00:40:23,220 --> 00:40:24,922 if I have the right to be mad about that, 514 00:40:24,989 --> 00:40:26,457 'cause I don't know if it's true or not. 515 00:40:26,557 --> 00:40:29,126 So every time I see it, I'm like, "Is this real? 516 00:40:29,226 --> 00:40:30,461 Or is it like this fake news?" 517 00:40:30,561 --> 00:40:35,232 Like, "Can I trust this meme?" 518 00:40:35,299 --> 00:40:38,436 Can you be honest with me for like 2.5 seconds? 519 00:40:38,502 --> 00:40:41,672 -Am I being annoying? 520 00:40:41,772 --> 00:40:43,174 Because personally for me, I feel like this weed 521 00:40:43,274 --> 00:40:44,942 is making me a little bit chatty. 522 00:40:45,009 --> 00:40:48,145 Like I don't even feel sad at this point, I'm just chatty. 523 00:40:48,245 --> 00:40:50,481 I don't know, is that bad? What about you, what do you feel? 524 00:40:52,149 --> 00:40:53,984 I feel chill. 525 00:40:55,653 --> 00:40:57,521 You always feel chill. 526 00:41:05,963 --> 00:41:07,364 I feel nothing. 527 00:41:09,633 --> 00:41:12,036 -Fuck! 528 00:41:22,279 --> 00:41:24,782 -I hate weed. 529 00:41:31,856 --> 00:41:33,457 I hope that's not your dinner. 530 00:41:33,524 --> 00:41:34,892 Yup. 531 00:41:34,992 --> 00:41:36,293 Ew, Vada. 532 00:41:37,361 --> 00:41:39,063 Where's your sister? 533 00:41:39,163 --> 00:41:43,067 Um, filming a nighttime routine for her YouTube channel. 534 00:41:43,167 --> 00:41:44,568 Don't ask. 535 00:41:44,668 --> 00:41:46,971 Do you think we should take her phone away? 536 00:41:47,037 --> 00:41:50,374 No, but you should probably get that app where you can see everything she does online. 537 00:41:50,474 --> 00:41:52,510 That exists? Who knew! 538 00:41:52,576 --> 00:41:55,746 Wow, where we'd be without you? 539 00:42:00,017 --> 00:42:04,755 So Vada, honey, I was um... 540 00:42:04,855 --> 00:42:06,490 I wanted to talk to you about school. 541 00:42:10,394 --> 00:42:11,896 What's up? 542 00:42:11,996 --> 00:42:13,831 Well, I don't want you to fall too far behind. 543 00:42:13,898 --> 00:42:15,099 I won't. 544 00:42:15,199 --> 00:42:16,600 Well, you can't stay home forever. 545 00:42:16,700 --> 00:42:19,537 Why not? 546 00:42:19,603 --> 00:42:22,006 Sure, I just think that the longer you stay home, 547 00:42:22,072 --> 00:42:26,210 the harder it's gonna be for you to go back. 548 00:42:26,744 --> 00:42:28,712 All... 549 00:42:28,779 --> 00:42:31,515 All I want is what's best for you. 550 00:42:31,582 --> 00:42:34,184 I wanna see that sparkle back. 551 00:42:39,557 --> 00:42:41,592 You know, Amelia got her period. 552 00:42:42,293 --> 00:42:43,394 What? 553 00:42:45,229 --> 00:42:47,064 -When? -Forever ago. 554 00:42:47,131 --> 00:42:49,366 Guess she just didn't want you to know. 555 00:42:59,777 --> 00:43:02,313 My mom's tryin' to make me go back to school. 556 00:43:03,414 --> 00:43:05,649 Fuck. 557 00:43:05,749 --> 00:43:07,084 When are you gonna go back? 558 00:43:09,053 --> 00:43:10,588 I don't know. 559 00:43:10,654 --> 00:43:12,623 My dads said I could do homeschooling as long as I want. 560 00:43:14,758 --> 00:43:16,226 Lucky you. 561 00:43:20,264 --> 00:43:22,132 I'm gonna try and get some sleep. 562 00:43:22,232 --> 00:43:23,434 Goodnight. 563 00:43:25,402 --> 00:43:26,337 Night! 564 00:43:45,522 --> 00:43:48,826 Get out of the building and far away from it as you can. 565 00:43:48,926 --> 00:43:50,828 Next, you need to find... 566 00:44:01,672 --> 00:44:03,474 Always remember these three things. 567 00:44:34,672 --> 00:44:36,874 That should be enough for today. 568 00:44:36,974 --> 00:44:39,643 You can basically just review your notes for the test. 569 00:44:39,710 --> 00:44:42,980 Again, if I've talked about it, it'll be on the test. 570 00:44:43,047 --> 00:44:44,415 And guys, remember, I said, 571 00:44:44,515 --> 00:44:45,916 "No phones during classes, please." 572 00:45:12,042 --> 00:45:13,110 Shit. 573 00:45:14,111 --> 00:45:17,081 Oh, you bitch. 574 00:45:18,615 --> 00:45:21,118 You dumb fucking bitch. 575 00:45:24,555 --> 00:45:26,256 It was a fucking soda can! 576 00:45:29,259 --> 00:45:30,928 Dumb fucking stupid-- 577 00:45:31,028 --> 00:45:33,697 So today at PE, Jack Booth was whopping the beanbag 578 00:45:33,764 --> 00:45:36,066 and one hit me in the forearm, and the PE teacher saw it, 579 00:45:36,133 --> 00:45:37,735 and didn't say one word. 580 00:45:37,801 --> 00:45:39,436 And I was like, "Okay, you're terrible at about your job." 581 00:45:39,536 --> 00:45:41,805 I'm sure he's not terrible at his job, Amelia. 582 00:45:41,905 --> 00:45:44,074 Dad, he's protected by union and tenure. 583 00:45:44,141 --> 00:45:46,810 That's the only reason he's still there. 584 00:45:46,910 --> 00:45:48,312 How about you, Vada? How was... 585 00:45:48,412 --> 00:45:49,613 How was your first day back? 586 00:45:53,217 --> 00:45:55,586 Just low-key. 587 00:45:55,652 --> 00:45:58,255 So, is everyone settling in okay? 588 00:45:58,322 --> 00:46:01,892 I don't know, it's... It's heavy, but I think everybody's 589 00:46:01,959 --> 00:46:03,727 just tryin' to move on. 590 00:46:03,794 --> 00:46:07,431 Good. That's good. I'm so glad. 591 00:46:07,498 --> 00:46:10,167 Yeah, it's amazing. 