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-[birds chirping]
-[wind blowing]
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[soft acoustic music]
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[inhaling]
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[mug clanks]
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I was looking for you.
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[microwave beeps]
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She's on.
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[music continues]
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[marker clatters]
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[woman] Quarantine has gotten
a lot more unbearable
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since I graduated college.
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I was excited to have
the place to myself
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after my roommates left.
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But a lot of free time
and a lot of free space
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has just given me more places
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to do absolutely
fucking nothing in.
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Well, except talk to myself.
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If only overthinking things
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was my only
pre-existing condition.
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[music continues lightly]
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[muffled screaming]
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[Avenue Beat's "F2020" playing]
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That was nice.
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I needed that.
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♪ December 31st
I grabbed a beer ♪
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♪ Threw it up, said,
"2020 is my year, bitches" ♪
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[crowd] ♪ Three, two, one,
Happy New Year! ♪
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[vocalist] ♪ And I honestly
Thought that that was true ♪
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♪ Until I gave
This motherfucker ♪
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♪ Like a month or two ♪
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♪ This is getting
Kind of ridiculous ♪
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♪ At this point ♪
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♪ Yo, my cat died ♪
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♪ And a global pandemic
Took over my life ♪
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♪ And I put out some music
That nobody liked ♪
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♪ So I got really sad and bored
At the same time ♪
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♪ And that's why I'm like ♪
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♪ Low-key fuck 2020 ♪
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♪ Still sad, still ain't
Got no money ♪
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♪ I ain't got a watch
Up on my wrist ♪
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♪ I just got some shit
I gotta fix, yeah ♪
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♪ Low-key fuck 2020 ♪
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♪ I don't know
About everybody else ♪
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♪ But I think that
I am kinda done ♪
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♪ Can we just get
To 2021, please ♪
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♪ Low-key fuck 2020 ♪
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♪ Oh, yeah ♪
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[woman] I know this
has been said,
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but it's really rude
when they do that.
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[woman on TV talks indistinctly]
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They should definitely disable
that for quarantine.
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[laughter on TV]
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[woman on TV]
Why can't you just be--
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[chuckles]
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[birds chirping softly]
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[swallows]
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[coughs]
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Ooh!
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[light R&B music]
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I didn't burn this one,
I swear it.
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I promise.
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So, um, you gonna take these
decorations down any time soon?
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Um...
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I was gonna wait
until you cave and do it.
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Oh, okay, yeah,
that sounds about right.
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I like it.
Christmas in January.
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-Thank you.
-[chuckles]
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-It's cute.
-Okay, yeah.
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-I'm just saying.
-Mm-hmm.
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Hey.
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What?
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I asked if anybody wanted any.
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I just wanted a little.
Don't be so defensive.
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[whispers] Defensive.
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Scooch!
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Um, there's just not
really room.
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Oh, okay.
Do you mind?
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[laughs]
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Oh, what, is this
not comfortable?
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-How about this?
-Oh, okay, sure.
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-It's your funeral.
-[laughing] Oh!
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-Stop!
-There are feet on me...
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-No, I can't-- you know I can't.
-Mm-hmm.
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...that belong to Amanda.
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Do you think you're
gonna survive?
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-Um, no.
-Yeah?
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-Yeah?
-No.
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-It's not super fun?
-Stop it, stop, it, stop it.
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[laughter, chatter fades]
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[sighs softly]
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[rattling]
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[phone ringing]
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[voicemail] You have reached
the Greystone Center
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for Cystic Fibrosis
and Advanced Lung Disease.
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Please leave us
your name, number,
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and the best time of day
to contact you,
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and someone from our office
will get back to you
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same day
or our next business day.
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Additionally, if this is
a medical emergency,
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please hang up and dial...
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[both] Nine-one-one.
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[voicemail] Thank you!
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[voiceover] I don't get why
I need to hear that
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every single time I call.
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If I were having an actual
medical emergency,
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I would be dead by the time
they reached that part.
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-[phone beeps]
-Hi, this is Terese Jackson.
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I was just calling to get
a refill on my Creon.
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Um, you can reach me back
at 513-555-6322.
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Thank you!
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I've had a lung disease
my entire life.
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I think I know
when to call 911.
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[dramatic sting]
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[exhales]
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I mean, when do you think
classes will be back?
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I don't know, everyone's saying,
like, two, three weeks.
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-Yeah, okay.
-[indistinct]
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How are we gonna protect you?
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I don't know.
[cries]
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Hey, hey, it's okay.
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We're here for you.
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I just-- I don't wanna do this.
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I know.
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[crying]
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Hey.
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We can do this.
Okay?
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No one here is getting COVID.
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I simply won't allow it.
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Yeah, it's all about
the mindset, right?
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Just have to manifest it.
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I mean, we're in LA.
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[all chuckle]
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I think I could maybe
survive COVID.
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[red-headed friend] I think we
can do better than maybe.
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[deep synth music]
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[exhales]
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[Terese] I hate being high-risk
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in the pandemic.
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Makes it a lot harder
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to pretend to be
a normal person.
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[music stops]
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[birds chirping outside]
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[phone vibrating, chimes]
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Hey...
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[mom] Hey, honey.
Are you busy right now?
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I haven't been busy in months.
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[mom] You know there's a way
to fix that.
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[Terese] Oh, my God.
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You found a cure
for Coronavirus.
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Mom, have you notified The Post?
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[mom laughing] Ha-ha.
No!
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But you know I would
if I could,
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anything to keep you safe.
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But I meant finding a job?
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Something to fill your time.
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[Terese] Wow, that took her all
of one minute to bring up.
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New record.
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Yeah, I know.
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It's just that jobs
aren't exactly
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flying off the shelves
right now, so...
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[mom] Right.
Well...
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What are you gonna do
with your life?
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I don't know.
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-[mom scoffs]
-[Terese sighs]
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It's just-- it's the end
of the world right now.
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The world is literally ending,
and no one is really
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thinking long-term so...
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[mom scoffs]
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The world's not ending.
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It's on pause.
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And so is your ambition,
apparently.
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How's your health?
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I know you've been
staying safe,
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which is great.
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I'm already anxious enough
thinking of what
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CF is doing to your lungs
without COVID in the mix.
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But are you feeling all right?
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I'm fine.
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[mom] Have you been doing
your treatments?
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Yep.
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[mom] Do they still have you
on the inhaled albuterol?
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Because I remember
your doctor saying that
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that really helps to get
all the mucus up
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when you do it
with the vest.
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Gotta imagine that's
more important than ever
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since you're so inactive
nowadays.
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With so much free time, honey,
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your health really should be
your top priority.
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I know it's, like, weird times
right now and everything...
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[Terese] Sometimes, I feel
like I'm patient first
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and daughter second.
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[exhales]
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Her nagging just makes me
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wanna do my treatments less.
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Even when she's a four-hour
plane ride away.
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I know they're important,
or whatever,
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but it's not like I'm gonna die
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if I don't do them
for a few days.
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It's hard to be proactive
when it doesn't feel like
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there's any future to plan for.
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[floor creaks]
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[light piano sting]
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[mutters] Shit, shit,
shit, shit, shit.
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Holy fuck.
Are you waving at me?
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What am I doing?
What am I doing?
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Why am I doing that?
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Why am I waving like that?
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[birds chirping]
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[phone ringing]
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Oh, my God, hi!
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Wee!
Oh, my gosh!
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-I've missed your face.
-Aww.
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I miss you.
I miss everyone.
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I miss everything.
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I mean, I even miss Tyler.
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-Don't kill me, okay?
-Okay.
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We might be getting
back together.
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-[squeals]
-[both laugh]
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Okay!
Honestly...
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Get it where you can, sis.
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I can't even hate on you.
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The last time--
I can't even recall
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the last time I've been touched,
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even non-sexually,
by another person.
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[scoffs] You're being
that strict?
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Yeah.
What are you doing?
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-[laughs] I mean, nothing crazy.
-Mm-hmm.
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Julia and Miguel come
over a lot.
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Sometimes, I hang out
with Steph and Trish.
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Oh, and Jackson.
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And, of course, Tyler.
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Mm.
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[sighs] Look-- I--
I wanna do my part
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to, like, stop
the spreading stuff,
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but I feel like we're young;
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we can afford
a few more risks.
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Yeah, pfft.
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We-- I mean, yeah.
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Like, we're young.
[chuckles]
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My friend's mom,
she has cancer,
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so imagine what she
has to go through.
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-I mean, she can't see
absolutely anybody...
-[sighs]
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-She has to...
-[dramatic musical sting]
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[dark-haired friend] Terese?
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Uh, yeah.
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I guess we need
some house rules.
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What are you thinkin'?
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Uh, well, everything they're
recommending to the public
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but to the extreme.
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Like, I don't wanna
take any risks.
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What does that mean?
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Don't go anywhere,
don't see anyone,
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increased hygiene...
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[friend] We can't leave?
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Unless it's absolutely,
completely necessary.
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Well, what counts as necessary?
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00:13:28,340 --> 00:13:29,749
Where are you trying to go?
261
00:13:29,784 --> 00:13:31,885
Everything is either cancelled
or closed.
262
00:13:33,281 --> 00:13:35,684
Well, how long
is this gonna last?
263
00:13:35,719 --> 00:13:37,550
How should I know?
264
00:13:45,491 --> 00:13:46,826
Have you thought
about going home?
265
00:13:46,861 --> 00:13:48,500
No.
No.
266
00:13:48,536 --> 00:13:50,865
I'd go crazy with my mom.
267
00:13:50,900 --> 00:13:53,402
I am...
Going home.
268
00:13:54,138 --> 00:13:56,508
My mom doesn't want me
staying in the city.
269
00:13:56,543 --> 00:13:57,909
I know, dude.
Same.
270
00:13:57,944 --> 00:14:00,843
My mom was texting me, like,
25 times today.
271
00:14:00,878 --> 00:14:03,981
Wait, so we're just on lockdown?
272
00:14:04,016 --> 00:14:06,348
Like, I can't even go see
my boyfriend?
273
00:14:07,183 --> 00:14:09,383
I mean, we can factor
Zack in as well.
274
00:14:09,419 --> 00:14:12,550
But I don't think anyone
should be going in or out.
275
00:14:12,585 --> 00:14:15,321
So what, I'm like a prisoner
in this house,
276
00:14:15,356 --> 00:14:17,793
and I can't even see
my boyfriend?
277
00:14:17,828 --> 00:14:20,124
I'm just saying for now.
278
00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:22,960
Until we know more.
279
00:14:22,996 --> 00:14:24,237
Please...
280
00:14:24,273 --> 00:14:26,833
Well, how long?
281
00:14:26,869 --> 00:14:28,640
I don't know.
282
00:14:28,675 --> 00:14:30,968
I don't know, and I wish I did.
283
00:14:31,003 --> 00:14:32,440
I do.
284
00:14:33,842 --> 00:14:35,077
But I don't.
285
00:14:35,112 --> 00:14:37,374
Well, if you're gonna
be like that,
286
00:14:37,410 --> 00:14:39,377
then I obviously
can't stay here.
287
00:14:39,413 --> 00:14:42,249
Um, maybe I can go stay
with Zack.
288
00:14:42,284 --> 00:14:44,551
This is not about
how I'm gonna be.
289
00:14:45,285 --> 00:14:47,057
This is what I have to do.
290
00:14:47,093 --> 00:14:49,594
This pandemic means way
different things for me
291
00:14:49,629 --> 00:14:51,756
than it does for you.
292
00:14:53,529 --> 00:14:56,497
Well, the world doesn't revolve
around you, Terese.
293
00:14:58,273 --> 00:15:00,303
[footsteps]
294
00:15:06,712 --> 00:15:08,509
I don't want it to.
295
00:15:11,813 --> 00:15:13,184
[sighs]
296
00:15:15,084 --> 00:15:16,619
[soft, suspenseful music]
297
00:15:16,655 --> 00:15:19,289
[door rattling]
298
00:15:21,658 --> 00:15:23,119
Oh, God.
299
00:15:23,154 --> 00:15:24,364
Amanda?
300
00:15:24,399 --> 00:15:26,456
-Hey!
-Hey!
301
00:15:26,492 --> 00:15:28,598
[scoffs]
What are you doing here?
302
00:15:28,634 --> 00:15:31,070
Um, I live here.
303
00:15:31,105 --> 00:15:33,765
Except you haven't lived here
for, like, a while now.
304
00:15:34,740 --> 00:15:36,834
Well, I still pay rent.
305
00:15:37,808 --> 00:15:40,437
Right.
[laughs]
306
00:15:40,472 --> 00:15:42,609
Uh, how are you and Zack doing?
307
00:15:43,675 --> 00:15:46,784
Uh, it's been better.
We just...
308
00:15:47,120 --> 00:15:50,381
needed a little break,
close quarters and all.
309
00:15:50,416 --> 00:15:52,650
Yeah, I'm sorry to hear that.
310
00:15:52,686 --> 00:15:54,654
Oh, it's no big deal.
We'll get through it.
311
00:15:57,096 --> 00:15:58,797
So why didn't you tell me
you were coming?
312
00:15:58,833 --> 00:16:00,593
-[laughs nervously]
-[chuckles]
313
00:16:00,629 --> 00:16:03,630
Sorry, I didn't know
I needed to ask permission.
314
00:16:07,605 --> 00:16:09,234
Um...
315
00:16:09,270 --> 00:16:12,474
You've really nested here.
316
00:16:14,544 --> 00:16:16,506
Yeah, well, a little heads up
would have been nice.
317
00:16:16,542 --> 00:16:19,547
-I would have cleaned.
-Mm-hmm.
318
00:16:24,490 --> 00:16:25,616
[sighs]
319
00:16:25,651 --> 00:16:27,789
[Terese]
This should be interesting.
320
00:16:27,825 --> 00:16:30,426
[chatter on TV]
321
00:16:33,563 --> 00:16:36,297
[Terese]
I mean, how can she
just come back?
322
00:16:36,332 --> 00:16:38,872
Like things are
any different now.
323
00:16:38,907 --> 00:16:40,368
I guess I have
to give her a chance.
324
00:16:40,403 --> 00:16:41,940
It's not like I can
just kick her out,
325
00:16:41,975 --> 00:16:44,701
but I don't know
where she's been.
326
00:16:44,737 --> 00:16:46,109
She could have been
playing beer die
327
00:16:46,144 --> 00:16:49,039
with Zack's bros,
for all I know.
328
00:16:49,075 --> 00:16:51,717
Although beer die is probably
the easiest drinking game
329
00:16:51,752 --> 00:16:53,316
to social distance during.
330
00:16:53,352 --> 00:16:58,058
But-- [scoffs] -- still,
I don't like this.
331
00:16:58,592 --> 00:16:59,791
[Amanda scoffs]
332
00:16:59,826 --> 00:17:01,626
I just love Julianne Moore.
333
00:17:01,661 --> 00:17:04,323
She was so pretty.
334
00:17:04,358 --> 00:17:06,726
I mean, she's still beautiful.
335
00:17:08,097 --> 00:17:09,635
Yeah, but not like this.
336
00:17:09,671 --> 00:17:11,236
That's kind of fucked up.
337
00:17:11,271 --> 00:17:15,033
That's like the ageist bullshit
Hollywood always spins.
338
00:17:15,069 --> 00:17:16,439
Whatever.
339
00:17:19,944 --> 00:17:21,075
[woman on TV coughs]
340
00:17:21,110 --> 00:17:23,472
Ope, she's gonna die.
341
00:17:23,508 --> 00:17:25,414
What?
Spoilers!
342
00:17:25,449 --> 00:17:28,484
I have never seen this movie
before in my life.
343
00:17:28,519 --> 00:17:31,056
All I'm saying is when
a character coughs in a movie,
344
00:17:31,091 --> 00:17:32,650
it's foreshadowing that
they're gonna, like,
345
00:17:32,685 --> 00:17:34,952
die of cancer, or AIDS,
or something.
346
00:17:36,087 --> 00:17:38,422
As if the first sign of cancer
or AIDS is a cough--
347
00:17:38,458 --> 00:17:40,496
Shh-- I'm trying to watch.
348
00:17:41,867 --> 00:17:43,433
[chatter on TV resumes]
349
00:17:44,904 --> 00:17:47,331
[light music playing on TV]
350
00:17:47,366 --> 00:17:50,902
[sniffles, crying]
351
00:17:55,248 --> 00:17:57,609
[Terese] It's a pretty
foolproof system.
352
00:17:57,644 --> 00:18:01,087
If a character coughs,
they die.
353
00:18:01,123 --> 00:18:03,414
Maybe that's why people
are always so concerned
354
00:18:03,449 --> 00:18:05,718
when I causally cough.
355
00:18:05,753 --> 00:18:08,590
It's been subconsciously
ingrained into them
356
00:18:08,625 --> 00:18:11,527
that it means I'm gonna, like,
die or something.
357
00:18:12,659 --> 00:18:16,268
And I am, but not,
like, soon...
358
00:18:17,438 --> 00:18:18,736
I think.
359
00:18:18,771 --> 00:18:20,767
[crying continues]
360
00:18:26,009 --> 00:18:28,379
[marker scraping]
361
00:18:30,146 --> 00:18:32,108
[door opens, thuds]
362
00:18:36,449 --> 00:18:38,656
[light piano sting]
363
00:18:38,692 --> 00:18:40,787
[birds chirping]
364
00:18:47,529 --> 00:18:48,831
Don't you think
that's kind of creepy?
365
00:18:48,867 --> 00:18:50,770
Jesus, Amanda!
366
00:18:50,805 --> 00:18:53,371
Just saying.
You're drooling.
367
00:18:55,106 --> 00:18:56,237
You should shoot your shot.
368
00:18:56,272 --> 00:18:57,604
Oh, my God.
It's a pandemic.
369
00:18:57,639 --> 00:18:59,836
I can't just go around
dating random dudes.
370
00:18:59,871 --> 00:19:01,907
[Amanda] You could do it
from a distance.
371
00:19:01,942 --> 00:19:04,916
[gasps] Oh, my God, it would be
like Five Feet Apart.
372
00:19:04,951 --> 00:19:06,846
Okay, that's really insensitive.
373
00:19:06,881 --> 00:19:09,984
And also, no it wouldn't
because he doesn't have CF.
374
00:19:10,020 --> 00:19:11,224
How do you know?
375
00:19:12,455 --> 00:19:16,328
Because it would just be
way too ironic.
376
00:19:18,997 --> 00:19:20,359
Where are you going?
377
00:19:20,394 --> 00:19:22,327
Just getting a coffee.
378
00:19:22,363 --> 00:19:23,998
Do you have a mask?
379
00:19:24,034 --> 00:19:25,965
Duh!
Look.
380
00:19:26,000 --> 00:19:29,108
All I'm saying is if you're
so starved for a relationship,
381
00:19:29,143 --> 00:19:31,141
you have the perfect
potential man gardening
382
00:19:31,177 --> 00:19:32,537
on the other side
of this duplex.
383
00:19:32,572 --> 00:19:34,609
-Whatever!
-[door opens]
384
00:19:34,644 --> 00:19:37,343
And also, I'm not starved
for a relationship.
385
00:19:37,378 --> 00:19:39,112
I just want some dick!
386
00:19:39,148 --> 00:19:40,352
[door closes]
387
00:19:43,652 --> 00:19:45,522
God, I really hope
he didn't hear that.
388
00:19:47,728 --> 00:19:48,921
Then again...
389
00:19:51,424 --> 00:19:53,596
[marker scraping]
390
00:19:56,065 --> 00:19:57,864
[door opens]
391
00:20:01,005 --> 00:20:02,737
-Hey.
-Hey!
392
00:20:06,738 --> 00:20:09,645
So, um, I think just maybe
393
00:20:09,680 --> 00:20:13,484
we should be, um, limiting
how much we're going out.
394
00:20:14,779 --> 00:20:16,751
I mean, I just got a coffee,
395
00:20:18,123 --> 00:20:20,554
For the third time this week.
396
00:20:20,590 --> 00:20:22,559
Terese, don't worry.
I'm being careful.
397
00:20:23,857 --> 00:20:27,124
Okay, can you just wash
your hands please?
398
00:20:28,234 --> 00:20:30,366
Yeah, I was going to.
I just got home.
399
00:20:30,401 --> 00:20:32,734
Just give me the chance to.
Okay?
400
00:20:38,941 --> 00:20:41,444
[Terese] She barely even told me
she was coming back,
401
00:20:41,480 --> 00:20:45,051
and the reason she left
hasn't changed at all.
402
00:20:45,086 --> 00:20:47,018
And I feel like
I'm gonna get COVID,
403
00:20:47,053 --> 00:20:49,055
and it's gonna be all her fault.
404
00:20:49,090 --> 00:20:52,352
Ooh, okay.
That's a little extreme.
405
00:20:53,055 --> 00:20:55,092
[Terese] Yeah, I can't help but
feel she's being irresponsible
406
00:20:55,127 --> 00:20:57,262
and she's going outside though.
407
00:20:57,297 --> 00:21:00,525
But you can't know
how she's acting.
408
00:21:00,560 --> 00:21:02,268
Exactly.
That's my issue.
409
00:21:02,304 --> 00:21:05,303
I feel like I've lost
all control with her back.
410
00:21:05,339 --> 00:21:08,636
Well, I know how you like
your control.
411
00:21:08,671 --> 00:21:11,443
Have you tried talking
to her about it?
412
00:21:12,470 --> 00:21:14,170
Yes.
413
00:21:14,206 --> 00:21:17,609
No, I mean actually talking
to her about it.
414
00:21:17,644 --> 00:21:20,076
Like setting ground rules,
415
00:21:20,112 --> 00:21:23,119
making your standards
explicitly clear.
416
00:21:23,154 --> 00:21:25,224
I guess you're right.
417
00:21:25,259 --> 00:21:27,727
I just, like-- my anxiety's
running my life.
418
00:21:27,762 --> 00:21:31,122
And it can be...
419
00:21:32,460 --> 00:21:35,491
Overwhelming when...
420
00:21:35,526 --> 00:21:39,669
you let your anxiety consume
the people around you as well.
421
00:21:40,634 --> 00:21:42,165
Wait, is that how you felt?
422
00:21:42,200 --> 00:21:45,640
Is that why you, like, you
left earlier than...
423
00:21:45,676 --> 00:21:49,076
No, no, no, no.
My mom made me come home.
424
00:21:49,111 --> 00:21:50,243
Um...
425
00:21:50,278 --> 00:21:52,482
But yeah.
426
00:21:52,518 --> 00:21:54,552
Like, I did feel that way
a little bit.
427
00:21:56,048 --> 00:21:57,851
I-- I didn't mind it
too much though
428
00:21:57,886 --> 00:22:00,454
because I know how important
this is for you.
429
00:22:00,489 --> 00:22:02,956
Amanda knows you have CF.
430
00:22:02,992 --> 00:22:06,531
But I don't think she
understands what that means.
431
00:22:07,697 --> 00:22:10,331
[Terese] But she's just
a sub-leaser.
432
00:22:10,366 --> 00:22:11,597
[dramatic musical sting]
433
00:22:11,632 --> 00:22:13,102
A sub-leaser who's gonna be here
434
00:22:13,137 --> 00:22:14,834
for the next year.
435
00:22:14,869 --> 00:22:17,608
Just tell her.
It'll make your life easier.
436
00:22:34,389 --> 00:22:36,089
-Hey.
-Hey!
437
00:22:36,925 --> 00:22:39,523
So I just-- uh, I just wanted
to talk to you.
438
00:22:40,026 --> 00:22:43,797
Um, I guess you should know
about me.
439
00:22:43,832 --> 00:22:46,529
Well, since we're gonna be
living together,
440
00:22:46,565 --> 00:22:49,066
I just...
441
00:22:49,101 --> 00:22:53,369
Um, I thought
you should know that, um...
442
00:22:55,048 --> 00:22:58,044
I have Cystic Fibrosis.
443
00:23:00,380 --> 00:23:02,021
Oh.
444
00:23:02,056 --> 00:23:03,321
Yeah, no, yeah.
It's not--
445
00:23:03,356 --> 00:23:06,558
It's not a big deal or anything.
Um...
446
00:23:06,593 --> 00:23:09,327
It's just, like, you might see
some, like, equipment,
447
00:23:09,362 --> 00:23:13,059
uh, laying around
or, like, just...
448
00:23:15,131 --> 00:23:16,469
Okay.
449
00:23:18,764 --> 00:23:20,500
Yeah!
Uh, yeah.
450
00:23:20,535 --> 00:23:22,440
[stammers] Cool.
Well...
451
00:23:22,475 --> 00:23:27,342
Now that you know,
that is a cool fun fact
452
00:23:27,377 --> 00:23:28,443
that you know about me.
453
00:23:28,479 --> 00:23:30,106
Okay.
I'll talk to you later.
454
00:23:30,141 --> 00:23:32,510
That's a really good juice,
that.
455
00:23:32,546 --> 00:23:34,280
See ya later.
456
00:23:34,315 --> 00:23:35,786
[sighs]
457
00:23:36,656 --> 00:23:40,015
It's just like it's so much
easier being alone.
458
00:23:40,051 --> 00:23:41,527
[friend on videochat] You sure?
459
00:23:42,757 --> 00:23:45,630
But you're not alone anymore.
460
00:23:47,793 --> 00:23:49,964
[soft acoustic music]
461
00:23:53,766 --> 00:23:55,798
-[Amanda] Hey.
-Mm.
462
00:23:55,834 --> 00:23:57,202
[Amanda] What's up?
463
00:23:59,310 --> 00:24:01,107
This.
[chuckles]
464
00:24:01,942 --> 00:24:03,908
Looks like we have
the same idea.
465
00:24:03,944 --> 00:24:05,947
Since when are you
a big drinker?
466
00:24:07,246 --> 00:24:10,347
Quarantine has a tendency
to change things.
467
00:24:11,592 --> 00:24:14,318
Can you just, um,
wipe that down though please?
468
00:24:15,093 --> 00:24:16,826
Uh, okay.
469
00:24:24,602 --> 00:24:26,065
Yeah, can you just
maybe thorough--
470
00:24:26,101 --> 00:24:29,242
Terese, look-- I'm not
irresponsible or anything.
471
00:24:29,277 --> 00:24:31,338
Can you stop watching me
like a hawk?
472
00:24:31,374 --> 00:24:32,774
Okay, I'm sorry.
473
00:24:32,810 --> 00:24:34,742
I don't mean to be, like,
backseat cleaning,
474
00:24:34,777 --> 00:24:36,648
but I just-- I realized
we haven't had
475
00:24:36,683 --> 00:24:39,118
a proper conversation
about COVID safety procedures
476
00:24:39,153 --> 00:24:40,751
since you've been back, and I--
477
00:24:40,786 --> 00:24:44,280
I really just do need
a little bit more from you.
478
00:24:44,315 --> 00:24:46,492
What, do you want me
to get tested more?
479
00:24:46,528 --> 00:24:48,360
Sure, I mean, getting tested
more would be great,
480
00:24:48,395 --> 00:24:50,428
but by the time
you tested positive,
481
00:24:50,463 --> 00:24:51,660
you would have
already exposed me.
482
00:24:51,695 --> 00:24:52,958
And I'm just trying
to think of ways
483
00:24:52,994 --> 00:24:55,194
we can both avoid exposure
in general.
484
00:24:56,163 --> 00:24:58,366
For me, best practice is
to kind of overreact,
485
00:24:58,401 --> 00:25:01,870
and with CF, it--
486
00:25:01,905 --> 00:25:04,638
like, I just-- I have to be
at a higher alert
487
00:25:04,673 --> 00:25:07,344
for this kind of stuff, so...
488
00:25:07,379 --> 00:25:10,808
It just makes me really anxious.
489
00:25:10,843 --> 00:25:13,116
Yeah.
I can tell.
490
00:25:13,152 --> 00:25:14,382
[bottle scrapes]
491
00:25:14,417 --> 00:25:17,447
[music continues]
492
00:25:19,419 --> 00:25:22,021
I realize I should have said
this right when you got back,
493
00:25:22,057 --> 00:25:24,658
but I just need you to be
at the same level
494
00:25:24,693 --> 00:25:26,399
of precaution as me or it--
495
00:25:26,434 --> 00:25:29,261
it's just kind of all
for nothing then.
496
00:25:31,668 --> 00:25:34,396
Okay.
So what are the rules?
497
00:25:34,432 --> 00:25:36,372
Okay, well everything that comes
into the house
498
00:25:36,407 --> 00:25:37,638
has to be wiped down.
499
00:25:37,673 --> 00:25:39,402
I mean, sanitized completely.
500
00:25:39,438 --> 00:25:42,137
Sanitize your hands.
Wash your hands right after.
501
00:25:42,172 --> 00:25:44,142
Leave all the bags in the trash.
502
00:25:44,177 --> 00:25:45,876
Make sure that you always have
gloves on
503
00:25:45,911 --> 00:25:47,553
whenever you're outside.
504
00:25:47,588 --> 00:25:49,312
Sanitize the gloves
when you have the chance.
505
00:25:49,347 --> 00:25:50,417
[voice becoming distant]
Keep your mask on.
506
00:25:50,452 --> 00:25:51,686
I know it...
507
00:25:51,722 --> 00:25:53,791
-[wind blowing]
-[birds chirping]
508
00:25:55,929 --> 00:25:57,759
[grunts]
509
00:25:57,794 --> 00:26:00,091
[Terese]
That was definitely expired.
510
00:26:00,127 --> 00:26:01,757
Maybe I shouldn't have
finished it.