592 00:46:10,267 --> 00:46:11,802 Ugh, I'm so full. 593 00:46:11,902 --> 00:46:12,836 Finish your salad. 594 00:46:14,238 --> 00:46:15,472 It's wilted. 595 00:46:15,572 --> 00:46:17,274 It's good for you. Finish it. 596 00:46:17,341 --> 00:46:20,577 I just can't do arugula, Dad. It's the texture! 597 00:46:32,322 --> 00:46:33,290 Hey. 598 00:46:35,192 --> 00:46:37,027 Uh, hey. 599 00:46:38,462 --> 00:46:40,197 Do you have any E? 600 00:46:40,964 --> 00:46:43,200 Uh, what? 601 00:46:47,871 --> 00:46:49,273 How much do you want? 602 00:48:10,721 --> 00:48:12,222 There's gonna be a quiz, okay? Um... 603 00:48:14,424 --> 00:48:16,927 May I go to the restroom? 604 00:48:17,027 --> 00:48:18,061 Sure. 605 00:48:20,264 --> 00:48:22,232 Okay, so make sure that you are studying. 606 00:48:22,299 --> 00:48:23,800 You have to know the difference 607 00:48:23,901 --> 00:48:26,637 I'm not gonna help you on this when you have a pop... 608 00:48:26,737 --> 00:48:29,907 quiz for this on Friday. 609 00:48:53,130 --> 00:48:54,765 -Nick. 610 00:49:42,012 --> 00:49:43,613 Vada, Vada! 611 00:49:43,680 --> 00:49:44,881 Oh my God, Vada! Hey! 612 00:49:44,982 --> 00:49:46,883 Hey, hey, hey! Vada, what'd you take? 613 00:49:46,984 --> 00:49:49,052 I hate it here. 614 00:49:49,152 --> 00:49:51,655 Vada, what're you doing? Hey, what'd you take? 615 00:49:51,722 --> 00:49:53,290 Hey, what's on your face? Vada, come on! 616 00:49:53,357 --> 00:49:54,524 Spaghetti. 617 00:49:54,624 --> 00:49:55,726 No. 618 00:49:55,826 --> 00:49:56,893 Hey, you need to get your shit together 619 00:49:56,994 --> 00:49:58,161 before someone sees you. Come on! 620 00:49:58,228 --> 00:50:00,530 Ready? We're going. We're going! 621 00:50:00,630 --> 00:50:02,733 We're going, okay. 622 00:50:05,669 --> 00:50:07,537 Is it at least a good high? 623 00:50:11,375 --> 00:50:13,744 Is that an elbow? 624 00:50:18,515 --> 00:50:20,183 Why's your mouth all blue? 625 00:50:20,250 --> 00:50:22,652 Jesus, Millie, what do you want? 626 00:50:24,421 --> 00:50:26,156 A pen exploded in my mouth. 627 00:50:26,223 --> 00:50:27,824 Oh, that happened to me once, too, 628 00:50:27,891 --> 00:50:28,992 but like it was a marker. 629 00:50:29,059 --> 00:50:30,260 Good story, what do you want? 630 00:50:31,695 --> 00:50:33,196 Nothing. 631 00:50:52,749 --> 00:50:54,117 Mmm. 632 00:50:59,856 --> 00:51:01,858 Ugh. 633 00:51:09,766 --> 00:51:11,568 Motherfucker. 634 00:51:12,869 --> 00:51:13,970 Shit. 635 00:51:18,875 --> 00:51:22,279 Oh, okay, so I guess you weren't playing. 636 00:51:22,379 --> 00:51:23,780 What does that mean? 637 00:51:23,880 --> 00:51:25,782 Let me read you this text. 638 00:51:25,882 --> 00:51:29,152 "Uh, Q, I did drugs," with a Z, by the way. 639 00:51:29,252 --> 00:51:31,555 That was the Z on the drugs. 640 00:51:31,621 --> 00:51:34,724 Uh, "And I'm YOLOing hard. Hit me up, honey. 641 00:51:34,791 --> 00:51:36,326 Let's party." 642 00:51:36,426 --> 00:51:40,664 And then you did this emoji, and then this emoji, 643 00:51:40,764 --> 00:51:42,265 and then a hockey stick. 644 00:51:42,332 --> 00:51:44,734 You just spammed, uh, spammed emojis. 645 00:51:44,801 --> 00:51:46,269 No, I did not. 646 00:51:46,336 --> 00:51:48,171 Yeah, yeah, you did. 647 00:51:48,271 --> 00:51:50,474 But uh, now why'd you do the drugs, uh, with the Z? 648 00:51:50,574 --> 00:51:55,812 Dude, I literally don't know, so what had happened was... 649 00:51:55,912 --> 00:51:58,014 Is, um... 650 00:51:58,115 --> 00:52:02,652 I was walking past Dan Bonavure, and I was like, "Okay, 651 00:52:02,752 --> 00:52:05,655 I know he's a dealer. I know he has E. 652 00:52:05,755 --> 00:52:07,524 I'm gonna take some like right now." 653 00:52:07,624 --> 00:52:09,426 Oh shit, okay. Uh, and how're... 654 00:52:09,493 --> 00:52:11,595 How're you feelin' now? 655 00:52:11,661 --> 00:52:13,330 To be determined. 656 00:52:13,430 --> 00:52:16,099 Well, I'm here if you need me. 657 00:52:16,166 --> 00:52:17,334 Um... 658 00:52:18,869 --> 00:52:21,171 What are you doing later? 659 00:52:21,271 --> 00:52:23,507 'Cause I was just gonna be low-key 660 00:52:23,607 --> 00:52:24,608 and like watch a movie or something. 661 00:52:24,674 --> 00:52:25,775 You should come by. 662 00:52:25,842 --> 00:52:28,145 Okay. And I'll bring the acid. 663 00:52:28,211 --> 00:52:29,112 Goodbye. 664 00:52:34,818 --> 00:52:36,786 So is he your boyfriend? 665 00:52:36,853 --> 00:52:38,121 What are you making? 666 00:52:38,188 --> 00:52:40,657 Slime. And don't avoid the question. 667 00:52:40,724 --> 00:52:42,192 This is way too juicy. 668 00:52:42,292 --> 00:52:43,994 You've literally never had a boy over 669 00:52:44,060 --> 00:52:45,462 that was straight before. 670 00:52:45,529 --> 00:52:46,963 Oh, sorry, sorry. 671 00:52:47,030 --> 00:52:48,665 I shouldn't assume his sexual orientation. 672 00:52:48,732 --> 00:52:50,400 So like how does he identify? 673 00:52:50,500 --> 00:52:52,302 You're asking way too many questions. 674 00:52:52,369 --> 00:52:55,405 Vada, you are gonna stay in the living room, right? 675 00:52:55,505 --> 00:52:57,741 No, I was thinking we're gonna snuggle in the dark in my room. 676 00:52:57,841 --> 00:52:58,909 Yes, Mom! 677 00:52:59,009 --> 00:53:00,744 I was just asking. 