511
00:26:01,793 --> 00:26:03,493
[rustling]
512
00:26:04,237 --> 00:26:05,335
[light piano sting]
513
00:26:05,371 --> 00:26:06,401
Oh, my God.
Okay.
514
00:26:06,437 --> 00:26:07,906
Wait.
Um...
515
00:26:07,941 --> 00:26:09,738
Okay.
516
00:26:09,773 --> 00:26:12,537
Amanda said...
to shoot my shot.
517
00:26:12,572 --> 00:26:13,907
Right?
518
00:26:13,942 --> 00:26:15,410
I mean, I guess
it couldn't hurt.
519
00:26:15,446 --> 00:26:17,815
What do I say...?
520
00:26:20,316 --> 00:26:21,819
Hey!
521
00:26:22,923 --> 00:26:24,451
Hey.
522
00:26:24,487 --> 00:26:25,850
Uh, how are you?
523
00:26:25,885 --> 00:26:27,057
[dramatic musical sting]
524
00:26:27,092 --> 00:26:28,557
Lonely.
525
00:26:28,592 --> 00:26:30,958
All alone in this apartment.
526
00:26:30,994 --> 00:26:33,632
Respecting quarantine
to the highest level.
527
00:26:33,667 --> 00:26:36,031
I could really use someone
to keep me company.
528
00:26:37,669 --> 00:26:39,364
Do you know anyone
who's available?
529
00:26:40,338 --> 00:26:42,268
Anyone at all?
530
00:26:43,339 --> 00:26:45,473
[scoffs]
531
00:26:45,508 --> 00:26:47,143
What?
[laughs]
532
00:26:47,845 --> 00:26:49,646
I said, "Did you hear
about the protests?"
533
00:26:49,681 --> 00:26:51,416
They're happening down
the street.
534
00:26:51,452 --> 00:26:53,077
Oh, that is what--
yeah, that's--
535
00:26:53,113 --> 00:26:54,546
that is definitely
what you said.
536
00:26:54,581 --> 00:26:56,584
Um, yes!
537
00:26:56,619 --> 00:26:57,914
Are you going to that?
538
00:26:57,949 --> 00:26:59,483
Yeah!
Are you?
539
00:27:00,590 --> 00:27:02,756
No.
No, 'cause I--
540
00:27:02,791 --> 00:27:05,187
just 'cause I'm, like, so busy,
541
00:27:05,223 --> 00:27:08,330
and like, my schedule is packed!
542
00:27:08,365 --> 00:27:09,894
Ridiculous.
543
00:27:09,929 --> 00:27:11,737
This girl's got emails.
544
00:27:13,035 --> 00:27:14,737
Yeah, no, that sounds
really cool though.
545
00:27:14,772 --> 00:27:17,039
Uh, and I hope you have
a lot of fun.
546
00:27:19,547 --> 00:27:22,506
You're plants look
really good...right now.
547
00:27:24,043 --> 00:27:26,642
And your hair.
You left.
548
00:27:30,454 --> 00:27:32,489
Fun?
Fun.
549
00:27:32,524 --> 00:27:34,193
[Terese]
Why did I say fun?
550
00:27:34,228 --> 00:27:36,187
Protests aren't fun.
551
00:27:36,222 --> 00:27:38,760
They are important
and necessary,
552
00:27:38,795 --> 00:27:40,861
-but they aren't fun.
-[sighs]
553
00:27:40,897 --> 00:27:42,492
Although I guess
I wouldn't know
554
00:27:42,527 --> 00:27:44,328
because my fear
of catching COVID and dying
555
00:27:44,363 --> 00:27:47,201
has kept me from attending,
but God--
556
00:27:47,236 --> 00:27:50,169
now he probably thinks
I am this terrible person
557
00:27:50,204 --> 00:27:52,841
with my packed
fucking schedule, like,
558
00:27:52,877 --> 00:27:55,504
"Sorry, no time to fight
for justice.
559
00:27:55,540 --> 00:27:58,382
I have to pretend
to respond to emails."
560
00:27:58,417 --> 00:27:59,446
[laughs sardonically]
561
00:27:59,481 --> 00:28:00,882
What?
562
00:28:00,917 --> 00:28:02,719
[Latrell James's
"Tracphone" playing]
563
00:28:02,755 --> 00:28:04,521
♪ I've been on
Like a TracFone ♪
564
00:28:04,557 --> 00:28:06,551
♪ I ain't going back home ♪
565
00:28:06,586 --> 00:28:09,521
♪ Say what I do, trick, yeah,
I think I'm Taxstone ♪
566
00:28:09,556 --> 00:28:12,964
♪ Go where I live, uh,
You gon' need a chaperone ♪
567
00:28:12,999 --> 00:28:15,463
♪ No, I'm lying, gentrifying
Got the Black gone ♪
568
00:28:15,499 --> 00:28:17,464
[door opening]
569
00:28:17,499 --> 00:28:19,199
♪ They put the pills up in your
City 'cause the crack gone ♪
570
00:28:19,235 --> 00:28:22,035
♪ And your ass still
Ain't got no backbone ♪
571
00:28:22,071 --> 00:28:23,969
♪ I've been on
Like a TracFone ♪
572
00:28:24,005 --> 00:28:25,977
♪ I ain't going back home ♪
573
00:28:26,012 --> 00:28:28,474
♪ Say what I do, trick, yeah,
I think I'm Taxstone ♪
574
00:28:28,509 --> 00:28:31,774
♪ Go where I live, oh,
You gon' need a chaperone ♪
575
00:28:31,809 --> 00:28:34,179
♪ Go where I live, oh,
You gon' need a chaperone ♪
576
00:28:34,214 --> 00:28:36,087
Jesus, I didn't know
you were there.
577
00:28:36,122 --> 00:28:37,680
Mm-hmm.
578
00:28:37,715 --> 00:28:40,221
Were you gonna wipe those down
like we talked about?
579
00:28:41,393 --> 00:28:43,724
Yeah, I just--
580
00:28:43,759 --> 00:28:45,721
I got in, and I just--
581
00:28:46,861 --> 00:28:49,297
I forgot.
I'm sorry.
582
00:28:49,799 --> 00:28:52,162
It's just so much to remember.
583
00:28:52,197 --> 00:28:54,999
It's a lot sometimes, I know.
584
00:28:55,034 --> 00:28:57,000
Then why do you do it?
585
00:28:57,035 --> 00:28:58,736
Because I have to.
586
00:28:59,639 --> 00:29:02,847
But you said it yourself;
you're kind of overreacting.
587
00:29:02,882 --> 00:29:05,408
I mean, wiping my fruit down
just doesn't seem
588
00:29:05,444 --> 00:29:07,245
like it should be
that big of a deal.
589
00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:10,345
Well, it is.
The small things matter.
590
00:29:10,380 --> 00:29:13,586
[song continues in background]
591
00:29:13,621 --> 00:29:15,289
[sighs]
592
00:29:21,596 --> 00:29:25,602
It's just like she makes me feel
like I'm being the selfish one.
593
00:29:25,637 --> 00:29:29,270
It's not fun for me, you know?
594
00:29:31,977 --> 00:29:34,138
[friend of videochat]
Do you think she got it?
595
00:29:34,173 --> 00:29:36,112
Like, when you explained CF
596
00:29:36,148 --> 00:29:39,610
and the COVID dangers
and all that a little bit more?
597
00:29:40,751 --> 00:29:42,448
Maybe I should just go home.
598
00:29:44,190 --> 00:29:45,616
Really?
599
00:29:46,318 --> 00:29:49,287
Why, is it a bad idea?
[scoffs]
600
00:29:49,323 --> 00:29:52,524
You were just always
so against it.
601
00:29:57,035 --> 00:29:58,967
Yeah, but if there's anyone
who won't flack me
602
00:29:59,002 --> 00:30:01,038
for my control issues,
it's my mom.
603
00:30:01,969 --> 00:30:03,469
Learned from the best.
604
00:30:10,878 --> 00:30:12,676
What the fuck?
605
00:30:15,355 --> 00:30:16,486
[keys clatter]
606
00:30:16,521 --> 00:30:17,621
I saw your story.
607
00:30:17,656 --> 00:30:19,481
Did you go to a restuarant?
608
00:30:19,517 --> 00:30:21,118
Oh, yeah.
Didn't it look so good?
609
00:30:21,153 --> 00:30:23,088
Why would you do that?
610
00:30:23,123 --> 00:30:24,925
Well, I went to go get take-out
611
00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:26,657
but decided I wanted it hot.
612
00:30:27,492 --> 00:30:30,232
It doesn't matter.
It's not safe.
613
00:30:31,565 --> 00:30:34,498
Well, if it weren't safe,
why would they be open?
614
00:30:34,534 --> 00:30:37,140
Because the American government
is incompetent?
615
00:30:37,175 --> 00:30:39,444
Because the economy has been
deemed more important
616
00:30:39,479 --> 00:30:41,078
than people's health?
617
00:30:43,378 --> 00:30:45,280
Well, you don't even care
about your health.
618
00:30:50,152 --> 00:30:51,952
[Terese] What are you
talking about?
619
00:30:51,987 --> 00:30:53,783
You smoke every single day.
620
00:30:54,593 --> 00:30:56,692
[Terese] Okay.
And?
621
00:30:56,728 --> 00:30:58,026
I slack on my treatments,
622
00:30:58,062 --> 00:30:59,556
and I might not take
my meds every day,
623
00:30:59,591 --> 00:31:01,360
but that's kind of none
of your business.
624
00:31:01,396 --> 00:31:03,669
Well, I just think
it's a little hypocritical
625
00:31:03,704 --> 00:31:05,133
that you yell at me
for going out
626
00:31:05,168 --> 00:31:06,904
when you don't even take care
of yourself.
627
00:31:06,939 --> 00:31:09,464
My slacking on a long-term
treatment plan
628
00:31:09,500 --> 00:31:11,136
is nowhere near
the same thing
629
00:31:11,171 --> 00:31:13,742
as not wanting to die of COVID.
630
00:31:13,778 --> 00:31:15,538
But I remember you saying
631
00:31:15,573 --> 00:31:17,573
you thought you
could survive COVID.
632
00:31:17,608 --> 00:31:20,150
Yeah.
I was probably being hopeful.
633
00:31:21,118 --> 00:31:23,313
And it's not just
about surviving it.
634
00:31:23,348 --> 00:31:24,755
You know, I could probably live
635
00:31:24,791 --> 00:31:27,124
but my lungs
would never recover.
636
00:31:30,025 --> 00:31:32,255
I-- I didn't think that--
637
00:31:32,290 --> 00:31:34,394
Yeah.
You didn't.
638
00:31:34,429 --> 00:31:37,562
Amanda, you should probably
go back to Zack's
639
00:31:37,598 --> 00:31:40,170
and just make both
of our lives easier if you can--
640
00:31:42,199 --> 00:31:44,009
[sobbing]
641
00:31:48,714 --> 00:31:49,845
Okay, I'm sorry.
I didn't--
642
00:31:49,880 --> 00:31:51,776
I don't mean to kick you out.
643
00:31:51,811 --> 00:31:54,517
It's just, like, if you can't
take this seriously, then...
644
00:31:54,552 --> 00:31:55,784
[Amanda] No.
645
00:31:55,820 --> 00:31:57,886
I can't go back to Zack's.
646
00:31:57,921 --> 00:32:01,257
The break is kind of indefinite.
647
00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:07,863
We got in a big fight and...
648
00:32:07,898 --> 00:32:09,263
I thought it was just a break,
649
00:32:09,298 --> 00:32:13,029
but he hasn't called or texted
or anything.
650
00:32:13,464 --> 00:32:15,502
So maybe you should call him.
651
00:32:18,304 --> 00:32:20,378
No.
I'm not ready for that.
652
00:32:20,414 --> 00:32:22,514
Um, 'cause...
653
00:32:22,983 --> 00:32:25,985
what if he answers
and confirms that it's over?
654
00:32:26,617 --> 00:32:28,116
Yeah, yeah.
655
00:32:28,151 --> 00:32:31,048
Take your time,
do what you need to do
656
00:32:31,084 --> 00:32:33,150
to get over him.
657
00:32:33,185 --> 00:32:34,458
-Yeah.
-Yeah.
658
00:32:34,493 --> 00:32:37,563
And, Amanda,
659
00:32:37,598 --> 00:32:40,628
stick to take-out-- please.
660
00:32:40,663 --> 00:32:42,133
Okay.
661
00:32:47,969 --> 00:32:50,306
[phone ringing]
662
00:32:51,137 --> 00:32:52,509
[mom] Hello?
663
00:32:52,545 --> 00:32:54,480
Hey, it's me.
664
00:32:54,515 --> 00:32:56,405
Hi, honey!
Ah!
665
00:32:56,440 --> 00:32:58,380
What a nice surprise.
666
00:32:59,784 --> 00:33:02,016
Is everything all right?
667
00:33:02,052 --> 00:33:05,651
Yes, I'm fine.
I was just...
668
00:33:06,794 --> 00:33:09,259
calling, um,
'cause I was wondering
669
00:33:09,294 --> 00:33:13,289
what it would, like, be like
if I were to come home.
670
00:33:13,324 --> 00:33:14,999
Ah!
Really?
671
00:33:15,034 --> 00:33:17,460
Well, I would love to have you,
of course.
672
00:33:17,495 --> 00:33:19,296
But why?
What's going on?
673
00:33:19,331 --> 00:33:21,998
Um...nothing, I'm fine.
674
00:33:22,033 --> 00:33:26,276
I was just thinking it'd be nice
to have a change of pace.
675
00:33:27,574 --> 00:33:30,043
Okay, sure.
Well, that's exciting.
676
00:33:30,078 --> 00:33:31,707
I could use the company.
677
00:33:31,743 --> 00:33:34,019
Makes me wish
I'd had another kid.
678
00:33:34,055 --> 00:33:36,885
Now, hun, you'll have
to pay for an extra bag
679
00:33:36,920 --> 00:33:39,188
to bring your vest in.
680
00:33:39,223 --> 00:33:41,126
Are you stocked up
on all your meds?
681
00:33:41,161 --> 00:33:43,621
We could just re-order things
once you get here.
682
00:33:43,656 --> 00:33:45,964
So you don't have
to lug 'em all over.
683
00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:48,664
Are you still on Trikafta?
Because that's--
684
00:33:48,700 --> 00:33:51,197
Yeah, I was just
685
00:33:51,232 --> 00:33:53,170
thinking, like, hypothetically.
686
00:33:53,205 --> 00:33:57,474
Um, I don't think
I would wanna leave LA yet.
687
00:33:57,509 --> 00:33:59,069
Sorry.
688
00:33:59,104 --> 00:34:00,739
Aww.
689
00:34:00,774 --> 00:34:02,679
You know you're always
welcome here, sweetheart.
690
00:34:02,714 --> 00:34:04,314
Yeah, I know, Mom.