678 00:53:02,412 --> 00:53:04,247 Please don't embarrass me. 679 00:53:04,347 --> 00:53:07,384 I'm serious, Amelia. Oh my God. 680 00:53:09,920 --> 00:53:11,821 No! No, no, no, don't go in the river! 681 00:53:11,888 --> 00:53:13,657 -Why is he going in the river? -I don't know. 682 00:53:13,723 --> 00:53:16,193 This is the saddest shit I have ever seen in my life. 683 00:53:16,259 --> 00:53:17,761 This is terrible! 684 00:53:17,861 --> 00:53:20,430 This is so bad! Why would they let kids watch this? 685 00:53:20,530 --> 00:53:22,199 Yeah, you said you wanted to watch this. 686 00:53:22,265 --> 00:53:23,767 -I cannot... You picked this. -You said this was your fa-- 687 00:53:23,867 --> 00:53:25,669 I gave you options. I gave you options-- 688 00:53:25,735 --> 00:53:27,037 -Come on. -And you chose this one. 689 00:53:27,103 --> 00:53:27,737 What are you guys laughing at? 690 00:53:30,874 --> 00:53:31,675 Amelia! 691 00:53:31,741 --> 00:53:33,510 Sorry, sorry! 692 00:53:33,577 --> 00:53:35,779 I just wanted to let you guys know that the slime is almost ready. 693 00:53:35,879 --> 00:53:37,280 If you wanna try it, I'll allow it. 694 00:53:37,380 --> 00:53:38,848 I love slime. I wanna try. 695 00:53:38,915 --> 00:53:40,417 Okay! Do you want blue or red? 696 00:53:40,517 --> 00:53:41,618 Blue, please. 697 00:53:41,718 --> 00:53:43,286 Vada? 698 00:53:43,386 --> 00:53:46,189 I don't... Red. I don't care. 699 00:53:46,256 --> 00:53:47,591 Coming right up! 700 00:53:50,093 --> 00:53:51,528 I am so sorry. 701 00:53:51,595 --> 00:53:53,363 She's so cute. 702 00:53:53,430 --> 00:53:55,065 Do you wanna watch The Staircase? 703 00:53:55,131 --> 00:53:56,800 -Do you know what that is? -No, what's The Staircase? 704 00:53:56,900 --> 00:53:58,768 It's this white guy, who murders his second wife, 705 00:53:58,868 --> 00:54:01,404 and probably his first wife, and gets away with both. 706 00:54:01,471 --> 00:54:03,473 Oh, a tale as old as time. 707 00:54:03,573 --> 00:54:04,808 Tale as old as time, really? 708 00:54:04,908 --> 00:54:06,309 Yeah. 709 00:54:06,409 --> 00:54:08,144 Wait, no, have you seen the memes of like you know, 710 00:54:08,245 --> 00:54:10,080 all these women are obsessed with these murder docs, 711 00:54:10,146 --> 00:54:12,449 people have like taken these photos of the Stepford Wives 712 00:54:12,549 --> 00:54:14,150 you know, with the smile, with the knife? 713 00:54:14,251 --> 00:54:15,585 -It's like-- -Nah, I haven't seen-- 714 00:54:15,652 --> 00:54:17,621 Uh, and it says, "Murder me, Daddy." 715 00:54:17,721 --> 00:54:18,722 Nah, I haven't seen that. 716 00:54:18,788 --> 00:54:20,090 You've never seen that? 717 00:54:20,156 --> 00:54:22,926 It's everywhere. Check your timeline, dude. 718 00:54:24,794 --> 00:54:26,263 It's really funny. 719 00:54:30,967 --> 00:54:32,269 Everything okay? 720 00:54:34,738 --> 00:54:36,239 Is everything alright? 721 00:54:36,306 --> 00:54:38,441 Yeah, uh, I'm sorry. 722 00:54:38,508 --> 00:54:40,443 I just have to go home right now. 723 00:54:42,112 --> 00:54:44,314 I'm sorry, but you know, uh, family stuff. 724 00:54:44,414 --> 00:54:47,817 Yeah, don't even apologize. That's totally fine. 725 00:54:49,819 --> 00:54:52,689 Yeah, um, honestly, I just can't believe that 726 00:54:52,789 --> 00:54:56,192 you're gonna leave alone to watch this cat flow down the river all by myself. 727 00:54:56,293 --> 00:54:57,627 Oh, you're actually gonna finish it? 728 00:54:57,694 --> 00:54:59,262 I have to! I have to see what happens! 729 00:54:59,329 --> 00:55:03,633 Okay, well, uh, text me and let me know, 730 00:55:03,700 --> 00:55:04,634 you know, what happens. 731 00:55:08,038 --> 00:55:10,440 I hope everything's okay at home. 732 00:55:10,507 --> 00:55:12,175 You know how it is. 733 00:55:12,709 --> 00:55:13,943 Yeah. 734 00:55:14,944 --> 00:55:16,713 I'll see you. 735 00:55:35,198 --> 00:55:37,567 No, no, no, no, no 736 00:55:37,667 --> 00:55:39,202 -You don't trust me? -No! 737 00:55:39,302 --> 00:55:40,904 -You don't trust me? -No, mom! 738 00:55:41,004 --> 00:55:42,639 -You don't trust me? -Oh my God. 739 00:55:42,706 --> 00:55:44,074 -You don't trust me? -Stop! Stop! 740 00:55:44,174 --> 00:55:45,342 No, now let me see which one you have. 741 00:55:45,408 --> 00:55:46,543 -No, no, no, no, no, no. -Stop! 742 00:55:47,177 --> 00:55:49,079 Stop. 743 00:55:49,179 --> 00:55:50,380 -But this one, I heard this would be better. -That smells like strawberries. 744 00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:51,848 No, that's too-- 745 00:55:51,915 --> 00:55:53,416 No, smell, smell. Smell, smell. Smell. 746 00:55:53,516 --> 00:55:55,151 Oh! Ew! 747 00:55:55,218 --> 00:55:57,587 -Disgusting, I know. Oh God! -You're so bad. 748 00:56:00,523 --> 00:56:01,725 This one does smell good, though. 749 00:56:01,825 --> 00:56:04,527 Just take a little sniff. Come on. 750 00:56:09,032 --> 00:56:12,602 -Ow, Jesus! 751 00:56:13,536 --> 00:56:15,004 -V! -What? 752 00:56:15,071 --> 00:56:17,173 -Let me in! -No. 753 00:56:17,240 --> 00:56:19,209 You never lock the door. What are you doing in there? 