691
00:34:07,849 --> 00:34:09,146
[sighs]
692
00:34:09,182 --> 00:34:10,412
[birds chirping]
693
00:34:10,448 --> 00:34:11,948
[light piano sting]
694
00:34:21,398 --> 00:34:23,199
[Terese]
Sure he looks like
the perfect man,
695
00:34:23,234 --> 00:34:27,001
but he could be, like,
a serial killer
696
00:34:27,036 --> 00:34:30,668
or worse-- a scorpio.
697
00:34:30,704 --> 00:34:33,640
[sighs] Only one way
to find out though.
698
00:34:36,207 --> 00:34:39,976
I'd love it if my bangs could
just not look like barcodes.
699
00:34:40,717 --> 00:34:42,154
Gross.
700
00:34:45,723 --> 00:34:46,917
[exhales]
701
00:34:50,628 --> 00:34:51,893
Hey!
702
00:34:51,928 --> 00:34:53,429
-Hey.
-Hey.
703
00:34:53,464 --> 00:34:55,093
-Oh, whoa, sorry, six feet.
-Oh, right, six feet.
704
00:34:55,129 --> 00:34:56,094
[both chuckle]
705
00:34:56,129 --> 00:34:57,536
How are you?
706
00:34:57,571 --> 00:34:59,470
I'm good, ya know?
707
00:34:59,506 --> 00:35:01,600
I just...
708
00:35:01,635 --> 00:35:04,236
Making like a plant
and photosynthesizing.
709
00:35:04,271 --> 00:35:05,709
[laughs]
Aren't we all?
710
00:35:05,744 --> 00:35:07,077
We're all plants.
711
00:35:07,112 --> 00:35:09,538
So glad to see
that you're a plant guy
712
00:35:09,573 --> 00:35:11,242
'cause I'm a plant girl.
713
00:35:11,277 --> 00:35:12,541
-Really?
-Yes!
714
00:35:12,577 --> 00:35:13,814
Wow, what's your favorite?
715
00:35:13,850 --> 00:35:16,616
Oh, um...
716
00:35:16,651 --> 00:35:18,614
Just so many, I can't even
remember the names.
717
00:35:18,649 --> 00:35:20,124
-It's, like, crazy.
-I know.
718
00:35:20,159 --> 00:35:21,894
The names are hard.
I just like the shapes.
719
00:35:21,929 --> 00:35:23,553
-The shapes are cool.
-Yeah, yeah.
720
00:35:23,588 --> 00:35:25,894
-I love your plants.
-Thanks!
721
00:35:25,930 --> 00:35:27,129
They're super sick.
722
00:35:27,165 --> 00:35:28,758
How long have you
been doing this?
723
00:35:28,793 --> 00:35:30,662
Oh, just from the start
of quarantine.
724
00:35:30,697 --> 00:35:32,462
No way, I would've thought
this was, like,
725
00:35:32,497 --> 00:35:33,761
a many years endeavor.
726
00:35:33,797 --> 00:35:35,635
-No, no, just started.
-Wow.
727
00:35:35,670 --> 00:35:36,931
[neighbor] I think they're
looking pretty good.
728
00:35:36,967 --> 00:35:38,769
I gotta cut a couple
in the back but...
729
00:35:38,804 --> 00:35:40,570
[Terese] I wish it
weren't a pandemic
730
00:35:40,605 --> 00:35:43,279
so I could just ask him out.
731
00:35:43,315 --> 00:35:45,245
I guess that's not stopping
some people,
732
00:35:45,281 --> 00:35:48,319
but I'm not just some people.
733
00:35:56,223 --> 00:35:58,128
[Terese]
Yes.
734
00:35:58,164 --> 00:36:01,326
Yo, why would anyone
ever use a bowl?
735
00:36:01,361 --> 00:36:02,924
This is so efficient,
736
00:36:02,959 --> 00:36:05,567
and it doesn't dirty
any dishes.
737
00:36:06,871 --> 00:36:08,807
Bowl, bowl.
738
00:36:08,842 --> 00:36:10,869
Should I smoke another bowl?
739
00:36:11,874 --> 00:36:13,069
[laughs]
740
00:36:14,745 --> 00:36:17,007
[laughs]
741
00:36:19,013 --> 00:36:20,049
Mm.
742
00:36:20,085 --> 00:36:21,611
Spoons are like small shovels.
743
00:36:21,646 --> 00:36:23,288
I never thought about that.
744
00:36:23,755 --> 00:36:26,225
[footsteps]
745
00:36:33,362 --> 00:36:35,662
[Terese]
Where are you going?
746
00:36:35,697 --> 00:36:38,567
What would you have
to look that nice for?
747
00:36:43,611 --> 00:36:45,672
[keys jangle]
748
00:36:45,708 --> 00:36:47,939
[Terese]
What if she's going
to see someone?
749
00:36:52,785 --> 00:36:54,044
[keys jangle]
750
00:36:55,854 --> 00:36:57,420
[Terese]
No.
751
00:36:57,456 --> 00:36:59,858
I'm way too high to talk
about this right now.
752
00:36:59,893 --> 00:37:01,752
I don't want any smoke tonight.
753
00:37:01,788 --> 00:37:04,153
-[door closes]
-Except the weed kind.
754
00:37:06,929 --> 00:37:09,666
[laughs]
755
00:37:09,702 --> 00:37:11,897
[coughing]
756
00:37:19,570 --> 00:37:22,072
[door opening]
757
00:37:24,146 --> 00:37:25,179
[Terese]
Hmm.
758
00:37:25,214 --> 00:37:26,851
She's been gone a while.
759
00:37:26,887 --> 00:37:28,451
[man speaks indistinctly]
760
00:37:28,487 --> 00:37:31,217
[Amanda] Yeah, she's, like,
really strict, so...
761
00:37:31,253 --> 00:37:33,251
[indistinct chatter]
762
00:37:33,287 --> 00:37:35,384
[tense music]
763
00:37:35,420 --> 00:37:36,922
[laughter]
764
00:37:38,491 --> 00:37:39,925
Who the fuck is that?
765
00:37:44,297 --> 00:37:45,934
I'm Sean.
766
00:37:45,970 --> 00:37:47,697
Hi.
Shut up.
767
00:37:47,733 --> 00:37:49,303
And get the fuck
out of my house.
768
00:37:49,339 --> 00:37:51,275
-Terese.
-No, keep the mask on!
769
00:37:51,310 --> 00:37:53,535
Why are you still here?
Get out of my house!
770
00:37:53,570 --> 00:37:55,814
Now, please.
771
00:37:55,849 --> 00:37:58,649
What the-- who was that?
772
00:37:58,685 --> 00:38:01,544
Um...Sean.
773
00:38:01,580 --> 00:38:03,779
Sean.
Sean who?
774
00:38:03,814 --> 00:38:06,017
I don't know.
I met him...
775
00:38:07,990 --> 00:38:09,121
online.
776
00:38:09,156 --> 00:38:10,390
[huffs]
777
00:38:10,425 --> 00:38:12,798
You did not go on a Tinder date
778
00:38:12,833 --> 00:38:14,663
in a fucking pandemic.
779
00:38:14,698 --> 00:38:16,558
You told me to do what I had
to do to get over Zack.
780
00:38:16,593 --> 00:38:17,995
Oh, my God.
781
00:38:18,030 --> 00:38:19,764
I meant, like, drink
a bottle of vodka and cry,
782
00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:21,339
like egg his house,
harass him online,
783
00:38:21,374 --> 00:38:24,904
not bring some fucker named Sean
into my house!
784
00:38:25,470 --> 00:38:27,407
Our house.
785
00:38:27,443 --> 00:38:29,440
You're right.
I am so sorry.
786
00:38:29,475 --> 00:38:30,839
We both live here.
787
00:38:30,874 --> 00:38:32,680
You just put us both at risk!
788
00:38:32,716 --> 00:38:35,615
For what, stilted conversation
and a quick fuck?
789
00:38:35,650 --> 00:38:38,922
Amanda, in what world
was this okay?
790
00:38:39,558 --> 00:38:41,589
We've only talked about, like,
wiping things down
791
00:38:41,624 --> 00:38:43,286
-and sticking to takeout...
-Oh, my God.
792
00:38:43,321 --> 00:38:46,822
I thought the "not mingling
with strangers" was implicit.
793
00:38:46,857 --> 00:38:48,593
He tested negative last week.
794
00:38:48,628 --> 00:38:51,369
He tested negative last week?
795
00:38:51,405 --> 00:38:53,766
Anything could've happened
within that last week,
796
00:38:53,801 --> 00:38:56,170
especially if he's going out
on random dates
797
00:38:56,205 --> 00:38:57,770
during a pandemic!
798
00:38:57,806 --> 00:38:59,845
Well, we weren't, like,
coughing on each other.
799
00:38:59,880 --> 00:39:01,473
Are you a fucking idiot?
800
00:39:01,509 --> 00:39:02,607
Are you a fucking idiot?!
801
00:39:02,643 --> 00:39:04,174
I know you're
from Arizona,
802
00:39:04,209 --> 00:39:06,275
but I thought you understood,
like, simple science.
803
00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:09,048
[Amanda sighs]
804
00:39:09,083 --> 00:39:12,217
You're acting like I want
to give you COVID or something.
805
00:39:12,919 --> 00:39:16,625
You're not trying very hard
to prevent it.
806
00:39:16,661 --> 00:39:19,330
You can go out and be reckless
and irresponsible
807
00:39:19,365 --> 00:39:21,199
and probably get away with it
scot-free,
808
00:39:21,234 --> 00:39:22,899
but if you bring COVID
into this house,
809
00:39:22,934 --> 00:39:24,535
I could die.
810
00:39:31,940 --> 00:39:35,612
A ventilator may have always
been part of my future,
811
00:39:36,943 --> 00:39:39,515
but if you're going
to live here with me,
812
00:39:39,550 --> 00:39:40,852
I need you to make sure
it doesn't become
813
00:39:40,888 --> 00:39:42,916
part of my present.
814
00:39:44,548 --> 00:39:45,787
Okay.
815
00:39:46,751 --> 00:39:49,120
CF is a lung disease.
816
00:39:50,087 --> 00:39:54,492
If I get COVID,
I could be done for.
817
00:39:54,528 --> 00:39:56,666
This is so serious.
818
00:39:57,595 --> 00:39:59,062
I'm sorry.
819
00:39:59,098 --> 00:40:02,037
This must be so hard for you.
I can't imagine.
820
00:40:02,073 --> 00:40:03,874
[Terese sighs]
821
00:40:03,909 --> 00:40:05,301
Well try to.
822
00:40:07,204 --> 00:40:09,409
And we need to both quarantine
in our rooms
823
00:40:09,445 --> 00:40:11,912
until you can get tested.
824
00:40:18,615 --> 00:40:20,118
[sighs]
825
00:40:20,586 --> 00:40:21,955
[door closes]
826
00:40:23,457 --> 00:40:26,364
[light rock music]
827
00:40:26,399 --> 00:40:28,929
[Terese] As if I weren't
confined enough.
828
00:40:31,763 --> 00:40:33,967
[vocalizing in song]
829
00:40:59,658 --> 00:41:02,127
[music continues]
830
00:41:25,959 --> 00:41:27,185
[door closes]
831
00:41:33,791 --> 00:41:35,160
[Amanda] Hey.
832
00:41:36,133 --> 00:41:37,499
Don't worry.
833
00:41:37,535 --> 00:41:39,335
Um, I just wanted
to let you know
834
00:41:39,370 --> 00:41:41,963
that my test came back negative.
835
00:41:41,998 --> 00:41:44,138
[Terese] That's lucky.
836
00:41:44,173 --> 00:41:45,472
Yeah.
837
00:41:45,507 --> 00:41:47,606
And for what it's worth,
838
00:41:47,642 --> 00:41:50,373
Sean also tested negative.
839
00:41:50,408 --> 00:41:53,183
He sent me a screenshot
when he asked me out again.
840
00:41:53,219 --> 00:41:55,851
Well, have fun with that.
841
00:41:57,522 --> 00:41:59,789
I'm not gonna go out
with him again.
842
00:42:00,724 --> 00:42:04,255
You were right.
It was a stupid thing to do.
843
00:42:05,330 --> 00:42:08,094
I was just so upset over Zack.
844
00:42:09,730 --> 00:42:11,697
But I finally called him,
845
00:42:11,732 --> 00:42:14,567
and we had a really good talk.
846
00:42:14,602 --> 00:42:16,568
Uh, we're back together.
847
00:42:16,603 --> 00:42:19,500
Or still together.
848
00:42:19,536 --> 00:42:22,739
But I think I'm gonna start
staying there again.
849
00:42:22,775 --> 00:42:24,372
Oh, that is so good!
850
00:42:24,407 --> 00:42:26,712
I-- that-- that's so good
for you guys.
851
00:42:26,747 --> 00:42:30,054
Like, I'm so happy for you guys.
852
00:42:30,089 --> 00:42:31,420
-Wow.
-Yeah.
853
00:42:31,455 --> 00:42:34,057
Um, I think it's for the best.
854
00:42:34,093 --> 00:42:35,756
[Terese] Yeah.
855
00:42:35,791 --> 00:42:39,093
I'm sorry I made you feel
so unsafe.
856
00:42:39,762 --> 00:42:41,600
I don't wanna
stress you out anymore.
857
00:42:42,861 --> 00:42:44,766
Plus I miss him so much.
858
00:42:44,801 --> 00:42:47,531
It is so hard being lonely
in these times.
859
00:42:47,566 --> 00:42:49,899
[laughs]
860
00:42:49,934 --> 00:42:52,006
Don't I know it.
[laughs]
861
00:42:52,774 --> 00:42:54,837
Okay.
Uh, I'm gonna go pack.
862
00:42:54,873 --> 00:42:56,945
Yes, yeah.
Go pack.
863
00:42:58,481 --> 00:43:00,443
Go-- go pack, girl.
864
00:43:02,947 --> 00:43:04,282
[vocalizes indistinctly]
865
00:43:05,651 --> 00:43:07,924
[footsteps]
866
00:43:08,660 --> 00:43:11,190
-I'm gonna head out.
-[Terese] Okay, cool.
867
00:43:12,626 --> 00:43:14,131
[keys jangle]
868
00:43:14,166 --> 00:43:16,360
-Bye.
-Bye.
869
00:43:18,303 --> 00:43:19,900
[Terese] Call me Kevin
870
00:43:19,935 --> 00:43:21,370
'cause this bitch
is home alone again.
871
00:43:21,405 --> 00:43:22,436
-[door shuts]
-Yes!
872
00:43:22,472 --> 00:43:23,735
♪ Check, whoo! ♪
873
00:43:23,771 --> 00:43:25,400
♪ 8-3-1, get the money ♪
874
00:43:25,436 --> 00:43:28,110
♪ Gentrify my city,
I think not, graa ♪
875
00:43:28,145 --> 00:43:30,373
♪ What you know about the berry
City let me get it for you ♪
876
00:43:30,409 --> 00:43:31,745
♪ They ain't heard an anthem
For the ville ♪
877
00:43:31,780 --> 00:43:33,708
-♪ So let me spit ♪
-Whoo!