754 00:56:19,275 --> 00:56:20,510 None of your business! 755 00:56:46,202 --> 00:56:48,271 Are you wearing my lipstick? 756 00:56:48,371 --> 00:56:49,973 What? No. 757 00:56:50,073 --> 00:56:52,275 Can you tell Mom I don't need a ride? Nick's gonna take me. 758 00:56:52,375 --> 00:56:54,911 Only if you tell me why you're wearing my lipstick. 759 00:56:54,978 --> 00:56:58,415 I think those fake glasses are messing with your vision, dude. 760 00:56:58,481 --> 00:57:00,750 Well, you know, everyone wears fake glasses now. 761 00:57:00,817 --> 00:57:02,419 It's socially acceptable! 762 00:57:04,120 --> 00:57:06,089 Okay, wait, serious question. 763 00:57:06,156 --> 00:57:07,323 Okay. 764 00:57:07,424 --> 00:57:10,593 Now Drake? Degrassi Drake? Choose. 765 00:57:11,494 --> 00:57:12,429 I like wheelchair Drake. 766 00:57:12,495 --> 00:57:14,731 Wheelchair Jimmy! 767 00:57:14,798 --> 00:57:16,833 -Jimmy! -Jimmy! 768 00:57:18,067 --> 00:57:18,968 Jimmy! 769 00:57:25,275 --> 00:57:27,110 You're, like, yodeling. 770 00:57:27,177 --> 00:57:28,912 You probably didn't know this about me, 771 00:57:28,978 --> 00:57:30,680 but I'm the best yodeler in my family. 772 00:57:30,780 --> 00:57:31,915 Prove it! 773 00:57:31,981 --> 00:57:34,350 You can't put me on the spot like that, 774 00:57:34,451 --> 00:57:35,685 'cause then that's just like, you know... 775 00:57:35,785 --> 00:57:37,153 This is like a little preview. 776 00:57:37,253 --> 00:57:38,955 -Yeah, this is like warm-up. -Okay. 777 00:57:39,022 --> 00:57:41,324 You know, but I'm gonna get you when you're not even ready. 778 00:57:41,424 --> 00:57:44,127 And you're gonna be like... 779 00:57:46,262 --> 00:57:48,765 Hey, you know, this might sound weird, 780 00:57:48,832 --> 00:57:52,101 'cause like I haven't known you for that long, 781 00:57:52,168 --> 00:57:54,003 but, like, I feel so comfortable with you. 782 00:57:54,103 --> 00:57:55,839 Like we're bonded or something. 783 00:57:58,775 --> 00:57:59,776 Same. 784 00:58:05,215 --> 00:58:07,016 When'd you lose your virginity? 785 00:58:09,219 --> 00:58:10,620 I haven't. 786 00:58:10,687 --> 00:58:11,821 You haven't had sex? 787 00:58:11,888 --> 00:58:12,989 No. 788 00:58:13,056 --> 00:58:14,657 Do you mean you haven't had today? 789 00:58:14,724 --> 00:58:18,228 -What? -You dance like such a fuck princess! 790 00:58:18,328 --> 00:58:19,662 What? No, I do not! 791 00:58:19,729 --> 00:58:21,331 -Yes, you do! -What does that even mean? 792 00:58:21,397 --> 00:58:23,233 It means exactly what it sounds like it means! 793 00:58:23,333 --> 00:58:24,400 You know, th... The fuck princess! 794 00:58:24,501 --> 00:58:26,135 -Nah. no. -Okay, I get... 795 00:58:26,202 --> 00:58:27,370 Okay, that's on me. 796 00:58:27,470 --> 00:58:29,305 -Never assume. -You never... 797 00:58:29,372 --> 00:58:31,207 Wait, like, have you? 798 00:58:34,677 --> 00:58:35,845 What? 799 00:58:35,912 --> 00:58:37,714 Obviously not! 800 00:58:38,414 --> 00:58:42,752 I am so awkward 801 00:58:42,852 --> 00:58:44,487 and like embarra... Like, no! 802 00:58:45,188 --> 00:58:47,357 Like, oh my God! 803 00:58:47,423 --> 00:58:48,691 I will say this. 804 00:58:48,758 --> 00:58:51,227 I feel like high school sex is very '90s. 805 00:58:51,327 --> 00:58:52,428 Okay. 806 00:58:52,529 --> 00:58:56,900 And waiting until college is more now. 807 00:58:57,000 --> 00:58:59,936 I mean, I feel like I'm probably gonna wait until I'm like in love. 808 00:59:02,505 --> 00:59:03,940 Oh. 809 00:59:04,941 --> 00:59:07,944 Oh, that's really sweet. 810 00:59:08,044 --> 00:59:11,848 Or when you go on tour with Drake one day. 811 00:59:13,283 --> 00:59:14,350 You just let him have it. 812 00:59:16,586 --> 00:59:18,588 What's wheelchair Jimmy like in bed? 813 01:00:25,788 --> 01:00:27,757 What are you thinkin' about? 814 01:00:28,424 --> 01:00:29,859 Hmm? 815 01:00:44,374 --> 01:00:47,644 Okay, I know you're a woman of very little words, 816 01:00:49,145 --> 01:00:52,649 but I know you got some deep shit happening 817 01:00:52,715 --> 01:00:56,152 -in this nice little head of yours. 818 01:00:57,487 --> 01:00:59,689 Beep. 819 01:01:00,390 --> 01:01:02,859 God. 820 01:01:02,959 --> 01:01:04,293 Anything? 821 01:01:06,129 --> 01:01:08,498 Okay. 822 01:01:08,564 --> 01:01:13,069 Let's say this. Let's say you die tomorrow. 823 01:01:13,169 --> 01:01:15,038 Okay? 824 01:01:15,138 --> 01:01:18,408 And what if you die sad, 'cause you regret not saying what you wanted to say? 825 01:01:20,843 --> 01:01:22,078 Then what? 826 01:01:31,421 --> 01:01:33,056 I can't say it. 827 01:01:33,156 --> 01:01:34,590 Why? 828 01:02:08,925 --> 01:02:11,027 Is this okay? 829 01:03:35,478 --> 01:03:36,712 Where have you been? 830 01:03:36,813 --> 01:03:38,681 We've been freaking out! 831 01:03:38,781 --> 01:03:40,216 I was at Nick's. 832 01:03:40,316 --> 01:03:43,286 Nick's been calling all morning wondering where you are. 833 01:03:46,222 --> 01:03:47,890 Vada, your phone was dead. 834 01:03:47,990 --> 01:03:49,325 We didn't know if something terrible had happened to you or-- 835 01:03:49,392 --> 01:03:52,962 I'm sorry. I'm fine. 836 01:03:53,029 --> 01:03:55,298 The perfect child tells a fat one. 837 01:03:55,364 --> 01:03:57,233 She better lose screen time for that one, Dad. 838 01:03:57,333 --> 01:03:59,001 Vada, come back here! 839 01:03:59,902 --> 01:04:01,170 Vada! 840 01:04:02,905 --> 01:04:04,707 I told you, you don't have to know! 841 01:04:04,807 --> 01:04:06,509 -Vada -Vada, don't be rude. 842 01:04:06,576 --> 01:04:08,744 Vada, what were you doing last night? 