878
00:43:33,743 --> 00:43:35,577
♪ Watsonville been on it
And I call it like I see it ♪
879
00:43:35,613 --> 00:43:37,247
♪ You can get it if you whit it
Baby, 831 the shit ♪
880
00:43:37,282 --> 00:43:38,951
♪ Yeah, yeah,
Hit the highway one ♪
881
00:43:38,987 --> 00:43:40,081
♪ Now we headed
For the boardwalk ♪
882
00:43:40,116 --> 00:43:42,389
Hello?
Are you home?
883
00:43:42,425 --> 00:43:44,894
I am.
Hey.
884
00:43:44,929 --> 00:43:47,059
♪ Playing, I'ma have to tat
Ville on my lip ♪
885
00:43:47,094 --> 00:43:49,292
-♪ What you know about the-- ♪
-Whoo!
886
00:43:49,327 --> 00:43:51,628
-♪ We headed for the slough-- ♪
-Go, girl.
887
00:43:51,664 --> 00:43:54,105
[laughter]
888
00:43:54,141 --> 00:43:56,300
[indistinct chatter]
889
00:43:56,336 --> 00:43:58,404
♪ Sippin on that
Pink lemonade Martinelli ♪
890
00:43:58,439 --> 00:44:00,768
♪ Hit me with the sponsor,
know I'm reppin' where I live ♪
891
00:44:00,803 --> 00:44:02,580
♪ Get it for me one time,
Get it for me two times ♪
892
00:44:02,616 --> 00:44:03,943
-Drink it, do it, you can do it.
-I already did!
893
00:44:03,978 --> 00:44:05,645
You can do it, you can do it.
Do it!
894
00:44:05,680 --> 00:44:06,778
[indistinct shouting]
895
00:44:06,813 --> 00:44:09,781
[both] Hey! Hey! Hey!
896
00:44:09,817 --> 00:44:11,446
♪ 8-3-1, get the money ♪
897
00:44:11,482 --> 00:44:14,117
♪ Gentrify my city,
I think not, graa ♪
898
00:44:14,152 --> 00:44:15,758
♪ See we come get to runnin' ♪
899
00:44:15,793 --> 00:44:17,093
♪ Mobbin' in the ville,
Not the bay ♪
900
00:44:17,129 --> 00:44:19,263
[coughing]
901
00:44:19,298 --> 00:44:20,699
-[girl] Whoo!
-Okay.
902
00:44:22,562 --> 00:44:23,928
Whoo!
903
00:44:23,963 --> 00:44:26,031
[Kabwasa's "Watson" continues]
904
00:44:26,066 --> 00:44:28,105
-[indistinct chatter]
-[laughter]
905
00:44:28,141 --> 00:44:30,005
[laughter fades]
906
00:44:32,144 --> 00:44:33,371
[lips purse]
907
00:44:38,811 --> 00:44:39,844
[remote clicks]
908
00:44:39,879 --> 00:44:40,845
[man on TV] Sorry, Jeff.
909
00:44:40,880 --> 00:44:42,212
[man 2] You know what?
910
00:44:42,248 --> 00:44:43,816
I'm not really mad anymore,
Kevin.
911
00:44:43,852 --> 00:44:45,350
More kind of wondering how I--
912
00:44:52,198 --> 00:44:54,692
[phone vibrating]
913
00:44:54,728 --> 00:44:56,064
[Terese grunts]
914
00:44:57,170 --> 00:44:58,135
[phone chimes]
915
00:44:58,170 --> 00:44:59,370
[both] Hey!
916
00:44:59,405 --> 00:45:01,366
What's up?
How are you?
917
00:45:02,504 --> 00:45:04,039
Terrible.
918
00:45:05,169 --> 00:45:06,971
There's nothing to watch.
919
00:45:07,006 --> 00:45:09,207
Oh, so it's, like, really
920
00:45:09,242 --> 00:45:11,376
the end of the world then,
isn't it?
921
00:45:13,111 --> 00:45:15,083
Yeah, no, what do I watch?
922
00:45:15,118 --> 00:45:19,323
Maybe you shouldn't keep
binging into eternity, hm?
923
00:45:19,359 --> 00:45:22,052
What else is there to do?
924
00:45:22,088 --> 00:45:25,390
Uh, you could pick up a hobby.
925
00:45:28,229 --> 00:45:31,431
Like crocheting or knitting,
like some retiree?
926
00:45:31,466 --> 00:45:32,698
Maybe?
927
00:45:32,733 --> 00:45:34,566
Uh-uh.
Uh-uh.
928
00:45:34,601 --> 00:45:35,837
Nope.
929
00:45:35,872 --> 00:45:37,538
Binge-watching things
is my hobby.
930
00:45:37,573 --> 00:45:39,104
No, it's not.
931
00:45:39,139 --> 00:45:41,443
It's an avoidance
of productivity.
932
00:45:41,479 --> 00:45:43,714
How profound of you.
933
00:45:43,750 --> 00:45:46,584
I didn't know our therapy
session was today.
934
00:45:46,620 --> 00:45:48,580
-It's not even Tuesday!
-It is Tuesday.
935
00:45:48,615 --> 00:45:49,881
So...
936
00:45:49,916 --> 00:45:51,412
Okay.
You're right.
937
00:45:51,448 --> 00:45:53,456
This is why you
are my therapist.
938
00:45:53,492 --> 00:45:56,190
[light rock music playing]
939
00:46:00,795 --> 00:46:03,023
Why aren't you rising?
940
00:46:03,059 --> 00:46:05,468
[coughing]
941
00:46:05,503 --> 00:46:08,268
[singing indistinctly]
942
00:46:17,150 --> 00:46:19,983
[coughing]
943
00:46:32,931 --> 00:46:34,564
[Terese] Maybe I should have
asked Sydney
944
00:46:34,599 --> 00:46:36,965
before I painted her table.
945
00:46:37,000 --> 00:46:39,095
Whatever.
It looks sick as fuck now.
946
00:46:39,130 --> 00:46:40,634
She's gonna love it.
947
00:46:40,669 --> 00:46:42,634
[music continues]
948
00:46:42,670 --> 00:46:44,502
[coughing]
949
00:46:49,382 --> 00:46:50,973
[coughing continues]
950
00:46:51,009 --> 00:46:52,741
[music fades]
951
00:46:53,383 --> 00:46:54,644
[sighs]
952
00:46:58,015 --> 00:46:59,858
[hiccups]
953
00:47:00,852 --> 00:47:02,487
[sighs]
954
00:47:05,692 --> 00:47:07,027
[sighs]
955
00:47:07,062 --> 00:47:09,494
I have been coughing
more lately.
956
00:47:10,059 --> 00:47:11,265
[sniffs]
957
00:47:13,496 --> 00:47:15,135
Makes it kind of hard to deny
958
00:47:15,170 --> 00:47:17,537
that I really need
to do my treatments.
959
00:47:17,572 --> 00:47:18,542
[sighs]
960
00:47:18,577 --> 00:47:20,434
It only takes 30 minutes.
961
00:47:20,470 --> 00:47:23,337
I mean, just, you know, do it.
962
00:47:23,372 --> 00:47:25,514
Just pick it up and...
963
00:47:25,550 --> 00:47:26,517
[mechanical beeping]
964
00:47:26,552 --> 00:47:28,953
Bagel Bites.
Bagel Bites.
965
00:47:31,390 --> 00:47:33,291
Oh, my God.
966
00:47:33,326 --> 00:47:35,784
That is amazing.
967
00:47:37,191 --> 00:47:40,061
I know he lost,
but he's just so cute.
968
00:47:40,096 --> 00:47:42,063
And you said
you couldn't find a hobby.
969
00:47:42,099 --> 00:47:44,200
Yeah, well this one is getting
dangerous though
970
00:47:44,235 --> 00:47:48,740
because I'm painting, like,
anything I can get my hands on:
971
00:47:48,775 --> 00:47:51,805
mugs, almost did the wall
the other day...
972
00:47:51,840 --> 00:47:53,169
Oh, my God, furniture.
973
00:47:53,204 --> 00:47:54,946
Uh, your furniture?
974
00:47:56,340 --> 00:47:58,313
Okay, so I have a gift for you.
975
00:47:58,348 --> 00:48:00,015
Yeah, Terese if that shit
doesn't look like it came
976
00:48:00,051 --> 00:48:02,082
straight out of a Pier 1
Imports catalogue,
977
00:48:02,117 --> 00:48:04,353
your ass is off the lease,
so...
978
00:48:04,389 --> 00:48:05,587
[laughing]
979
00:48:05,622 --> 00:48:07,418
I'm off the lease.
980
00:48:07,453 --> 00:48:09,455
-[speaks indistinctly]
-[Terese coughing]
981
00:48:15,801 --> 00:48:18,331
Whoa, are you--
are you all right?
982
00:48:18,366 --> 00:48:20,666
Yeah, no, I'm good.
I just cough when I laugh.
983
00:48:20,702 --> 00:48:22,167
[chuckles]
984
00:48:22,203 --> 00:48:26,273
Well, that's not normal,
is it?
985
00:48:26,309 --> 00:48:27,940
I don't know, maybe I'm just,
like, coming down
986
00:48:27,976 --> 00:48:30,242
with a cold or something.
987
00:48:30,278 --> 00:48:33,382
But you don't think
that it's...?
988
00:48:33,417 --> 00:48:34,843
COVID?
989
00:48:37,647 --> 00:48:40,750
Um, I hadn't thought
about that.
990
00:48:42,461 --> 00:48:44,919
[phone ringing]
991
00:48:48,958 --> 00:48:51,063
[woman on phone] Hello.
CF Center, this is Angela.
992
00:48:51,098 --> 00:48:52,937
Hi.
This is Terese Jackson.
993
00:48:52,972 --> 00:48:55,100
[Angela] Hey, Terese.
What can I do for you?
994
00:48:55,135 --> 00:48:56,132
Are you feeling all right?
995
00:48:56,168 --> 00:48:58,405
Uh, yeah, I'm fine.
996
00:48:58,441 --> 00:49:02,203
Well, I-- I do have, like,
a bit of an increased cough
997
00:49:02,239 --> 00:49:03,545
as of recently.
998
00:49:03,580 --> 00:49:04,947
Oh, okay.
999
00:49:04,983 --> 00:49:06,748
Have you had any fever
or headaches
1000
00:49:06,783 --> 00:49:08,215
associated with it?
1001
00:49:08,250 --> 00:49:12,083
Um, maybe a few headaches,
but no fever.
1002
00:49:12,118 --> 00:49:14,455
[Terese] That I know of.
1003
00:49:14,490 --> 00:49:17,252
[Angela] Have you lost your
sense of taste or smell at all?
1004
00:49:17,287 --> 00:49:18,789
Any diarrhea?
1005
00:49:18,825 --> 00:49:20,293
No.
1006
00:49:20,329 --> 00:49:22,297
[Angela] Okay, then
it's likely not COVID,
1007
00:49:22,333 --> 00:49:24,794
but you should probably
get tested just to be safe.
1008
00:49:24,829 --> 00:49:26,804
And definitely let us know
if you start having
1009
00:49:26,839 --> 00:49:28,096
any fevers
or trouble breathing.
1010
00:49:28,131 --> 00:49:29,699
Okay.
1011
00:49:29,735 --> 00:49:31,072
[Angela] Try to increase
your airway clearance...
1012
00:49:31,107 --> 00:49:32,804
[Terese] What if I do
have COVID?
1013
00:49:32,839 --> 00:49:34,804
[Angela] ...and definitely make
sure you're staying hydrated.
1014
00:49:43,014 --> 00:49:46,321
[sighs]
1015
00:49:49,895 --> 00:49:52,525
I do have a few
of these symptoms.
1016
00:49:54,198 --> 00:49:57,168
But I don't have it.
I'm just being anxious.
1017
00:49:57,203 --> 00:49:59,831
I've barely been anywhere
except the grocery store.
1018
00:49:59,867 --> 00:50:03,041
[coughing]
1019
00:50:08,341 --> 00:50:09,942
[sighs]
I mean, it doesn't hurt
1020
00:50:09,977 --> 00:50:11,507
to get tested.
1021
00:50:11,543 --> 00:50:14,052
Better safe than sorry,
I guess.
1022
00:50:16,423 --> 00:50:17,851
[keys jangle]
1023
00:50:17,886 --> 00:50:19,684
[Terese]
God.
1024
00:50:19,720 --> 00:50:23,127
I did not expect them
to touch my brain like that.
1025
00:50:30,263 --> 00:50:33,396
Oh, I'm fucking exhausted.
1026
00:50:33,431 --> 00:50:35,039
I guess that's what happens
1027
00:50:35,074 --> 00:50:37,570
when you stay up
till 3:00 a.m. every night.
1028
00:50:40,570 --> 00:50:42,911
[yawning] Maybe if I just...
1029
00:50:42,946 --> 00:50:46,315
close my eyes for a second.
1030
00:50:47,377 --> 00:50:48,676
[birds chirping]
1031
00:50:48,711 --> 00:50:50,781
[Terese gasps]
What time is it?
1032
00:50:52,523 --> 00:50:53,883
What?
1033
00:50:58,595 --> 00:51:00,230
[sighs]
1034
00:51:02,931 --> 00:51:04,993
Oh.
God.
1035
00:51:05,028 --> 00:51:07,231
I need to start remembering
to wear deodorant
1036
00:51:07,266 --> 00:51:09,404
more in quarantine.
1037
00:51:09,440 --> 00:51:12,308
Kind of hard when there's no
one around to smell you.
1038
00:51:14,270 --> 00:51:15,712
Wait.
1039
00:51:15,747 --> 00:51:17,514
Why am I so sweaty?
1040
00:51:17,550 --> 00:51:19,579
[tense music]
1041
00:51:19,615 --> 00:51:23,649
That's...That's what happens
when you break a fever.
1042
00:51:24,217 --> 00:51:26,751
[thermometer beeping]
1043
00:51:27,957 --> 00:51:29,594
[exhales]
Okay.
1044
00:51:29,629 --> 00:51:32,289
No fever, no corona.
1045
00:51:32,324 --> 00:51:33,857
I'm just being paranoid.
1046
00:51:37,800 --> 00:51:40,534
[exhales]
1047
00:51:50,308 --> 00:51:51,778
[exhales warmly]
1048
00:51:51,814 --> 00:51:53,811
Dear God.
1049
00:51:56,480 --> 00:51:59,379
I don't believe in you,
1050
00:51:59,415 --> 00:52:01,890
but please
1051
00:52:01,926 --> 00:52:04,294
don't let me have corona.
1052
00:52:06,160 --> 00:52:08,895
I just-- that would
1053
00:52:08,930 --> 00:52:11,394
really suck.