843 01:04:08,845 --> 01:04:11,214 Nothing, Jesus! 844 01:04:11,314 --> 01:04:12,915 Are you... Are you seeing someone? 845 01:04:13,015 --> 01:04:15,384 LOL, seeing someone. No! 846 01:04:15,484 --> 01:04:17,587 Uh, I'll do it... I'll do it. 847 01:04:21,824 --> 01:04:23,693 If you're gonna be spending the night 848 01:04:23,759 --> 01:04:24,894 at someone's house, Vada-- 849 01:04:24,994 --> 01:04:28,064 I'm not having sex, Mom! 850 01:04:28,164 --> 01:04:30,333 -Okay. -Oh, my God! 851 01:04:30,399 --> 01:04:31,868 What are you doing? 852 01:04:38,040 --> 01:04:40,443 Last night, I slept over at my friend Mia's house 853 01:04:40,543 --> 01:04:42,678 -and I got drunk. -You got drunk? 854 01:04:42,745 --> 01:04:45,348 Yeah, Mom, I got drunk. 855 01:04:45,414 --> 01:04:48,251 I am 16 years old and I drink alcohol, 856 01:04:48,351 --> 01:04:50,686 and here's the thing, I don't even like drinking. 857 01:04:50,753 --> 01:04:52,955 I was just tryin' to live in the moment, 858 01:04:53,055 --> 01:04:56,259 and feel shit, and YOLO or something, okay? 859 01:05:03,933 --> 01:05:07,870 Now if you excuse me, I am hungover as shit 860 01:05:07,937 --> 01:05:09,805 and I'm gonna go barf in the shower. 861 01:05:12,942 --> 01:05:14,410 Who's Mia? 862 01:05:14,477 --> 01:05:15,945 Who's Mia? 863 01:05:29,592 --> 01:05:31,127 I'm not even tryin' to be rude, I'm just-- 864 01:05:31,227 --> 01:05:33,129 I'm super busy and I don't have the time. 865 01:05:33,229 --> 01:05:34,597 So. 866 01:05:35,598 --> 01:05:36,933 Okay. 867 01:05:40,903 --> 01:05:42,338 I'm sorry I never called you back, 868 01:05:42,438 --> 01:05:45,074 but you didn't have to get me in trouble, dude. 869 01:05:45,141 --> 01:05:47,076 Vada, I was just worried about you. 870 01:05:47,143 --> 01:05:48,311 When I didn't hear back from you, 871 01:05:48,411 --> 01:05:49,745 I felt like I had to call your mom, 872 01:05:49,812 --> 01:05:51,147 'cause the last time I had seen you, 873 01:05:51,247 --> 01:05:53,616 you had literally done drugs at school. 874 01:05:53,683 --> 01:05:55,151 So I was like, "Okay, cool. 875 01:05:55,251 --> 01:05:58,187 Maybe she's like having a serotonin drop from hell 876 01:05:58,287 --> 01:06:02,458 and she's like suicidal on a bridge somewhere and... 877 01:06:02,525 --> 01:06:04,694 Then to hear like how freaked your family was all night, 878 01:06:04,794 --> 01:06:06,162 I just... 879 01:06:06,262 --> 01:06:08,030 I don't know, I hoped that 880 01:06:08,130 --> 01:06:10,199 whatever you went and did was worth everything you put them through. 881 01:06:10,299 --> 01:06:12,034 But, you know what? 882 01:06:12,134 --> 01:06:13,869 I'm guessing uh, it's more likely you were with Mia Reed somewhere, 883 01:06:13,970 --> 01:06:15,871 acting like nothing happened. 884 01:06:15,972 --> 01:06:18,874 Why're you being like this? 885 01:06:18,975 --> 01:06:21,510 Because I've waited for you, Vada. 886 01:06:21,610 --> 01:06:26,449 For a month, I've given you space and love to heal. 887 01:06:26,515 --> 01:06:28,384 But I've been dealing with this my own way! 888 01:06:28,484 --> 01:06:31,554 You haven't dealt with anything, that's the problem! 889 01:06:31,654 --> 01:06:33,823 All I wanna do is try my hardest to stop this 890 01:06:33,889 --> 01:06:35,224 from ever happening again. 891 01:06:35,324 --> 01:06:39,462 Like why is that so hard for you to understand? 892 01:06:39,528 --> 01:06:41,731 That's not fucking fair, Nick. 893 01:06:41,831 --> 01:06:44,066 None of this is fair, Vada. 894 01:06:47,837 --> 01:06:50,473 Yeah, yeah. Mmm-hmm, go be with Mia. 895 01:06:50,539 --> 01:06:52,875 She's gonna save the world with her hot ass. 896 01:06:52,975 --> 01:06:54,243 Fuck you, Nick. 897 01:06:54,343 --> 01:06:55,244 Wow. 898 01:06:56,846 --> 01:06:58,080 Nice. 899 01:07:02,251 --> 01:07:04,253 He's just hurtin', I think we all are. 900 01:07:04,353 --> 01:07:08,557 He was so cruel about it! 901 01:07:08,657 --> 01:07:11,427 Yeah, but you know, he's under a lot of pressure. 902 01:07:11,527 --> 01:07:12,895 He has to be the face of this, 903 01:07:12,995 --> 01:07:17,433 just act brave, but, well, he's scared, too. 904 01:07:17,533 --> 01:07:19,268 You know, fear makes people act crazy. 905 01:07:21,704 --> 01:07:23,572 Okay, I... 906 01:07:23,672 --> 01:07:25,541 Like I'm sorry for like 907 01:07:25,608 --> 01:07:28,010 calling you and dumping all of this on you, 908 01:07:28,077 --> 01:07:32,048 especially, because it's been the hardest on you. 909 01:07:32,114 --> 01:07:33,682 It's hard on everyone. 910 01:07:37,353 --> 01:07:40,389 I think for me, you know, when it hurts too much, 911 01:07:40,456 --> 01:07:44,560 I think about how this can't be for nothing. 