1054
00:52:11,429 --> 00:52:13,734
Um...
[clears throat]
1055
00:52:13,769 --> 00:52:15,239
For me.
1056
00:52:15,874 --> 00:52:19,642
And for you, and for everyone,
1057
00:52:19,678 --> 00:52:21,872
really, um...
1058
00:52:25,817 --> 00:52:28,549
Yeah.
Thank you.
1059
00:52:30,482 --> 00:52:33,424
Oh, shit.
I mean, um...
1060
00:52:33,459 --> 00:52:34,885
Amen.
1061
00:52:36,524 --> 00:52:38,922
And I hope that you're
having a good day.
1062
00:52:43,964 --> 00:52:45,236
Ow.
1063
00:52:46,033 --> 00:52:48,734
[panting]
1064
00:52:51,369 --> 00:52:54,003
[tense music]
1065
00:52:55,241 --> 00:52:56,577
[Terese]
Fuck.
1066
00:52:58,750 --> 00:53:00,713
[exhales softly]
1067
00:53:03,580 --> 00:53:05,784
[thermometer beeping]
1068
00:53:08,252 --> 00:53:09,727
[sighs]
1069
00:53:09,762 --> 00:53:11,792
[soft, emotional music]
1070
00:53:11,828 --> 00:53:14,463
[sobbing]
1071
00:53:22,201 --> 00:53:24,374
[panting]
1072
00:53:38,253 --> 00:53:40,588
[sobbing] I'm gonna fucking die.
1073
00:53:56,203 --> 00:53:58,738
[phone ringing]
1074
00:54:04,240 --> 00:54:06,850
[woman on phone] Hello.
CF Center, this is Jenny.
1075
00:54:06,885 --> 00:54:08,950
[Terese] Ugh, not her.
1076
00:54:08,985 --> 00:54:10,948
She's the worst.
1077
00:54:12,285 --> 00:54:13,549
[Jenny] Hello?
1078
00:54:13,584 --> 00:54:16,026
Hi.
This is Terese.
1079
00:54:16,062 --> 00:54:19,261
Um, I was just calling
for Angela
1080
00:54:19,296 --> 00:54:23,729
or anybody else
that I can talk to.
1081
00:54:23,765 --> 00:54:26,101
[Jenny] Oh, everybody's
already out for the day.
1082
00:54:26,136 --> 00:54:27,633
I'm the only one in-clinic.
1083
00:54:27,669 --> 00:54:30,374
What's going on?
Are you feeling all right?
1084
00:54:33,145 --> 00:54:35,471
Yeah, I just--
I think I have COVID.
1085
00:54:35,506 --> 00:54:36,872
[Jenny] Oh, no.
1086
00:54:36,907 --> 00:54:39,246
Well, um, have you
gotten tested?
1087
00:54:39,281 --> 00:54:42,314
Yes.
Yesterday actually.
1088
00:54:42,349 --> 00:54:44,111
[Jenny] Good, good.
1089
00:54:44,146 --> 00:54:45,818
When are you supposed
to hear back?
1090
00:54:46,924 --> 00:54:48,616
Two to five days?
1091
00:54:48,651 --> 00:54:49,751
[Jenny] Gotcha.
1092
00:54:49,786 --> 00:54:51,093
Well, definitely let us know
1093
00:54:51,129 --> 00:54:52,891
when you get that result back.
1094
00:54:54,431 --> 00:54:56,532
Have you been having
any symptoms?
1095
00:54:57,870 --> 00:54:59,628
Yeah, I had a cough.
1096
00:54:59,664 --> 00:55:01,795
Um, it was a normal cough.
1097
00:55:01,831 --> 00:55:03,739
Well, it was a sick cough.
1098
00:55:03,774 --> 00:55:05,304
And...
1099
00:55:05,339 --> 00:55:08,337
Today, I had a fever.
1100
00:55:08,372 --> 00:55:10,609
So...
1101
00:55:10,645 --> 00:55:13,081
[Jenny] Yeah, you don't
sound good.
1102
00:55:13,116 --> 00:55:15,518
You sound really stuffy.
1103
00:55:17,187 --> 00:55:20,749
Yeah.
That's 'cause I...
1104
00:55:20,784 --> 00:55:23,185
was just crying a little bit.
1105
00:55:23,962 --> 00:55:25,522
[Jenny] Oh, honey.
1106
00:55:25,557 --> 00:55:27,893
I'm sorry to hear that.
1107
00:55:29,366 --> 00:55:32,192
This must be
a lot to deal with.
1108
00:55:32,227 --> 00:55:35,867
You know, the anxiety alone,
I'm sure.
1109
00:55:35,902 --> 00:55:38,341
We've been exposed to COVID
in the hospital,
1110
00:55:38,376 --> 00:55:43,204
and it's just such
a terrible disease.
1111
00:55:43,240 --> 00:55:46,679
And of course,
having a chronic lung disease
1112
00:55:46,714 --> 00:55:49,987
makes it that much more scary,
right?
1113
00:55:50,022 --> 00:55:52,651
This must be really tough.
1114
00:55:52,686 --> 00:55:54,485
[Terese] Thanks for
reminding me.
1115
00:55:54,520 --> 00:55:57,018
So helpful, as always.
1116
00:55:57,054 --> 00:55:59,793
[Jenny] Terese?
Are you still there?
1117
00:56:00,666 --> 00:56:01,762
Hello?
1118
00:56:05,935 --> 00:56:07,433
[sighs]
1119
00:56:07,468 --> 00:56:08,996
[Terese] Desperate times call
1120
00:56:09,032 --> 00:56:10,969
for desperate measures,
I guess.
1121
00:56:14,006 --> 00:56:16,570
Damn, I haven't refilled these
in a minute.
1122
00:56:16,605 --> 00:56:17,943
[coughs]
1123
00:56:18,709 --> 00:56:20,418
Haven't needed to.
1124
00:56:22,052 --> 00:56:23,718
[boxes clatter]
1125
00:56:24,724 --> 00:56:26,721
[rustling]
1126
00:56:29,425 --> 00:56:32,258
-[machine beeping]
-[coughing]
1127
00:56:32,293 --> 00:56:34,091
[machine whirring]
1128
00:56:41,367 --> 00:56:43,697
[coughing]
1129
00:56:43,733 --> 00:56:46,400
[paper rustling]
1130
00:57:00,483 --> 00:57:02,883
[Terese]
Is there any purpose
in wiping these down
1131
00:57:02,918 --> 00:57:04,627
if I already have COVID?
1132
00:57:05,291 --> 00:57:07,058
[sighs]
1133
00:57:07,094 --> 00:57:10,223
Whatever, I'll just give it
the Amanda treatment.
1134
00:57:10,259 --> 00:57:12,767
Watch it be useless
anyway though.
1135
00:57:21,012 --> 00:57:23,212
[pills rattle]
1136
00:57:23,247 --> 00:57:24,776
My shopper had to have known
1137
00:57:24,812 --> 00:57:27,551
I was not doing well
with this order.
1138
00:57:35,751 --> 00:57:36,784
[cup thuds]
1139
00:57:36,819 --> 00:57:37,920
[machine whirring]
1140
00:57:37,955 --> 00:57:40,292
-[phone vibrating]
-[coughing]
1141
00:57:40,328 --> 00:57:41,730
[whirring stops]
1142
00:57:45,135 --> 00:57:46,394
[phone chimes]
1143
00:57:47,300 --> 00:57:48,733
Hey!
1144
00:57:48,768 --> 00:57:51,272
Hey.
What are you wearing?
1145
00:57:51,307 --> 00:57:52,767
Looks like a life vest.
1146
00:57:52,803 --> 00:57:54,742
Oh, this is my vest.
1147
00:57:54,778 --> 00:57:57,574
No, this would not help me
very much in the water.
1148
00:57:57,609 --> 00:57:59,216
[sniffles, laughs]
1149
00:57:59,252 --> 00:58:01,316
-[Syd] Your vest?
-[clears throat]
1150
00:58:01,351 --> 00:58:03,213
Yeah, like for my treatments.
1151
00:58:04,486 --> 00:58:06,450
Like my airway clearance.
1152
00:58:06,485 --> 00:58:08,090
Or whatever.
1153
00:58:08,126 --> 00:58:10,484
Oh, right, right.
1154
00:58:10,519 --> 00:58:12,728
I feel like I've never
seen you wear that before.
1155
00:58:14,224 --> 00:58:17,992
Yeah, probably
'cause I wear it in my room
1156
00:58:18,027 --> 00:58:20,032
when I actually do treatments.
1157
00:58:23,338 --> 00:58:25,270
Are you okay?
1158
00:58:25,305 --> 00:58:26,273
Yeah.
1159
00:58:26,309 --> 00:58:27,908
I just, like, um...
1160
00:58:30,713 --> 00:58:33,617
I feel like, just, like,
I may have COVID.
1161
00:58:34,648 --> 00:58:36,813
Oh, my God.
Um...
1162
00:58:36,848 --> 00:58:39,414
Uh, why do you think that?
1163
00:58:40,250 --> 00:58:42,687
I don't know, well,
I had that cough,
1164
00:58:42,722 --> 00:58:45,994
and then I-- I spiked a fever,
1165
00:58:46,030 --> 00:58:49,663
and, um...
1166
00:58:49,698 --> 00:58:52,196
I've just been feeling
really shitty.
1167
00:58:53,396 --> 00:58:56,801
And, like, I have
some other symptoms, so...
1168
00:58:56,837 --> 00:58:59,535
But you haven't
tested positive.
1169
00:58:59,570 --> 00:59:01,244
Not yet.
1170
00:59:01,279 --> 00:59:03,306
I took a test two days ago.
1171
00:59:03,342 --> 00:59:06,148
Uh-huh, and how long till they,
um-- you get that back?
1172
00:59:06,183 --> 00:59:08,278
[Terese coughing]
1173
00:59:09,186 --> 00:59:10,720
Two to five days.
1174
00:59:13,853 --> 00:59:15,315
But you can't know it's COVID
1175
00:59:15,351 --> 00:59:17,727
until you get the results back,
right?
1176
00:59:20,930 --> 00:59:23,530
Yeah, I just-- I don't know what
else it would be though.
1177
00:59:23,565 --> 00:59:25,696
-You know?
-[Syd] Right.
1178
00:59:25,731 --> 00:59:28,871
Well, um, I'm so sorry
1179
00:59:28,906 --> 00:59:32,339
that you're feeling so shitty
and that you're alone.
1180
00:59:32,374 --> 00:59:34,678
That's so scary.
1181
00:59:36,077 --> 00:59:38,879
Do you want me to come
and take care of you?
1182
00:59:38,915 --> 00:59:41,547
It's only a three-hour drive.
It's really--
1183
00:59:41,582 --> 00:59:43,352
No.
No, it's fine.
1184
00:59:43,387 --> 00:59:45,623
I wouldn't wanna expose you.
1185
00:59:50,789 --> 00:59:53,257
Have you told your mom?
1186
00:59:55,257 --> 00:59:56,928
I just-- I don't
wanna worry her,
1187
00:59:56,964 --> 01:00:00,427
and, like, have her
calling me like...
1188
01:00:00,462 --> 01:00:02,805
[Syd] Terese,
you're gonna be fine.
1189
01:00:04,804 --> 01:00:07,711
[ethereal rock music playing]
1190
01:00:15,415 --> 01:00:16,720
[coughs]
1191
01:00:28,529 --> 01:00:30,063
[pills rattle]
1192
01:00:38,238 --> 01:00:40,136
[Terese] Right about now
would be a great time
1193
01:00:40,172 --> 01:00:42,405
for my test results
to come back.
1194
01:00:44,050 --> 01:00:46,508
[music fading]
1195
01:00:54,387 --> 01:00:57,956
[Terese]
Well, at least I don't
have it that bad.
1196
01:00:57,991 --> 01:01:00,361
Maybe I got away
with a mild case.
1197
01:01:00,396 --> 01:01:03,459
[phone vibrating]
1198
01:01:03,494 --> 01:01:06,997
I've managed to not have
a mental breakdown today.
1199
01:01:07,033 --> 01:01:09,663
I'd like to keep
that streak up.
1200
01:01:18,880 --> 01:01:21,816
There is nothing more
infurating
1201
01:01:21,851 --> 01:01:23,783
than watching young,
dumb people flaunt
1202
01:01:23,819 --> 01:01:25,786
parties and bars
on social media
1203
01:01:25,822 --> 01:01:28,988
in the middle
of a fucking plague.
1204
01:01:29,023 --> 01:01:31,123
I barely go out,
and I don't see anyone,
1205
01:01:31,158 --> 01:01:33,528
but I still somehow got COVID
from, like,
1206
01:01:33,564 --> 01:01:36,129
running errands or something.
1207
01:01:36,164 --> 01:01:38,698
And these idiots probably
won't even get infected
1208
01:01:38,733 --> 01:01:41,065
because karma is a bitch.
1209
01:01:41,100 --> 01:01:43,433
And not in the way
I want it to be.
1210
01:01:51,747 --> 01:01:53,575
[Terese]
It's been six days.
1211
01:01:53,610 --> 01:01:56,446
Where the fuck are
those fucking test results?
1212
01:01:57,121 --> 01:01:58,484
[coughs]
1213
01:01:58,520 --> 01:01:59,955
[line trilling]
1214
01:02:06,863 --> 01:02:08,432
[man] Hello, LA County
testing site.
1215
01:02:08,467 --> 01:02:10,862
-This is Terrence.
-Yeah, hi.
1216
01:02:10,897 --> 01:02:13,900
Um, I got tested on Thursday,
1217
01:02:13,936 --> 01:02:15,971
and I still haven't gotten
my results.
1218
01:02:16,007 --> 01:02:17,372
[Terrence] Okay, yeah,
so we're pretty overwhelmed
1219
01:02:17,407 --> 01:02:18,773
at the moment.
1220
01:02:18,809 --> 01:02:19,904
I can't look
into anything for you
1221
01:02:19,939 --> 01:02:21,779
unless it's been seven days.
1222
01:02:23,481 --> 01:02:25,539
Yeah, I just feel really awful,
1223
01:02:25,574 --> 01:02:29,544
and I really need to know
if I have COVID.
1224
01:02:29,580 --> 01:02:32,116
[Terrence] Yeah, well,
if your symptoms worsen,
1225
01:02:32,151 --> 01:02:33,886
you should seek
professional help
1226
01:02:33,922 --> 01:02:35,854
and go to an ER
if you start...
1227
01:02:35,889 --> 01:02:36,854
[both] Having trouble breathing.
1228
01:02:36,889 --> 01:02:37,888
Yeah, thanks, Terrence.
1229
01:02:37,923 --> 01:02:39,621
Really fucking helpful.
1230
01:02:42,397 --> 01:02:43,966
[sighs]
1231
01:02:44,002 --> 01:02:46,463
I probably should have said
that last part in my head.
1232
01:02:50,407 --> 01:02:52,975
[stomach gurgling]
1233
01:02:56,312 --> 01:02:57,808
[vomits]
1234
01:02:57,843 --> 01:02:59,644
Aww.
Poor baby.
1235
01:02:59,680 --> 01:03:01,041
Are you drunk?
1236
01:03:01,077 --> 01:03:02,717
No.
[gasps]
1237
01:03:02,752 --> 01:03:05,020
-Gas station sushi.
-[laughs]
1238
01:03:05,818 --> 01:03:07,424
Can I help you?
1239
01:03:07,459 --> 01:03:08,922
Or do you need-- I don't know--
1240
01:03:08,957 --> 01:03:10,754
do you need more soy sauce,
wasabi?
1241
01:03:10,790 --> 01:03:11,821
[Terese groans]
1242
01:03:11,856 --> 01:03:13,459
[both laugh]
1243
01:03:13,494 --> 01:03:15,965
[crying]
1244
01:03:24,440 --> 01:03:25,771
[retching]
1245
01:03:25,806 --> 01:03:28,577
[soft, dramatic music]
1246
01:03:28,612 --> 01:03:30,107
[Terese]
I'm not gonna die.
1247
01:03:30,142 --> 01:03:31,578
I'm not gonna die.
[exhales]
1248
01:03:31,614 --> 01:03:33,239
I'm not gonna die.
1249
01:03:33,275 --> 01:03:34,845
I'm not gonna die.
1250
01:03:34,880 --> 01:03:37,915
[music continues]
1251
01:03:37,950 --> 01:03:40,220
[no audible dialogue]
1252
01:03:41,850 --> 01:03:45,926
I thought if I just lived
my life how I wanted to,
1253
01:03:45,961 --> 01:03:48,525
it would be worth
it in the end.
1254
01:03:51,627 --> 01:03:54,161
I'm not ready for it
to be the end.
1255
01:03:54,196 --> 01:03:56,801
[music continues]
1256
01:03:56,836 --> 01:03:59,771
[rhythmic ticking]
1257
01:03:59,806 --> 01:04:03,146
[gasps, coughing]
1258
01:04:03,182 --> 01:04:05,410
[sobbing]
1259
01:04:14,819 --> 01:04:16,058
Ow.
1260
01:04:27,272 --> 01:04:28,796
[hiccups]
1261
01:04:36,579 --> 01:04:39,312
[music continues]
1262
01:04:41,720 --> 01:04:45,450
[high-pitched whining
intensifies]
1263
01:04:48,756 --> 01:04:51,159
[tense music]
1264
01:04:52,890 --> 01:04:54,255
[thuds]
1265
01:04:54,290 --> 01:04:55,559
[whining, music stops]
1266
01:04:56,093 --> 01:04:58,892
[whining resumes]
1267
01:05:04,640 --> 01:05:05,976
[whining fades]
1268
01:05:16,080 --> 01:05:17,952
[Terese]
Okay.
1269
01:05:17,988 --> 01:05:20,347
Okay, I was only out
for two minutes.
1270
01:05:20,382 --> 01:05:22,124
That's not too bad.
1271
01:05:23,386 --> 01:05:26,491
Or is it?
Oh, fuck.
1272
01:05:27,391 --> 01:05:29,362
What difference does it make?
1273
01:05:34,131 --> 01:05:36,138
[phone vibrating]
1274
01:05:36,670 --> 01:05:38,204
Hello?
1275
01:05:38,240 --> 01:05:40,274
[Dr. Samuels] Hello.
This is Dr. Samuels.
1276
01:05:40,309 --> 01:05:43,439
I'm on call tonight.
What seems to be the issue?
1277
01:05:43,474 --> 01:05:46,783
Hello, uh, yeah,
I think I have COVID.
1278
01:05:46,819 --> 01:05:48,514
[Dr. Samuels] Have you
been tested?
1279
01:05:49,016 --> 01:05:50,982
Uh, yeah, about a week ago.
1280
01:05:51,017 --> 01:05:52,847
It hasn't come back yet.
1281
01:05:53,926 --> 01:05:57,456
Um, but I've had a fever
and symptoms all week.
1282
01:05:57,491 --> 01:06:01,422
Um, and I have a really tight
pressure on my chest.
1283
01:06:01,457 --> 01:06:03,963
Um, and my hands are tingly.
1284
01:06:03,998 --> 01:06:07,130
And I think I just passed out.
1285
01:06:07,165 --> 01:06:08,467
[Dr. Samuels] You think?
1286
01:06:11,443 --> 01:06:13,944
I did.
I did.
1287
01:06:13,979 --> 01:06:16,145
[Dr. Samuels] And you're
a CF patient, right?
1288
01:06:17,814 --> 01:06:20,940
-Yes
-[Dr. Samuels] Okay.
1289
01:06:20,976 --> 01:06:22,742
I think we should bring you in
to check you out
1290
01:06:22,778 --> 01:06:24,646
and see if you need
to be admitted.
1291
01:06:24,682 --> 01:06:26,579
We'll be able to test you
again for COVID
1292
01:06:26,614 --> 01:06:28,288
as well as a fall flu panel.
1293
01:06:28,324 --> 01:06:31,092
But you just passed out,
so I wouldn't recommend
1294
01:06:31,127 --> 01:06:33,625
for you to operate
a vehicle right now.
1295
01:06:33,660 --> 01:06:36,363
Do you have anyone who could
bring you to the hospital?
1296
01:06:45,233 --> 01:06:46,571
[sighs]
1297
01:07:00,856 --> 01:07:02,257
Why didn't you tell me?
1298
01:07:04,486 --> 01:07:06,228
That you were sick?
1299
01:07:09,260 --> 01:07:11,134
I didn't tell anyone.
1300
01:07:12,163 --> 01:07:15,004
Well, except Syd.
1301
01:07:15,039 --> 01:07:18,207
[Amanda sighs]
It must be so scary for you.
1302
01:07:21,942 --> 01:07:24,378
Yeah.
It is.
1303
01:07:25,181 --> 01:07:27,907
That's partially why
I didn't tell anyone
1304
01:07:27,942 --> 01:07:31,985
because everyone telling me
how scary it is
1305
01:07:32,020 --> 01:07:34,223
doesn't make it any less scary.
1306
01:07:36,526 --> 01:07:38,128
Sorry.
1307
01:07:39,058 --> 01:07:40,594
[Terese sighs]
1308
01:07:40,630 --> 01:07:42,099
It's okay.
1309
01:07:47,433 --> 01:07:49,397
Why didn't you tell me
about Zack
1310
01:07:49,432 --> 01:07:51,174
right when you got back?
1311
01:07:52,542 --> 01:07:54,939
Uh...
1312
01:07:54,975 --> 01:07:58,204
I thought that
1313
01:07:58,240 --> 01:08:03,048
if I made a big deal out of it,
then it would have been real.
1314
01:08:03,083 --> 01:08:05,345
And also-- [laughs]--
1315
01:08:05,381 --> 01:08:07,190
we don't talk.
1316
01:08:09,384 --> 01:08:10,888
We could.
1317
01:08:10,924 --> 01:08:13,093
Could we?
1318
01:08:13,129 --> 01:08:14,927
I know I didn't know you
that well
1319
01:08:14,962 --> 01:08:16,692
before I moved in,
1320
01:08:16,728 --> 01:08:21,133
but you never tried very hard
to change that.
1321
01:08:21,735 --> 01:08:25,208
And then things got so tense
when I came back from Zack's.
1322
01:08:28,604 --> 01:08:31,814
You just...didn't understand.
1323
01:08:31,849 --> 01:08:33,708
[Amanda scoffs understandingly]
1324
01:08:33,743 --> 01:08:36,377
[Amanda] You're right.
I didn't un--
1325
01:08:36,413 --> 01:08:38,353
I don't understand.
1326
01:08:40,421 --> 01:08:44,524
You've always acted like CF
was no big deal.
1327
01:08:46,856 --> 01:08:49,463
You never actually told me
what it was.
1328
01:08:53,832 --> 01:08:57,130
I'm not good at, like,
explaining the science of it.
1329
01:08:59,835 --> 01:09:02,908
And you're not even
from Arizona.
1330
01:09:02,944 --> 01:09:07,316
[both laughing]
1331
01:09:09,315 --> 01:09:12,347
Sorry.
Sorry about that.
1332
01:09:12,382 --> 01:09:14,818
Um...
[laughs]
1333
01:09:19,323 --> 01:09:21,154
I guess I just...
1334
01:09:22,333 --> 01:09:26,665
I envy how little you have
to care about all of this.
1335
01:09:29,331 --> 01:09:30,964
I know.
1336
01:09:30,999 --> 01:09:34,306
I wish I could go out
and see my friends.
1337
01:09:34,341 --> 01:09:37,278
Go to restaurants
and just...
1338
01:09:37,313 --> 01:09:41,251
feel invincible like
everybody else I know.
1339
01:09:42,345 --> 01:09:43,880
But I'm not.
1340
01:09:45,252 --> 01:09:48,291
I've never been invincible.
1341
01:09:49,760 --> 01:09:51,360
Especially now.
1342
01:09:56,162 --> 01:09:57,295
[Amanda sighs]
1343
01:09:57,331 --> 01:09:59,698
[Terese] Bye.
Thanks again.
1344
01:10:01,005 --> 01:10:02,970
-[door shuts]
-[keys jangle]
1345
01:10:03,006 --> 01:10:04,170
[soft, suspenseful music]
1346
01:10:04,205 --> 01:10:05,636
[doctor speaking indistinctly]
1347
01:10:05,671 --> 01:10:07,836
[doctor] Your oxygen
and EKG look good,
1348
01:10:07,871 --> 01:10:09,736
and your chest x-ray
is actually better
1349
01:10:09,771 --> 01:10:11,109
than the last time you had one.
1350
01:10:11,144 --> 01:10:12,643
[Terese] Okay.
1351
01:10:12,678 --> 01:10:14,348
[doctor] So I feel fine
to send you home.
1352
01:10:14,384 --> 01:10:16,317
You probably passed out
from dehydration.
1353
01:10:16,352 --> 01:10:18,154
Just keep drinking plenty
of fluids.
1354
01:10:18,189 --> 01:10:19,650
We should have
your results tomorrow.
1355
01:10:19,685 --> 01:10:21,022
Someone from the clinic
will call you,
1356
01:10:21,057 --> 01:10:22,221
and we will go from there.
1357
01:10:22,257 --> 01:10:24,023
[Terese] Okay.
Thank you.
1358
01:10:24,058 --> 01:10:26,890
[music continues]
1359
01:10:36,774 --> 01:10:38,407
[birds chirping]
1360
01:10:43,781 --> 01:10:45,579
[phone vibrating]
1361
01:10:51,985 --> 01:10:53,086
Hello?
1362
01:10:53,121 --> 01:10:54,253
[Angela] Hey, Terese.
1363
01:10:54,288 --> 01:10:56,759
It's Angela from the CF Clinic.
1364
01:10:56,795 --> 01:10:58,851
How are you doing?
1365
01:10:58,887 --> 01:11:01,555
Um, I'm all right.
I'm tired.
1366
01:11:01,590 --> 01:11:03,099
[Angela] Yeah.
1367
01:11:03,135 --> 01:11:05,225
I heard you had a late night
at ATC.
1368
01:11:05,261 --> 01:11:08,203
That's why I'm calling.
Your test results came back!
1369
01:11:08,239 --> 01:11:12,609
And let me just
pull them up here...
1370
01:11:12,644 --> 01:11:14,074
Let's see.
1371
01:11:14,109 --> 01:11:17,109
I think it's in here...
1372
01:11:17,144 --> 01:11:19,442
And you are...
1373
01:11:19,477 --> 01:11:21,750
negative for COVID!
1374
01:11:21,785 --> 01:11:23,320
Oh, my God.
1375
01:11:24,579 --> 01:11:26,180
Oh, my God.
1376
01:11:27,090 --> 01:11:28,418
Oh, my God, so what do I have?
1377
01:11:28,453 --> 01:11:29,952
What's wrong with me?
1378
01:11:29,988 --> 01:11:34,092
[Angela] You did test positive
for rhinovirus.
1379
01:11:34,127 --> 01:11:35,728
Rhinovirus?
1380
01:11:36,967 --> 01:11:38,968
[Syd] You had a cold?
1381
01:11:39,003 --> 01:11:40,661
[Terese coughing]
Yeah.
1382
01:11:40,697 --> 01:11:43,234
I just had a fucking cold!
1383
01:11:43,270 --> 01:11:44,836
Just a fucking cold.
1384
01:11:44,871 --> 01:11:47,675
Worst cold of my life,
but, like, it wasn't COVID.
1385
01:11:47,711 --> 01:11:48,945
Yet.
1386
01:11:48,980 --> 01:11:50,144
[Syd] Wait, don't say that!
1387
01:11:50,179 --> 01:11:52,811
-[giggles]
-[Syd] Please.
1388
01:11:53,312 --> 01:11:54,777
Yeah, I know.
1389
01:11:54,812 --> 01:11:56,578
I was already taking
very few risks,
1390
01:11:56,614 --> 01:11:58,988
but this has convinced me
1391
01:11:59,023 --> 01:12:01,257
to be just a complete hermit
1392
01:12:01,292 --> 01:12:02,917
and never go outside ever again
in my life.
1393
01:12:02,952 --> 01:12:05,126
Ah, good.
I'm glad to hear it.
1394
01:12:05,161 --> 01:12:07,826
'Cause you can't die before me.
1395
01:12:07,861 --> 01:12:10,697
[Terese] Should I tell her
I probably will anyway?
1396
01:12:13,165 --> 01:12:14,597
No.
1397
01:12:14,632 --> 01:12:16,370
No need to sour the mood.
1398
01:12:16,406 --> 01:12:18,705
I'll be very kind to her
in my will.
1399
01:12:19,737 --> 01:12:21,508
[laughs]
It's so funny though.
1400
01:12:21,543 --> 01:12:24,110
The irony in getting
another viral illness
1401
01:12:24,145 --> 01:12:25,880
during a padnemic,
1402
01:12:25,916 --> 01:12:28,046
Like-- [laughs]
1403
01:12:28,081 --> 01:12:30,382
[coughs]
1404
01:12:30,417 --> 01:12:33,321
Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.
1405
01:12:33,356 --> 01:12:35,550
Syd, I coughed,
and I didn't die though.
1406
01:12:35,585 --> 01:12:37,592
I broke the trope.
1407
01:12:39,664 --> 01:12:41,062
What?
1408
01:12:41,097 --> 01:12:42,558
Nothing.
Never mind.
1409
01:12:42,593 --> 01:12:44,065
I'll tell you sometime.
1410
01:12:44,101 --> 01:12:46,898
[clattering in videochat]
1411
01:12:46,933 --> 01:12:50,231
[Syd] Dude, where did
rhinovirus even come from?