912 01:07:44,627 --> 01:07:46,695 Like, oh, we won't even let this be for not... Like, it... 913 01:07:46,762 --> 01:07:48,397 It can't be for nothing, you know? 914 01:07:48,464 --> 01:07:50,699 Fuck. Yeah. 915 01:07:56,906 --> 01:07:58,274 Tell me about your brother. 916 01:08:03,279 --> 01:08:04,980 I just wanna know more about him. 917 01:08:09,485 --> 01:08:12,888 He was, uh, real quiet 918 01:08:12,955 --> 01:08:14,290 when you first met him. 919 01:08:15,758 --> 01:08:18,394 He watched everything now, you know. 920 01:08:18,461 --> 01:08:19,829 Like, he'd be like, 921 01:08:19,929 --> 01:08:21,497 "Oh, that girl is gonna go home with that guy 922 01:08:21,597 --> 01:08:23,632 and that guy is gonna go home with that girl and..." 923 01:08:23,732 --> 01:08:26,735 Like, he was always right. 924 01:08:26,802 --> 01:08:28,804 He was funny. 925 01:08:28,904 --> 01:08:31,640 Like always making me laugh. 926 01:08:36,278 --> 01:08:37,580 He, uh... 927 01:08:39,682 --> 01:08:41,317 He sounds dope. 928 01:08:47,423 --> 01:08:49,692 I feel him. 929 01:08:49,792 --> 01:08:53,696 Now I know this sounds crazy to say like... 930 01:08:53,796 --> 01:08:57,133 I just... I know he's still with me. 931 01:08:57,199 --> 01:08:59,201 He's not gonna let me go back and be sad, 932 01:08:59,301 --> 01:09:02,538 he's not gonna let me go forward and freak out. 933 01:09:02,638 --> 01:09:05,474 He keeps me here. 934 01:09:05,541 --> 01:09:07,476 He keeps me calm. 935 01:09:10,346 --> 01:09:12,648 I think he's definitely still here. 936 01:09:14,450 --> 01:09:16,619 Lot of people don't ask me about him. 937 01:09:16,685 --> 01:09:20,789 They think I'mma like cry or somethin'. 938 01:09:20,856 --> 01:09:24,226 Um, well, thank you. 939 01:09:29,365 --> 01:09:32,034 You can always talk about him around me. 940 01:09:49,185 --> 01:09:51,420 Wait, wait. I'm sorry, I... 941 01:09:51,520 --> 01:09:53,756 What's wrong? 942 01:09:53,856 --> 01:09:57,026 I'm just going through a lot right now, it's just... 943 01:09:57,092 --> 01:09:59,762 I just don't know if I'm in the right headspace right now. 944 01:10:02,264 --> 01:10:04,333 -I'm sorry. -Oh, my God. 945 01:10:04,400 --> 01:10:06,368 -I am so sorry! -No, you're okay. 946 01:10:06,435 --> 01:10:08,170 I'm... No, of course, you are. I'm so sorry. 947 01:10:08,237 --> 01:10:10,039 You're perfect, I like you, it's just... 948 01:10:10,105 --> 01:10:11,373 -I'm so sorry. -V, I swear, you didn't do anything wrong. 949 01:10:11,440 --> 01:10:12,875 I am so sorry, okay? 950 01:10:12,942 --> 01:10:14,610 No, don't be sorry, it's... It's not like that. 951 01:10:14,710 --> 01:10:15,911 I am so sorry. I am so sorry. 952 01:10:48,711 --> 01:10:50,212 I can't sleep. 953 01:11:01,624 --> 01:11:04,793 You know, I can always see where you are on Find A Friend 954 01:11:04,893 --> 01:11:06,795 when your phone isn't dead. 955 01:11:06,895 --> 01:11:09,231 You better delete me off of that. 956 01:11:09,298 --> 01:11:10,599 Like tomorrow, 957 01:11:10,666 --> 01:11:12,501 so I don't tell Mom about your Finsta. 958 01:11:12,601 --> 01:11:13,802 Fine! 959 01:11:15,604 --> 01:11:17,172 Why do you care where I am? 960 01:11:17,273 --> 01:11:18,440 I don't. 961 01:11:21,477 --> 01:11:24,246 You're always at a house in North Bay. 962 01:11:24,313 --> 01:11:25,414 Why? 963 01:11:25,481 --> 01:11:27,650 It's where my friend Mia lives. 964 01:11:27,750 --> 01:11:28,917 Hmm. 965 01:11:37,259 --> 01:11:40,696 V, I'm scared. 966 01:11:40,796 --> 01:11:42,331 Of what? 967 01:11:45,034 --> 01:11:47,670 What if... 968 01:11:53,142 --> 01:11:56,478 What if a shooter comes to my school next? 969 01:11:58,113 --> 01:11:59,882 It won't happen. 970 01:11:59,982 --> 01:12:01,483 How do you know? 971 01:12:11,360 --> 01:12:13,796 Sorry, I almost got you killed in a shooting. 972 01:12:20,235 --> 01:12:21,970 What're you talking about? 973 01:12:22,037 --> 01:12:24,373 If I hadn't texted you about my stupid period, 974 01:12:24,473 --> 01:12:26,675 you wouldn't have left the classroom. 975 01:12:26,742 --> 01:12:29,311 You would've been safe. 976 01:12:29,378 --> 01:12:31,814 -You could've died. -That's not true. 977 01:12:31,880 --> 01:12:33,215 Yes, it is! 978 01:12:33,315 --> 01:12:34,483 Quinton's brother died, 'cause he was walking 979 01:12:34,550 --> 01:12:36,218 in the same hallway. 980 01:12:39,822 --> 01:12:42,257 It wasn't safe anywhere 981 01:12:42,358 --> 01:12:44,093 Definitely wasn't your fault. 982 01:12:44,193 --> 01:12:48,530 Then why have you been so mad at me? 983 01:12:48,597 --> 01:12:51,200 I haven't been mad at you. 984 01:12:51,266 --> 01:12:52,868 Why do you keep thinking that? 985 01:12:52,935 --> 01:12:54,770 Because... 986 01:12:55,871 --> 01:12:58,507 You're never home anymore. 987 01:12:58,574 --> 01:13:00,409 You never talk to me. 988 01:13:01,844 --> 01:13:05,180 We never went to dinner to talk about... 989 01:13:05,714 --> 01:13:07,082 periods. 990 01:13:12,254 --> 01:13:14,289 I'm sorry, but I'm definitely not mad at you. 991 01:13:20,195 --> 01:13:23,065 Can I tell you something that I've not told anybody before? 992 01:13:28,904 --> 01:13:30,773 We were in the bathroom. 