1412
01:12:51,434 --> 01:12:52,869
Oof.
1413
01:12:52,904 --> 01:12:55,472
Some guy probably
got freaky at the zoo.
1414
01:12:55,508 --> 01:12:56,540
[Syd talking indistinctly]
1415
01:12:56,575 --> 01:12:58,344
[Terese] Back to normal now.
1416
01:12:58,379 --> 01:13:00,082
Well, as normal as normal is
1417
01:13:00,117 --> 01:13:01,314
when there's a global pandemic,
1418
01:13:01,349 --> 01:13:02,879
America isn't containing it,
1419
01:13:02,914 --> 01:13:04,647
and you're stuck
in your house all alone.
1420
01:13:04,682 --> 01:13:05,812
[Froggle's "Flow Now" playing]
1421
01:13:05,847 --> 01:13:08,517
But it's not a grave.
1422
01:13:08,552 --> 01:13:09,991
So I'll take it.
1423
01:13:10,027 --> 01:13:12,060
[indistinct chatter]
1424
01:13:12,096 --> 01:13:15,088
♪ I got the flow now ♪
1425
01:13:15,123 --> 01:13:19,665
♪ Okay with being
All alone now ♪
1426
01:13:19,701 --> 01:13:23,101
♪ I feel the plasma
In my bones now ♪
1427
01:13:23,136 --> 01:13:24,936
No, wet!
1428
01:13:24,971 --> 01:13:27,373
♪ Trust in myself,
Don't need no commentary ♪
1429
01:13:27,408 --> 01:13:29,336
♪ Most people dead-- ♪
1430
01:13:29,372 --> 01:13:31,013
-[shouts indistinctly]
-♪ Don't mean a cemetery ♪
1431
01:13:31,048 --> 01:13:33,846
♪ Rice Krispies ♪
1432
01:13:35,613 --> 01:13:39,583
♪ In the morning ♪
1433
01:13:39,618 --> 01:13:45,594
♪ Can't stop this party ♪
1434
01:13:49,795 --> 01:13:51,265
-[laughing]
-[indistinct TV chatter]
1435
01:13:51,301 --> 01:13:52,464
♪ I ain't got nothing to lose ♪
1436
01:13:52,500 --> 01:13:54,861
♪ So you know I gotta win ♪
1437
01:13:54,897 --> 01:13:56,435
♪ Do it for the fam ♪
1438
01:13:56,470 --> 01:13:57,965
♪ Do it for the friends ♪
1439
01:13:58,001 --> 01:13:59,640
-[sighs]
-♪ Do it for the kids ♪
1440
01:13:59,675 --> 01:14:01,808
♪ I'm guess I'm just
Taking advantage ♪
1441
01:14:01,843 --> 01:14:04,108
♪ I'm guess I'm just going
Through changes ♪
1442
01:14:04,144 --> 01:14:05,515
No.
1443
01:14:06,509 --> 01:14:07,610
Old.
1444
01:14:07,646 --> 01:14:10,748
♪ I got the flow now ♪
1445
01:14:10,783 --> 01:14:12,711
♪ Okay with being
All alone now ♪
1446
01:14:12,747 --> 01:14:15,182
Oh, shit.
1447
01:14:15,218 --> 01:14:19,727
♪ I feel the plasma
In my bones now ♪
1448
01:14:19,762 --> 01:14:23,323
♪ Trust in myself,
Don't need no commentary ♪
1449
01:14:23,358 --> 01:14:26,596
♪ Most people dead
Don't mean a cemetery ♪
1450
01:14:26,631 --> 01:14:29,363
♪ Rise Krispies ♪
1451
01:14:31,042 --> 01:14:34,902
♪ In the morning ♪
1452
01:14:34,937 --> 01:14:41,551
♪ Can't stop this party ♪
1453
01:14:45,484 --> 01:14:47,350
[music continues]
1454
01:14:47,386 --> 01:14:50,318
[panting]
1455
01:14:54,660 --> 01:14:56,665
Who the fuck am I kidding?
1456
01:14:57,232 --> 01:14:58,931
[exhales deeply]
1457
01:15:01,137 --> 01:15:02,836
[phone vibrating]
1458
01:15:06,668 --> 01:15:07,841
Hey!
1459
01:15:08,706 --> 01:15:09,969
[mom] Hey, honey.
1460
01:15:10,004 --> 01:15:12,545
Happy almost birthday!
1461
01:15:12,580 --> 01:15:15,214
Oh, my gosh.
You are so right.
1462
01:15:15,250 --> 01:15:17,716
That is so soon.
1463
01:15:17,751 --> 01:15:19,979
Did you forget
your own birthday?
1464
01:15:20,014 --> 01:15:22,020
No!
Of course not.
1465
01:15:23,084 --> 01:15:24,820
Well, do you have any plans?
1466
01:15:24,855 --> 01:15:26,822
No!
It's a pandemic, Mom.
1467
01:15:26,858 --> 01:15:28,888
Where am I about to go?
[laughs]
1468
01:15:28,923 --> 01:15:30,729
Ah.
Well.
1469
01:15:30,765 --> 01:15:32,630
Glad to hear
you're not going out,
1470
01:15:32,665 --> 01:15:34,604
but you should do something!
1471
01:15:36,672 --> 01:15:40,134
You can order
a nice Postmates on me.
1472
01:15:40,170 --> 01:15:43,406
Something you'd consider...
bougie?
1473
01:15:43,441 --> 01:15:45,176
[laughs]
1474
01:15:45,212 --> 01:15:48,316
You say bougie in LA, you don't
know what you're in for, Mom.
1475
01:15:48,352 --> 01:15:50,587
-[Mom laughs]
-But thank you.
1476
01:15:51,420 --> 01:15:53,282
Anything new, sweetheart?
1477
01:15:53,924 --> 01:15:56,890
Uh...no.
1478
01:15:58,188 --> 01:16:02,222
Well, I did have a bit
of a cold actually.
1479
01:16:02,258 --> 01:16:03,494
You don't think it's COVID,
do you?
1480
01:16:03,529 --> 01:16:04,528
Nope.
Nope.
1481
01:16:04,563 --> 01:16:05,896
Made sure of that.
1482
01:16:05,931 --> 01:16:08,195
I got tested.
It came back negative.
1483
01:16:08,230 --> 01:16:09,996
And I've been feeling
a lot better
1484
01:16:10,032 --> 01:16:12,273
as of recently too, so...
1485
01:16:12,308 --> 01:16:14,738
Oh, that's a relief!
1486
01:16:14,773 --> 01:16:17,009
Yeah.
Tell me about it.
1487
01:16:19,441 --> 01:16:23,510
You know, but I've been
really good actually.
1488
01:16:24,720 --> 01:16:27,384
Applying for a job
I might actually like.
1489
01:16:27,420 --> 01:16:28,788
[chuckles]
1490
01:16:28,824 --> 01:16:31,157
I'm getting it through a friend,
so we'll see.
1491
01:16:31,593 --> 01:16:33,586
Oh, my gosh.
Guess what I did.
1492
01:16:35,166 --> 01:16:37,394
I tried to make bread.
1493
01:16:37,429 --> 01:16:38,598
[laughs]
1494
01:16:38,634 --> 01:16:39,730
[people singing
"Happy Birthday"]
1495
01:16:39,765 --> 01:16:41,294
I found this recipe online...
1496
01:16:41,329 --> 01:16:44,064
[people on video chat]
♪ Terese ♪
1497
01:16:44,099 --> 01:16:48,811
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
1498
01:16:48,847 --> 01:16:49,935
Ahh.
1499
01:16:49,971 --> 01:16:51,237
[all cheering]
1500
01:16:51,273 --> 01:16:52,808
-Yeah!
-Happy birthday, Terese!
1501
01:16:52,843 --> 01:16:54,879
-Nice.
-Thank you!
1502
01:16:54,914 --> 01:16:57,553
I'm just 23.
It's not that exciting.
1503
01:16:57,588 --> 01:16:59,080
[man] Hey, it's
your Jordan birthday!
1504
01:16:59,115 --> 01:17:01,213
-[woman] That's right!
-Wow.
1505
01:17:01,248 --> 01:17:03,757
If only I cared about sports.
1506
01:17:03,793 --> 01:17:07,728
Still, this is kind of, like,
anticlimactic.
1507
01:17:07,764 --> 01:17:10,431
[Syd] Uh, how much
is that edible again?
1508
01:17:10,466 --> 01:17:12,730
50 milligrams?
100 maybe?
1509
01:17:12,766 --> 01:17:15,468
Oh, I should know that.
[laughs]
1510
01:17:15,503 --> 01:17:16,703
[woman] Oh, my God.
1511
01:17:16,738 --> 01:17:18,133
-I should know that.
-[Bella] Ugh.
1512
01:17:18,168 --> 01:17:19,675
You could've just said
"Fuck it"
1513
01:17:19,710 --> 01:17:22,075
and gone to some outdoor bar
or something.
1514
01:17:22,111 --> 01:17:23,807
Mm.
1515
01:17:23,842 --> 01:17:26,840
What a privilege.
I wish!
1516
01:17:26,876 --> 01:17:28,408
I'm good though.
1517
01:17:28,443 --> 01:17:30,578
Well, you already
survived COVID once.
1518
01:17:30,613 --> 01:17:33,121
None of us would want you
to take that chance again.
1519
01:17:33,156 --> 01:17:34,851
[Terese] Mm.
1520
01:17:34,887 --> 01:17:37,351
Yeah, I don't think any of us
1521
01:17:37,387 --> 01:17:40,026
should be taking those kind
of chances.
1522
01:17:44,364 --> 01:17:45,629
Yeah.
1523
01:17:45,665 --> 01:17:48,199
That was definitely
1524
01:17:48,234 --> 01:17:51,532
enough excitement to last me
the rest of quarantine.
1525
01:17:52,468 --> 01:17:56,670
And enough fear for the rest
of my life, so...
1526
01:17:56,706 --> 01:17:59,373
[Bella] Wait, I thought you
didn't end up having COVID.
1527
01:17:59,408 --> 01:18:01,650
She didn't.
She's just hella dramatic.
1528
01:18:01,686 --> 01:18:03,014
-No, I thought I had it!
-[laughter on videochat]
1529
01:18:03,049 --> 01:18:04,649
Which means I don't wanna
actually get it
1530
01:18:04,685 --> 01:18:05,849
and go through that again.
1531
01:18:05,885 --> 01:18:07,956
[Syd] Hey, that will not happen.
1532
01:18:07,992 --> 01:18:10,760
Because I refuse to believe
the world can be that cruel.
1533
01:18:11,526 --> 01:18:14,228
[man] Mm.
Yeah.
1534
01:18:14,264 --> 01:18:15,830
Here's hoping.
1535
01:18:15,866 --> 01:18:17,994
-[various] Cheers!
-Happy freakin' birthday!
1536
01:18:18,030 --> 01:18:19,299
-To the birthday girl!
-Whoo!
1537
01:18:19,335 --> 01:18:20,568
I love you guys.
1538
01:18:20,604 --> 01:18:22,032
-Let's get it.
-But seriously--
1539
01:18:22,068 --> 01:18:23,329
Check how many
milligrams that was.
1540
01:18:23,365 --> 01:18:25,030
-[laughter]
-Um, it's too late.
1541
01:18:25,066 --> 01:18:26,174
I ate all of it.
1542
01:18:26,210 --> 01:18:27,376
Oh, my God.
1543
01:18:27,412 --> 01:18:28,373
Oh, my God.
She's gone.
1544
01:18:28,409 --> 01:18:29,711
[laughter]
1545
01:18:29,746 --> 01:18:31,306
My body will count 'em
and let me know--
1546
01:18:31,342 --> 01:18:32,908
[woman] It's too late
to stop it though.
1547
01:18:32,943 --> 01:18:34,474
[overlapping chatter]
1548
01:18:34,509 --> 01:18:35,912
[woman] But, like,
don't get in a car.
1549
01:18:35,947 --> 01:18:37,684
[sentimental rock music playing]
1550
01:18:37,720 --> 01:18:39,850
Where would I go?
Get in a car?
1551
01:18:39,886 --> 01:18:42,088
Where would I go?
[laughter]
1552
01:18:43,954 --> 01:18:46,422
[laughter continues]
1553
01:18:47,858 --> 01:18:50,965
[music continues]
1554
01:19:06,111 --> 01:19:08,081
-[music fades]
-[birds chirping]
1555
01:19:13,552 --> 01:19:14,887
Hm.
1556
01:19:14,922 --> 01:19:17,255
[Spencer Peppet's "Half-Awake"
playing]
1557
01:19:22,564 --> 01:19:24,966
♪ Sanding it off ♪
1558
01:19:25,732 --> 01:19:28,897
♪ Taking it down ♪
1559
01:19:28,932 --> 01:19:31,802
♪ Playing dead ♪
1560
01:19:31,838 --> 01:19:34,607
♪ Cried and I coughed ♪
1561
01:19:34,643 --> 01:19:37,478
♪ Won't say anything ♪
1562
01:19:37,514 --> 01:19:40,414
♪ I'm letting it go ♪
1563
01:19:40,449 --> 01:19:43,545
♪ Sun-soaked ♪
1564
01:19:45,347 --> 01:19:48,990
♪ Can't see what's coming ♪
1565
01:19:50,352 --> 01:19:54,457
♪ I'm half-awake from here ♪
1566
01:19:55,456 --> 01:19:58,868
♪ Like a bird on a window ♪
1567
01:20:00,296 --> 01:20:04,401
♪ As blood drips down my ear ♪
1568
01:20:05,101 --> 01:20:07,804
♪ Do you see ♪
1569
01:20:07,839 --> 01:20:10,445
♪ How it goes ♪
1570
01:20:10,480 --> 01:20:12,909
♪ When you break ♪
1571
01:20:12,944 --> 01:20:15,449
♪ When I'm wrong ♪
1572
01:20:15,485 --> 01:20:17,913
♪ Catch myself ♪
1573
01:20:17,948 --> 01:20:20,784
♪ All alone ♪
1574
01:20:20,819 --> 01:20:23,424
♪ Talking shit ♪
1575
01:20:23,459 --> 01:20:25,092
♪ To my self ♪
1576
01:20:26,124 --> 01:20:29,998
♪ Can't see what's coming ♪
1577
01:20:30,931 --> 01:20:35,801
♪ I'm half-awake from here ♪
1578
01:20:35,837 --> 01:20:39,370
♪ Like a bird on a window ♪
1579
01:20:40,501 --> 01:20:44,408
♪ Its blood drips down my ear ♪
1580
01:20:45,241 --> 01:20:48,577
♪ We all need something ♪
1581
01:20:49,851 --> 01:20:53,582
♪ Now it's a bit more clear ♪
1582
01:20:54,591 --> 01:20:58,257
♪ I'm always face-down ♪
1583
01:20:59,321 --> 01:21:03,130
♪ It's over, over again ♪