993 01:13:32,241 --> 01:13:34,042 And the stall where we hid, 994 01:13:35,878 --> 01:13:37,913 there was a moment where I... 995 01:13:37,980 --> 01:13:39,648 really thought I was gonna die. 996 01:13:41,817 --> 01:13:44,052 And it was the scariest moment of my life. 997 01:13:47,089 --> 01:13:52,060 And the only person I could think of was you. 998 01:13:52,127 --> 01:13:54,763 Do you remember when I sent you that "I love you, too"? 999 01:13:56,432 --> 01:13:58,400 I thought I only had time to text one person, 1000 01:13:58,467 --> 01:13:59,568 so I texted you. 1001 01:14:02,504 --> 01:14:04,173 I didn't know that. 1002 01:14:07,743 --> 01:14:10,512 You're my favorite person on Earth, Millie. 1003 01:14:15,451 --> 01:14:17,085 Even if you get married one day? 1004 01:14:17,152 --> 01:14:19,154 No, fuck a husband. 1005 01:14:21,023 --> 01:14:22,624 You're my number one. 1006 01:14:29,765 --> 01:14:31,834 Don't let go. 1007 01:15:25,854 --> 01:15:27,589 I don't know what's wrong with me. 1008 01:15:28,690 --> 01:15:30,559 Nothing is wrong with you. 1009 01:15:30,659 --> 01:15:33,495 Oh, Dad, I... 1010 01:15:33,562 --> 01:15:35,063 I feel so... 1011 01:15:36,698 --> 01:15:38,033 empty. 1012 01:15:38,100 --> 01:15:41,603 Vada, you went through something 1013 01:15:41,703 --> 01:15:44,239 no one should ever have to go through. 1014 01:15:47,409 --> 01:15:49,444 I can't imagine how scared you feel. 1015 01:15:56,552 --> 01:15:58,453 Life's fuckin' hard. 1016 01:15:58,554 --> 01:16:01,523 I'm sorry for saying "fucking". 1017 01:16:01,590 --> 01:16:03,892 No, you're right. 1018 01:16:03,959 --> 01:16:06,094 Life's fucking hard! 1019 01:16:06,194 --> 01:16:07,296 Dad. 1020 01:16:07,396 --> 01:16:09,197 What? No one's around. 1021 01:16:09,264 --> 01:16:12,100 Try it, it feels good. 1022 01:16:12,200 --> 01:16:14,803 Life is fucking crazy! 1023 01:16:18,707 --> 01:16:20,108 Yeah! 1024 01:16:21,043 --> 01:16:22,144 Fuck! 1025 01:16:24,046 --> 01:16:26,715 Life's fucking confusing! 1026 01:16:35,924 --> 01:16:38,327 I can't fucking feel anything! 1027 01:16:38,427 --> 01:16:39,394 Good one. 1028 01:16:40,662 --> 01:16:42,631 Fuck you, Matt Corgan! 1029 01:16:42,731 --> 01:16:45,167 Yeah, fuck you! 1030 01:16:46,802 --> 01:16:50,472 I'm scared to go to school every day! 1031 01:16:50,572 --> 01:16:53,842 I'm scared to take my children to school! 1032 01:16:55,143 --> 01:16:56,612 I'm scared to sleep! 1033 01:16:57,913 --> 01:17:00,282 I'm scared of... 1034 01:17:00,349 --> 01:17:02,117 time! 1035 01:17:03,318 --> 01:17:05,354 We're not even swearing anymore, Dad. 1036 01:17:05,454 --> 01:17:06,788 Still feels good. 1037 01:17:09,691 --> 01:17:12,294 I'm incredibly proud 1038 01:17:12,361 --> 01:17:15,697 of how smart and amazing 1039 01:17:15,797 --> 01:17:17,032 my daughter is! 1040 01:17:17,132 --> 01:17:20,535 Dad, don't be fucking cheesy! 1041 01:17:20,636 --> 01:17:22,638 -Please! 1042 01:17:23,872 --> 01:17:26,041 Never again. 1043 01:17:28,443 --> 01:17:30,012 Ah! 1044 01:18:17,159 --> 01:18:18,226 Mia? 1045 01:18:36,845 --> 01:18:38,346 Mia? 1046 01:18:51,426 --> 01:18:53,061 Oh, my god! 1047 01:18:54,096 --> 01:18:55,697 Mia? 1048 01:18:57,466 --> 01:18:59,101 -Mia? 1049 01:19:00,736 --> 01:19:02,204 My God. 1050 01:19:03,605 --> 01:19:05,107 I'm just sweating out. 1051 01:19:05,207 --> 01:19:06,742 I thought you were fucking dead, dude. 1052 01:19:06,808 --> 01:19:08,410 Don't scare me like that. 1053 01:19:08,477 --> 01:19:09,745 Ah... 1054 01:19:09,811 --> 01:19:10,912 Come on. 1055 01:19:10,979 --> 01:19:12,280 Come on. 1056 01:19:24,760 --> 01:19:26,228 Do you hate me? 1057 01:19:28,497 --> 01:19:31,733 No. Why would I hate you? 1058 01:19:36,438 --> 01:19:38,173 Just scared the shit out of me. 1059 01:19:45,347 --> 01:19:46,915 And I don't regret it. 1060 01:19:49,951 --> 01:19:53,121 Just scared it was gonna like ruin our friendship or something. 1061 01:19:57,526 --> 01:19:59,928 Yeah, I was scared of that, too. 1062 01:20:06,134 --> 01:20:08,370 Then let's not ruin anything? 1063 01:20:11,106 --> 01:20:12,641 Okay. 1064 01:20:33,862 --> 01:20:37,365 I think I'm gonna go back to dance tomorrow. 1065 01:20:37,465 --> 01:20:40,335 Even though, I'm like literally scared to leave my house, 1066 01:20:40,402 --> 01:20:42,204 I know I need to do it. 1067 01:20:42,304 --> 01:20:44,239 That's amazing. You totally should. 1068 01:20:49,211 --> 01:20:50,378 Well, what are you gonna do? 1069 01:20:50,478 --> 01:20:52,547 I'm gonna go with you. 1070 01:20:52,647 --> 01:20:54,482 No, you're not. We never discussed this. 1071 01:20:54,549 --> 01:20:57,352 Stop trying to get rid of me! 1072 01:20:59,588 --> 01:21:01,523 I am Postmate-ing us frozen yogurt. 1073 01:21:05,727 --> 01:21:07,229 I think I actually want some. 1074 01:21:07,329 --> 01:21:09,164 Okay, then push. 1075 01:21:12,400 --> 01:21:14,269 I like the doodles. 1076 01:21:14,369 --> 01:21:17,172 Who's that guy? Is that Harry Potter? 1077 01:21:17,239 --> 01:21:18,607 That's Paul Dano. 1078 01:21:18,707 --> 01:21:20,075 He's my celebrity crush. 1079 01:21:25,080 --> 01:21:26,448 How was this? 1080 01:21:26,548 --> 01:21:29,384 Processing through all these emotions? 1081 01:21:29,451 --> 01:21:30,452 Good. 1082 01:21:32,287 --> 01:21:36,024 I had a lot of ups and downs, 1083 01:21:36,091 --> 01:21:39,728 but I feel like I felt everything. 1084 01:21:39,794 --> 01:21:41,630 So that's... 1085 01:21:41,730 --> 01:21:43,431 It's good, I guess. 1086 01:21:43,531 --> 01:21:47,135 I noticed that you used the word "scared" a few times. 1087 01:21:47,235 --> 01:21:48,737 When did you feel the most scared? 1088 01:21:53,708 --> 01:21:55,277 Being at school. 1089 01:21:57,746 --> 01:22:00,315 I don't feel comfortable being back there. 1090 01:22:00,415 --> 01:22:04,219 Can you tell me more about that? 1091 01:22:04,286 --> 01:22:05,654 You know, all these kids from my school, 1092 01:22:05,754 --> 01:22:09,324 specifically one of my closest friends, Nick, 1093 01:22:09,424 --> 01:22:12,394 who I love so much, um... 1094 01:22:13,595 --> 01:22:16,264 they've been able to take 1095 01:22:16,331 --> 01:22:18,400 what happened, and... 1096 01:22:20,402 --> 01:22:25,507 are literally using it to change the world. 1097 01:22:25,607 --> 01:22:28,410 Like, they're doing so much amazing stuff and... 1098 01:22:32,914 --> 01:22:36,251 For some reason, I feel like I'm unable to do that. 1099 01:22:40,188 --> 01:22:44,092 I feel like it has kind of ended our friendship. 1100 01:22:48,363 --> 01:22:49,864 Sucks. 1101 01:22:51,533 --> 01:22:53,468 'Cause I really, really miss him. 1102 01:22:55,337 --> 01:22:57,005 What are you feeling right now? 1103 01:23:00,175 --> 01:23:02,010 I don't know. 1104 01:23:02,110 --> 01:23:03,445 Yes, you do. 1105 01:23:13,321 --> 01:23:14,889 I feel... 1106 01:23:19,027 --> 01:23:20,662 mad. 1107 01:23:23,298 --> 01:23:24,466 Mad about what? 1108 01:23:24,532 --> 01:23:28,136 I feel mad, because I had no idea 1109 01:23:28,203 --> 01:23:29,337 one guy with a gun 1110 01:23:29,404 --> 01:23:31,906 could fuck up my life so hard 1111 01:23:32,007 --> 01:23:34,342 in six minutes. 1112 01:23:34,409 --> 01:23:37,078 Fuck up so many lives! 1113 01:23:37,178 --> 01:23:40,248 Then I think I should be grateful to be alive. 1114 01:23:42,050 --> 01:23:44,252 I feel like, I don't know, maybe there's some 1115 01:23:44,352 --> 01:23:46,321 weird fucked up reason why 1116 01:23:46,388 --> 01:23:50,025 I made it and other people didn't. 1117 01:23:50,091 --> 01:23:53,528 Um, but then when you sit back 1118 01:23:53,595 --> 01:23:58,233 and you think about it, you realize, "No! 1119 01:23:58,333 --> 01:23:59,701 There isn't. 1120 01:24:02,337 --> 01:24:03,605 There's no fucking reason." 1121 01:24:05,373 --> 01:24:07,375 None of us should've died. 1122 01:24:26,728 --> 01:24:29,697 I'm having a really hard time moving on. 1123 01:24:51,319 --> 01:24:53,721 Oh, hi. 1124 01:24:53,788 --> 01:24:55,323 I'm sorry. 1125 01:24:57,392 --> 01:24:59,461 I love you. 1126 01:24:59,561 --> 01:25:02,730 Sweetheart, I love you, too. 1127 01:25:02,797 --> 01:25:06,000 I'm gonna try to be more honest with you about my life. 1128 01:25:07,335 --> 01:25:08,403 You know what? 1129 01:25:08,470 --> 01:25:12,774 I would really, really like that. 1130 01:25:17,112 --> 01:25:19,013 I've been really struggling. 1131 01:25:19,114 --> 01:25:20,515 Mmm-hmm. 1132 01:25:20,615 --> 01:25:22,684 And I don't know why it's been so hard to tell you like, 1133 01:25:22,784 --> 01:25:24,486 'cause I just didn't want you to worry. 1134 01:25:24,586 --> 01:25:28,089 And you're right, I was acting funny that time I was drunk, 1135 01:25:28,156 --> 01:25:31,259 because I did have sex with someone. 1136 01:25:31,326 --> 01:25:33,928 And I was a little bit stoned, but not as stoned 1137 01:25:33,995 --> 01:25:36,464 as I was when I was on E. 1138 01:25:36,531 --> 01:25:38,032 Jesus, that was rough. 1139 01:25:38,133 --> 01:25:40,201 And the person I was having sex with wasn't the person 1140 01:25:40,301 --> 01:25:42,337 that I thought I was maybe gonna be having sex with, 1141 01:25:42,437 --> 01:25:44,339 but I'm... I'm telling you all of this, 1142 01:25:44,439 --> 01:25:47,041 because I want you to know that I'm... 1143 01:25:47,142 --> 01:25:50,278 I'm never gonna do any of that stuff ever again. 1144 01:25:50,345 --> 01:25:52,313 You know, the bad... The bad stuff. 1145 01:25:53,982 --> 01:25:55,717 Mmm-hmm. 1146 01:25:57,152 --> 01:25:58,486 Mmm-hmm. 1147 01:26:00,688 --> 01:26:03,958 Okay. Well, thank you for uh... 1148 01:26:05,326 --> 01:26:06,528 For trusting me. 1149 01:26:07,328 --> 01:26:08,696 With this information. 1150 01:26:15,136 --> 01:26:16,304 Was that too much? 1151 01:26:16,371 --> 01:26:18,406 No! I am... 1152 01:26:20,175 --> 01:26:21,676 I'm processing. 1153 01:26:24,179 --> 01:26:25,547 Don't worry, it was with a girl. 1154 01:26:25,647 --> 01:26:26,681 Hmm? 1155 01:26:26,748 --> 01:26:28,149 The sex stuff. 1156 01:26:28,216 --> 01:26:30,552 It was with a girl, 1157 01:26:30,652 --> 01:26:32,353 so it's not like I'm gonna get pregnant. 1158 01:26:32,420 --> 01:26:34,589 That's a bonus, right? 1159 01:26:34,689 --> 01:26:36,591 Yeah. 1160 01:26:36,691 --> 01:26:38,660 Bonus. 1161 01:26:48,369 --> 01:26:50,572 Okay. 1162 01:26:50,672 --> 01:26:52,941 I'm... I'm ready to talk about it more now.